Chapter 157
"Shinji Ikari, do you have anyone important in this world?"Dr. Jenny asked.
Shinji Ikari wanted to answer that there are important people, but when he thought about it carefully, are these people around him really important?
Although Miss Katsuragi Misato lives with him temporarily, the relationship between the two people is more important. Like the manager and the manager.
Although Asuka and Ling Boli are important comrades, he had almost no contact with them in life.
At first, he wanted to be praised by his father, but now his father is dead in his heart. There was no impression of his mother, and he didn't even leave a photo.
Shinji felt that he was the only one left in the world. No one cared about him, and no one liked him.
Everyone approached him. Because he can drive EVA, he is just a tool in the eyes of these people.
Even if he successfully defeats the apostles with EVA, no one will praise him, his classmates will alienate him, and NERV staff will rarely talk to him. Every time I fight, I get injured.
I just came out of the hospital not long ago, and I don’t want to bear the heart-wrenching pain anymore. I’m obviously fighting with my life, why shouldn’t anyone look at me? A hero? Why do I get curses? If I lose, all mankind will be extinct! Why should there be so many people better than me
? The heavier the burden, the less Shinji wants to have contact with outsiders, and the less he wants to have contact with outsiders, the more serious the mental internal friction is. The more serious the mental internal friction is, the heavier the psychological burden is.
Doctor Jenny has a headache-like expression on his face. This is a very important emotion. A person without self-confidence cannot succeed.
If you deny yourself, how can others recognize you?
Now Shinji Ikari is in this state. If you want him to climb out of this quagmire, you must let him. he found confidence
"help me!"
Shinji Ikari suddenly whispered, and Doctor Jenny frowned.
"Who can help me! I can't hold it anymore! Dr.
Jenny said calmly:"Shinji Ikari, no one can save you.""
Shinji Ikari raised his head slightly and looked at Dr. Jenny:"Why?"
"If you don't want to save yourself, how can others save you? Shinji, no one can help you in your current situation, you can only save yourself."Dr. Jenny gave him a way.
Unexpectedly, Shinji Ikari's eyes became extremely fierce.
Suddenly, Shinji Ikari rushed over and grabbed Dr. Jenny's throat tightly with both hands. By the time Dr. Jenny reacted, it was already too late. A miserable cry came from her throat.
She knew that what she just said must have stimulated Shinji Ikari. A person who longed to be saved by others suddenly told him: It would be weird if you don't go crazy, but Jenny didn't expect Shinji Ikari. It’s so extreme!
"boom!"
The door was knocked open, and a large number of security personnel rushed in and pulled Shinji Ikari and Dr. Jenny away.
Dr. Jenny held her throat and gasped for air, with a look of horror on her face.
Misato Katsuragi did not expect that Shinji Ikari would suddenly lose control. Raising her hand to slap him, Dr. Jenny grabbed Katsuragi Misato's hand and shook her head slightly. Only then did she realize that Shinji Ikari's psychological problem was much more serious than it seemed.
Already on the verge of collapse,
Shinji Ikari was quickly controlled. He sat expressionlessly in the corner, put on his headphones, and closed himself in again:
"Idiot."
Ling Boli seemed to have nothing happened and was getting ready to go to school.
Misato Katsuragi looked at her team and had a headache.
"We're leaving too. As for this idiot, I hope he won't cause any more trouble!"Asuka dragged Yamabuki Hanajin away.
Ritsuko Akagi came over and whispered:"Shinji Ikari's mood is too unstable. We can't let him drive EVA anymore, otherwise there may be some trouble, and the senior management cannot let this matter go. Know. Those at the top are eager to get rid of Shinji Ikari now."
When she thinks of those bastard bosses, Katsuragi Misato gets even more headache
"Everyone, this matter must be kept confidential, and Dr. Jenny, how are you?"
"I'm fine, but this kid's condition is more serious than you think. I suspect that his character was not innate, but was deliberately shaped by someone the day after tomorrow."Dr. Jenny said bitterly.
Extremely unconfident, extremely cowardly, extremely introverted, and extremely internally consumed.
"This kind of person has only one advantage. That's easy to control."As soon as Dr. Jenny finished speaking, Katsuragi Misato thought of someone.
Ikari Gendo!
Katsuragi Misato suddenly felt creepy. When she was a child, her father often worked away from home and rarely came home.
But when she was seventeen, Katsuragi Misato experienced her first During the second impact, there was only one safety cabin. Katsuragi Misato's father gave his daughter the only chance to survive.
At that moment, Katsuragi Misato felt the love from her father.
But Shinji Ikari was different. He was just a pawn in his father's eyes. In order to make his son cooperate with him to better complete his plan, he even went so far as to distort his son's personality.
What exactly was the human completion plan prepared by the former Seele? Why did the current senior management resist it with all his strength
? The character also needs to complete the human completion plan?
Katsuragi Misato is very curious, but the top priority now is to find a way to recover Ikari Shinji.......
"Didn't expect this to happen!"Asuka sat on Yamabuki Hanajin's back, looking at the white clouds in the sky. No one expected that Shinji Ikari would suddenly go berserk. Is it too depressing? If she hadn't met Yamabuki Hanajin, she doesn't know what would have happened like this.
"Let’s stay out of other people’s affairs! What do you want to eat for lunch? I can order takeout for you."Yamabuki Hanajin asked.
Ikari Yuantang, an old man, even after all the gold coins, he still harmed others.
After arriving at the school, the classmates in the class looked at Asuka who brought the maid to school with strange eyes.
Not long after, Lingbo Rei also came to the school, but instead of returning to her seat, she walked straight towards Yamabuki Hanajin.
Under Asuka's strange gaze, Ling Boli suddenly reached out and held Shanbuki Hanajin's face.
"The doctor said, let me find someone I like. I have read in books that people who share the same bed have the closest relationship. We have slept together today, which means our relationship is the closest. Maid lady, please be my lover!"Ling Boli said expressionlessly.
All the teachers and students in the class looked at Shanbuki Hanajin and Ling Boli with eccentric eyes.
Asuka's eyes twitched:"Shanbuki, should you explain what happened between you this morning? what happens?"