Chapter 387 Nacida’s confusion (page 12)
Before returning to the Jingshan Palace, Pal was sent into the Dust Song Pot by Safiir first, while Veronica transformed into a weapon spirit and returned to the weapon.
Jingshan Palace, in the expectant eyes of Nasida and Ying, Safire appeared here alone.
"Saphire is back!" Little Paimon shouted out immediately.
Ying and Nasida quickly cast their gazes. Safire looked at them and nodded slightly: "Okay, it's been dealt with."
This sentence is a bit unclear. Ying doesn't know whether Safire is referring to the deletion of Dotore or the follow-up treatment of the Great Ci Tree King.
But seeing that Nasida was only checking Safire's physical condition with concern and didn't ask any other questions, a trace of disappointment flashed in Ying's heart. In the end, had the Great Ci Tree King disappeared?
Safir walked up to Ying and waved his hand in front of her eyes: "What's wrong? Are you lost?"
"No... I just feel a little uncomfortable." Ying noticed Nasida's confused look and shook her head slightly. She knew that she couldn't mention the Great Ci Tree King without permission, because everyone else had forgotten it, and even if she mentioned it, no one would Will understand her mood.
Safire naturally understood why Ying was feeling uncomfortable, so he just chuckled and said: "It doesn't have to be like this, everything that needs to be done has been done. The trajectory of fate cannot be changed at will, but we can make some small adjustments, right?"
"What do you mean?" Ying understood the implication of Safier's words and her eyes lit up, "Is she still there?"
Safire nodded, and before she could continue speaking, he was hugged by Ying: "I knew you were the most reliable."
"What are you muttering about? Why is she still there? Why can't I understand at all?" Little Paimon asked, blinking in confusion.
Seeing the confused look on her friend's face, Ying scratched the back of her head and laughed: "It's nothing, this is a secret between Safire and I!"
Nacida frowned lightly, her intuition telling her that the matter discussed by the two people had a lot to do with her, but there was no similar incident in her memory, which puzzled her, but due to her identity, I had to suppress my curiosity and give up my plan to get to the bottom of it.
Naturally, Nacida's demeanor could not escape Safir's observation. She sighed slightly in her heart. Sure enough, after deleting the memory related to the Great Mercy Tree King, Nacida's self-perception changed.
She had shouldered the burden of being the Great Ci Tree King, and could no longer lower her dignity and seek advice and discussion as a weak person in a lower profile.
She didn't have that kind of experience, but she had to play such a pretending game. The key was that she was trapped in it without knowing it. This is the greatest sadness.
The one who was deleted was the Big Ci Tree King, but the one who really died was the Little Lucky Grass King. This is what happened.
Even though the name has not changed, the little grass god who was unyielding and humbled to the dust, who could have grown up step by step from his humble beginnings, will never come back.
Isn't this a kind of extortion?
It's not that Nacida can't keep a copy of the memory about the Great Mercy Tree King for her own backup, but she can't do this, because making a backup related to the Great Mercy Tree King means taking the risk of not being able to completely eliminate the taboo knowledge.
Nacida couldn't risk the safety of the world, so she made her own sacrifice.
One Sumeru and two generations of grass gods were all victims. In this battle, they did not lose, but they did not win either. They just fought for the light that belonged to them for the people they loved.
"Dancing with shackles... Buyer is such a kind-hearted god that makes people feel sorry for him." After leaving Jingshan Palace, Safire couldn't help but sigh.
Nasida stood there and thought for a long time after Saffir and others left. It was only when the sky turned white and the morning sun shed its morning light did she faintly wake up from her meditation.
Looking at the empty Jingshan Palace, she felt a sense of panic in her heart for no reason: "I may have...forgot something important. What is it?"
Her voice echoed in Jingshan Palace, and no one noticed her struggle and loneliness. This is the loneliness of being a god. From now on, it will be difficult for her to communicate with others, because in everyone's eyes, she is the great god who established Sumeru.
The rest of the people were not qualified to sit down and discuss things with her, let alone answer her questions.
"I will not be your first sage." Suddenly, Safire's words appeared in Nasida's mind.
Nacida was a little confused, why the first sage? As a god who has lived for thousands of years, the original sage has already appeared and passed away. Why is there such a dialogue?
This in itself was a false proposition, and Nacida became even more confused. She had a good memory and knew very well that this had indeed happened.
She even clearly remembered how disappointed she felt after being rejected.
She shouldn't be disappointed, because this is illogical.
"When you find your true self, or when you think that is who you are..."
Self-recognition, Nasita's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, something was wrong. The more she thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong. The more she thought about it, the clearer what Safir had said to her before was.
But these words should not be spoken by a foolish executive to a god who has been in charge of Xumi for thousands of years. The gap in identity between the two sides is so huge that it makes people laugh.
What's even more ridiculous is that such a young girl is actually educating this ancient god in this tone.
"You are Nasida...not anyone's vassal..."
Naturally, she has never been a vassal, she has always existed independently.
Nasida hugged her head. She felt a little headache and subconsciously wanted to stop thinking, but there was a faint voice in her heart reminding her not to stop thinking. She was already very close to the truth. Don't stop, otherwise she would wake up next time. I don’t know when it was.
Nacida resisted the severe headache and fell into memories again. The words Safiir had talked to her kept flashing out, and then quickly disappeared into silence. She kept analyzing these words, trying to find the answer she wanted.
Even a scratch, a word, Nasida wanted to know. She always felt that she had lost something. She couldn't tell exactly what it was, but she was sure that it was important.
Memory can lie, and the same goes for the senses. Now there is a conflict in her memory, and in the divine position, the faint uneasiness that can be felt from time to time is also reminding her that something has been ignored.
A strong feeling of dizziness hit Nacida's mind. Her vision went dark and she was about to fall to the ground. The second before she closed her eyes, a girl in dark clothes appeared and supported Nacida's little one with gentle movements. Small body.
"Chenxi..." Nasida murmured, endless sleepiness came over her, and she had to close her eyes.
When her consciousness fell into chaos, the last words came to Nacida's mind: "I am...the moon. The real sun has disappeared."
Chenxi looked at Nasida who had fallen asleep with a complicated expression, and sighed softly: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't have to be so anxious. We still have a lot of time. You need a better rest."
No one could answer her, Nacida had already fallen asleep.