Raise a magical girl and then regret it for the rest of your life? !

After leaning down, Bai Yu lay down beside Youyu quietly, and then looked at the ceiling.

After staring at the ceiling for a while, she turned her head and looked at Youyu who was "sleeping".

"Youyu..."

Looking at Youyu's face illuminated by the moonlight, Bai Yu whispered his name.

"..."

Seeing that he didn't respond, Bai Yu breathed a sigh of relief, then turned her body and faced Youyu.

Then...

Slowly, she stretched out her hands and stretched them towards Youyu's arms.

Then, she gently hugged his arms and rested her head on his arms.

"..."

"Sorry, Youyu."

"At least this time... let me be 'willful' for once..."

Mumbling these incomprehensible words in her mouth, after confirming that Youyu fell into a deep sleep.

Bai Yu could no longer bear the feelings that had been weighing on her heart since Youyu disappeared.

Tears, drop by drop, slid down her face.

But there was no crying, only tears.

Because... for this kind of voice, Bai Yu chose to replace it with another way.

"..."

"Youyu..."

Feeling the tears flowing down her eyes, Bai Yu murmured in a low voice.

"There are some things... I really want to say to you, but when I think of the fact that you have lost your memory now... I can't say it..."

"Because those, maybe they are not good words."

"After all... what I want to say is more of a 'complaint'."

"Although I know that I have no right or right to say that to you..."

"But... please let me be 'willful' for once."

"..."

Mumbling, Bai Yu raised his head and looked at Youyu's profile.

Then, just as she said, she looked at Youyu's profile and began to "complain" to herself:

"Youyu... you probably don't know now, don't remember... the things you did with us in the past, and the words we said, were so beautiful, so... unforgettable."

"But... after you disappeared, you became a knife stabbed into our hearts... even if we wanted to forget, we couldn't do it."

"After all, during that time, not only Wu Yue, but I was also very painful... very painful."

"Wu Yue, she often blamed herself... herself "I blame myself for not being strong enough, why I can't save you... Every time I meet her and talk about you, she often says this."

"But... In fact, she has done a good job, because she stood up again, relying on herself, and gained new strength... If she hadn't expected that the snake knight had another form, then maybe she could have saved you."

"But, I'm different..."

"From beginning to end, I have never been of any use."

Whether it was her late support.

Or the second battle with the snake knight.

Every time... She was of no use.

Even, she dragged Wu Yue's feet.

Then... They failed and You Yu "died".

If it weren't for now, she could still see You Yu, seeing him in front of her.

Then perhaps, she would have kept the "unchangeable regret" and survived.

"So if you say it out loud... you might feel angry and ridiculous."

"At that time, after you 'died', I actually thought about this for a while——"

"If I had died at the hands of the snake knight at that time, would this have happened?"

"After all... if you didn't die at that time, but I died..."

"Then it wouldn't have ended up like that..."

Then she wouldn't have to bear the "self-blame", "guilt" and "uneasiness" that weighed on her heart all day long, and lived until now.

After all, at that time, she was constantly tortured by these emotions.

Every time she saw Wu Yue, she always remembered that You Yu "died" in front of them.

Then those emotions in her heart... would jump out at this time and torture her.

Although she didn't show it on the surface.

But it was really painful.

No matter how hard she tried to convince herself and find ways to make up for it, she couldn't accept it.

Because You Yu was already "dead".

She could only accept the fact that he was "dead" and then continue to live with this heavy fact.

Live in "unchangeable regret".

"..."

"What I want to say is...That's about it."

She didn't want to wake Youyu up.

So, after a moment of silence, Bai Yu stopped crying.

Then she buried her head again.

Afterwards, after feeling the "peace of mind" that hadn't appeared in her heart for a long time, she was already a little drowsy, and then finally, in a broken tone, she said:

"Youyu... In the future, I may not have the opportunity to talk to you like this. After all, I am only willful this time, you don't have to worry."

"And I also feel...I am much better now."

"..."

"So, Youyu."

"Finally, please listen to me once."

"For you, I will do anything. "

Whether it's the relationship between him and Wu Yue.

Or the relationship between him and Liu Meng.

As long as Youyu needs it...

Then, no matter what means are used, she will help Youyu.

Even if she has to "sacrifice" herself to some extent for this, she will not be afraid and will not complain.

After all...she has owed too much, or in other words, she has done too many things to Youyu.

Only if she tries her best to make up for it, and makes up for it with her life——

Then, she may be able to make the "uneasiness" in her heart disappear and return to the "beautiful and real" life like before.

Even if she really has to sacrifice her life...maybe it doesn't matter.

So...

"Even if that snake knight wants to kill you again."

"I will help you...kill him." "

"..."

After saying this, Bai Yu, who could no longer hold on, leaned on You Yu's arm and fell asleep completely.

The expression on her face was no longer frowning like before, but returned to the earlier expression of peace and tranquility.

"..."

Then, after about ten minutes.

You Yu, who had already "fallen asleep", suddenly opened his eyes, turned his head and looked to the side.

Looking at Bai Yu who was hugging his arm and sleeping soundly, You Yu was silent for a while, then moved most of the quilt covering him to her, and a small part of his body was exposed.

"..."

"I think I understand it..."

Then, looking at Bai Yu's sleeping face, You Yu recalled what she had just said, and said in a subtle tone with a little expectation:

"Then... I hope you can do it. "