NOVEL WEB Chapter 133
"... Let's talk?"
After hearing his voice, Bai Yu turned around and looked at You Yu with a serious expression. She seemed to guess that he had realized something, so she hesitated for a moment.
After a moment of silence, she spoke in a low voice:
"Although I don't think there is anything to talk about this matter...but, since this is what Youyu wants, then I'd better listen to you."
"No, Bai Yu."
Looking at her helpless and "unwilling" look, Youyu shook his head and corrected her in time:
"I don't mean to say that I have to use a commanding tone to make you listen to what I say and say those "reasons."
"I really want to help you, so I said that to you."
Speaking sincerely, Youyu pulled the stool and moved forward a little, and then said:
"If this makes you feel embarrassed, then it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it."
"Youyu..."
After saying this while looking at Youyu approaching, Bai Yu paused for a moment, and then sighed deeply.
In the end, he still couldn't say anything to refuse, but shook his head, indicating that it was okay and let Youyu continue.
After all, she understood...
Youyu said this to her because he "cared" about her.
She couldn't refuse his "good intentions".
"Well, then... what I'm going to say next may be a little unpleasant, but please listen to it."
"So... is it okay?"
"... Yeah."
"Okay."
After seeing Bai Yu nodded and agreed, Youyu coughed and cleared his throat, then organized what he was going to say in his mind, and said:
"From my personal feeling, Bai Yu, although it's only a few days... but I do feel it."
"Now you are too unconfident, too inferior, or... too 'arrogant'."
"You should feel it yourself, right?"
"... Yeah."
After a moment of silence, Bai Yu did not make too many replies, but nodded, acknowledging the facts that Youyu said.
"Then I understand."
And taking this opportunity... knowing Bai Yu's personality, You Yu no longer planned to beat around the bush and directly said what he was going to say:
"In fact, in this short period of time... three days or two days, I have been observing you, Bai Yu. After all, no matter what, I knew you before, but now I have lost my memory, so when I get along with you... I have always been a little worried."
"After all... I can always see that expression on your face - guilt? Sadness? I don't know why you always show this expression, but I think it should be related to me."
"So... before going to bed last night, in order to figure out the reason, I asked Wu Yue."
As he said, You Yu took out his mobile phone, clicked on Wu Yue's chat interface, and swiped up. After swiping through all the messages she "bombed" him, he finally swiped to the place he wanted.
Then, he raised his phone and pointed at the content on it - the content that Wu Yue told him about everything that happened before he lost his memory, and said:
"After asking Wu Yue, I have a rough guess about your current situation."
"And when I woke up this morning and saw you... and heard what you said, I am more certain of this."
As he spoke, Youyu's tone gradually became serious:
"Bai Yu, you still can't let go of the 'past' until now? You should still remember what happened at that time, remember my 'death', remember my 'disappearance', so--"
"You will say that 'I can do anything for you', in essence, to eliminate the 'guilt' and... 'sense of guilt' in your heart."
"So, before you When you ‘rescued’ me at the beginning, although you acted very tough at first, but in the following period of time, you basically agreed to what I said without any rebuttal. "
"That's because... you ‘rescued’ me to ‘atone’... just like what I said before."
"I should be right, right? Bai Yu?"
"Ah..."
Listening to Youyu peeling off her inner thoughts word by word, Bai Yu could no longer maintain her calmness just now, and her tone was inevitably a little flustered, saying:
"Or... maybe so! I do... have this idea..."
"..."
"But, I really wanted to save you...! That's why--"
"I didn't say you did it wrongYes, Bai Yu. "
Seeing Bai Yu seeming to be excited, You Yu quickly reached out and held her down, saying:
"It's better to say... that you can do that, it's a good thing."
"... Good thing?"
Somewhat confused by the words coming out of You Yu's mouth, Bai Yu thought about it, and calmed down, sitting back on the recliner, intending to continue listening to You Yu.
After seeing her sit down, You Yu also nodded, and finally answered her doubts:
"After all, at that time... you can still be considered to have real ideas."
"But now, you don't have your own ideas."
Speaking, You Yu shook his head.
"... Because, since the day you said that, you behaved... almost "obeying everything" to me, and in your heart, you demanded yourself to do the "best" no matter what it was... You can see it from the long distance you walked yesterday, and you didn't even complain. "
"And the result of doing this is... you can't do anything well now. ”
“…”
“Because you are asking too much of yourself, Bai Yu.”
“Whether it was about that time or today’s breakfast…you are probably worried that you can’t do it well, right?”
“…”
Looking at Bai Yu’s silence, You Yu sighed.
Then, he stopped sitting, stood up, walked to her side, met her eyes, and said:
“Listen to me, Bai Yu, although I can’t guarantee that I can understand your current mood…but please listen to me.”
“…Bai Yu, you can’t always be immersed in the memories of the past. Sooner or later, you have to break away from it and move forward.”
“Whether it’s me…or Liu Meng, we have had such a situation. She has a painful past, and I…have lost my own memories, and inexplicably, I have become a ‘non-human’, facing a possible tragic fate…”
“But, we didn’t fall into it. We still chose to accept the pain of the past, or regret and sadness, and move forward. ”
“The future may be uncertain, but if we continue to be trapped in the darkness of the past, then we will not have a future.”
“And… I don’t want you to remain the way you are now because of me.”
“Because keeping this ‘lie’… will only hurt you.”
“…”
After listening to Youyu’s words, Bai Yu fell into a long silence.
In a trance, she remembered the words that Youyu and Wuyue said to her before—when they just met, they said something similar to what they said now.
Although it was just a simple mention without too much in-depth, she still remembered it.
Still… remembering it deeply.
“…”
So…
“I thought I had changed…”
But, is she still the one who has been stagnant?
But… Fortunately.
Now she still has Youyu’s help.
There is still a chance to change.
Therefore…
“Youyu. "
Bai Yu suddenly called out his name.
"What should I do now?"
"Do what you want to do."
You Yu answered quickly.
"Really..."
"..."
"Then...You Yu."
Using an extremely serious tone and expression, Bai Yu stood up from the recliner, then walked in front of You Yu, slowly put his hand on his chest, stared into his eyes, and said:
"I have...thought about it."
"In the future, I want to be with you--"
"Bang!"
However, at this moment, before Bai Yu finished speaking, the door was suddenly "knocked" open!
In the sight of the two...was Wu Yue with an anxious face, and Liu Meng with an uncertain expression.
"...You Yu."
Liu Meng outside the door looked at You Yu who was so close to Bai Yu, and said with a slightly irritated tone:
"What do you want to do with her? ”
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