NOVEL WEB Chapter 58
"...Bai Yu?"
After hearing what Bai Yu said, Wu Yue was stunned for a moment. When she reacted, raised her head and looked over at her, she saw Bai Yu's determined face.
"Well! Just tell me! Isn't it inconvenient for you to talk now? Then let me convey it for you! In any case, as long as the words are spoken, we will definitely understand each other..."
"Then, it won't be a problem to get back together!"
"But..."
"..."
Looking at Bai Yu's determined face, as if she had made up her mind to help her, Wu Yue didn't know what to say for a while.
She didn't know whether she should say those words and those things.
Obviously everything... was her own fault. If she said those words at this time, it would really be...
Really...
"..."
"Then, I'll say it."
After hesitating for a long time, Wu Yue still made a decision.
If she didn't tell her true situation at this time, then there might be no chance in the future.
"The relationship with Youyu will continue to be cold." Although she has prepared for this, she still wants to avoid it.
Then, here, say what she really wants to say.
No matter whether Youyu will accept her after knowing her situation, no matter whether the final result is failure or success.
At least if you say it out loud, you will no longer have any thoughts in your mind.
But before that...
"I'm sorry, Bai Yu."
As she said, Wu Yue gently hugged Bai Yu, and then took it back, with a guilty expression on her face.
"...Why do you say sorry to me?"
Wu Yue's behavior was a little incomprehensible to Bai Yu. Did Wu Yue do anything to make her feel sorry? Why did she say sorry?
It feels... a little strange?
"...Because, part of what I say next may...be related to you, Bai Yu."
"Those words...I know that they may hurt you."
"...So, I want to say sorry to you."
Wu Yue bluntly stated the reason why she was sorry.
"..."
After hearing this, Bai Yu was silent for a while, then shook her head and said:
"No... It's okay, I don't think you will say anything that will hurt me, just say it."
Is he trying to vent his emotions to her? Or something? It should be just this, it doesn't matter, she has been mentally prepared.
And... She has treated her and Youyu like this before, so if it's just this, she can treat it as a draw and won't care about it.
"... Well, then I'll say it."
After hearing Bai Yu's response, Wu Yue nodded, and then slowly said:
"Actually... About this matter, why did I quarrel with Youyu? This matter is all caused by that... strange emotion in my heart."
"Before, I didn't know what this strange emotion was, but after knowing this strange emotion, I... didn't dare to admit it."
Speaking of this, Wu Yue glanced at Bai Yu, who was frowning and seemed to be thinking about something, and then sighed.
Then, after taking a sip of water, he continued:
"That strange emotion... only appeared when you first appeared."
"At that time, I didn't realize what that emotion was."
"... related to me?"
"Well... that's when I first met you! I had a big fight with you, I was very angry, and then I went back and told Youyu about the fight."
"Then..."
As she spoke, Wu Yue's voice became a little lower.
"Then, at that time, when Youyu learned that you and I had a quarrel, he asked me--"
"How should I change you at that time?"
"That is, how can I get you to join."
"..."
"When I heard him ask me this question, the strange emotion in my heart broke out for the first time."
"I asked him, why do you want to change Bai Yu? It shouldn't be necessary, right? Why do you have to find a second magical girl? Isn't it enough to have me?"
"...At that time, because of that strange emotion, I couldn't control myself at all, just like this conflict."
"Later, if the conflict at that time hadn't been so intense, I wouldn't have been able to calm down..."
"..."
Listening to Wu Yue's words until here,For some reason, Bai Yu felt a little uneasy in her heart.
But... in order to resolve the conflict between Wu Yue and You Yu, she chose to continue listening.
"I originally thought that it was just because You Yu didn't care about me, but cared about an unknown stranger, and I felt angry."
"But... what happened later told me that it was not like that..."
As she said that, Wu Yue turned her head and met Bai Yu's eyes that pretended to be firm.
"Because... the reason why I was angry became that reason, maybe it was not because of this at all."
"..."
"Bai Yu, do you know?"
"Since You Yu and I have become true companions, I have been very happy, because I have a trustworthy magical girl companion who fights side by side, and You Yu doesn't have to worry so much about my safety."
"But..."
After taking a deep breath, Wu Yue decided to speak out her most core issue this time.
"It's obviously the first time... I have someone I like, and a magical girl partner who can fight together."
"But I don't know why, I can't be happy after that."
"Every time I see him chatting with you, every time I see him and you smiling at each other, saying something I don't understand..."
"Just the two of you laughing there... and I can only watch from a distance."
"I always wonder why my heart... feels blocked?"
"Why do I always feel like I want to 'snatch' Youyu?"
"I didn't understand at the time... I was still enduring to prevent myself from doing such a thing."
"But no matter how much I want to endure my strange emotions..."
"I still didn't do it."
"..."
"So, last week, I made that request to Youyu, hoping that he would give me the answer I wanted."
"He... didn't give me the answer I wanted."
Speaking, Wu Yue laughed at herself.
"At that time... when I heard his answer, the emotion in my heart finally couldn't be suppressed... and rushed out."
"So, I told Youyu... in order to 'protect' you, I would lock you up in the 'home' for life. After he refused again, I even... thought of using the power of a magical girl."
After saying this, Wu Yue was silent for a long time, and Bai Yu did not speak either, remaining silent.
Finally, Wu Yue continued:
"So... after experiencing this incident, even if I don't want to admit it, I have to recognize it clearly..."
"That emotion is jealousy."
"I, I'm jealous of you who can laugh with Youyu."
So, did you do that?
Bai Yu's mood fell to the bottom for a while.
So, the reason why they are like this now...
"It's all... my fault?"
Bai Yu murmured tremblingly.