ReThree: sisterhood

I had been sitting for about 10-20 minutes and everybody was quiet.

Arina wasn't moving even a little bit like she had been.

Akira, that bastard, was sitting next to me and was Bull##itting.

 Each word made me Angrier spontaneously. 

"Azima! This is what you pay for what you have done to my brother. So get up because crying is useless."

 I laughed nervously looked at the corpses around me. All my loved ones had fallen beside me.

 I couldn't even be sure if they were alive or dead. 

I slowly put Arina's head on the ground and stood up, but my knees couldn't handle it.

 I felt as if the ground below me was removed and I fell. 

Akira, who had also stood up at the same time as me, immediately grabbed my shoulders and saved me from falling. 

"All this discord was your mistake, Azima. And mistakes bring their own consequences, So blame yourself as much as you want." 

His smile was getting on me as if he was relifed;

 but his tone of voice remained serious and cold. I held onto his shoulders and leaned on him. In other words, I had fallen into his arms. I looked at his lips. 

'this smile....I want to erase it.' 

"Despite of knowing that the number of people on my side was much more, you still resisted and led your members to their own death. You even involved your sister in this mess. You made a big mistake."

 You know, when people get angry, they do things beyond their control. Things they wouldn't do if their mind was in its right place. Whether this anger caused by themselves or someone else.

I threw myself more into his arms.

 "I, Azima who never learned from her mistakes, express regret for this big fumble I caused."

In an instant I grabbed my knife and attacked him

 His loud scream brought a wide smile to my lips. I had stabbed him with my knife on his back with all my strength and were twisting it.

 "But it was just that one mistake that I regretted doing. If my next mistake is killing you, it will even make me happy." 

All his comrades panicked and attacked towards me. In the meantime, the last allies left for me stopped them and the fight started again. Akira grabbed my neck tightly and growled from under his blood-soaked teeth. 

"You filthy bitch!"

I couldn't breathe. My head was exploding, and my mouth was longing for a breath of air, like a fish out of water. My hand that held the knife was trapped in his other hand. 

Because of his larger size, he had effectively disarmed me.

 "You wa...wanna kill me like my brother? You're s...so Villainous and pathetic. B...But you can't defeat me; I will take the revenge of akai-i," he said. 

I grabbed the hand that was gripping my neck with my free hand and pulled. 

"we both...killed each other's siblings.. so we...are even now."

I couldn't bear it anymore. My eyes were going numb. 

'No! Not now!.'

 With the little strength left in me, I kicked him hard in his Balls. He screamed in pain and released his grib. This time, I kicked a strong blow to his stomach, causing him to distance himself from me. I grabbed his hand that was around my neck and looped my other arm around his arm, then forcefully when he came to his mind I strucked his elbow with my knee. 

"Uooogh!!! F##k youuuuu!"

he shouted so loudly that it echoed in the chaos around us. I slammed him hard onto the ground and sat on top of him, repeatedly stabbing him with the knife in his chest, shoulders, stomach, and even arms memorie hadn't been fading from my sight.

"Arina, are we having mashed potato Again? Make something more meaty,"

"It is what it is. With our current economic situation, this is more than enough for us,"

My dried tears fell again. 'No Arina, all you knew to cook was mashed potato.' 

I was brought back to reality by being yanked by my collar. 

Akira's men had finally managed to knock down the remaining few of my gang and now they were dragging me on the ground with anger. I looked at Akira, who looked like a drained vessel, and his lifeless gaze towards the sky.

" KILL THIS WHORE ! take revenge for the boss and his brother "

they started to kicking and punching on me.I barely managed to pass between their legs and attacked them with my knife, But there were too many of them .Every time I sttabed one, the other would stab me in the back and side with their knife .This continued until I could not stand on my feet due to the intensity of blood lost, And then one of them gave me a strong kick on the cheek so that i spread out on the ground . while i was panting. I spat out the blood and broken teeth that filled my mouth .

"Azima! Did you start another fight ?"

"...." 

"You know better that a fight damages a person's soul and body"

"...."

" At least tell me why did you hit them ?"

"Because I didn't like'em"

She started laughing

"so you call that a reason, huh?"

The kick that hit my wounded side made me wrapped in myself

" Still squirming? what a beast, just die already brat"

And the moment they wanted to attack again, the sound of police sirens filled the whole place . Some were running for their lives, some were helping the wounded to escape, and some were staring at me doubtfully .

"Leave her alone . She will die anyway."

The scream of one of them was enough for all of them to run away .

"Is there a chance that any of my comrades survived and escaped?"

My eyes were facing the sky, prevented me from paying attention to the commotion and shooting .

"Hah , what a clear sky.There is not a single cloud that will rain for me"

unconscious scrawled my body on ground

"Azima let's see what each cloud looks like, i'll start from the one in the left."

She gaved all her attention to it

"It's look like a mice!, allright now it's your turn to say what the cloud next to it looks like."

"Looks like a cloud."

"Can you go on with me even for once?"

She stole her gaze from me and sighed, looked at the sky again and contunied this time with excitement.

"Oh look at that cloud, looks like an elephant, it reminds me a lot of you."

"How do I look like an elephant?"

She answered with a smile 

"In my opinion elephant is a strong and resistant animal and it cares a lot about it's loved ones. And you are the strongest and most important person of my life."

when i came to my Sense, I had lie down next to Arina. her dead gaze was fixed on the sky. I followed the line of his gaze. a big white cloud right above us.

 "What do you think this cloud looks like?"

 I moved closer to her and circled my hand around her.

 "Now that I think about it, you couldn't even say a word to me. No scream, no argument, not even a goodbye. And it hurts my heart. Of course, I'm fading away just like you."

 Humans are creatures who move on from their mistakes, whether with difficulty or ease. But there are some mistakes that leave them with nothing but regret. Mistakes that they are willing to turn back time for years to make amends for them. And I really wanted that to happen from the bottom of my heart. That when offered the opportunity to become a yakuza, I would refuse. Or even continue my education. But live in a way that my sister would be pleased with me. I wanted a second chance.didn't realize how or when but my sobbing became louder.

 "Forgive me, Arina! I'm so sorry."