poetry This is me

I climb up the ladder of success

It's actually harder than I thought ,

I mean just look at the adversities I face,

And I don't think I can make it to the top.

I wish I was drowning at sea,

So all of my problems will be seized ,

So I can plant within my soul a tree,

I pray an Innocent live I'll reap.

It's never easy you know,

To let your dreams just slip,

No matter you held on them with your strongest grip,

I wish my problems would be taken by the sea,

Drown me in the sorrow of my tears

For all I can see in my future are my greatest fears,

My family falling apart

Me Not bieng enough

My body growing cold before time.

Drown me at sea so I forget,

Maybe if we try together we will get there,

This is the sorrow of my fate,

But I hope it won't stay this way.