Chapter 9: Chapter 9 - Peek at her Obsession
He said he loves me, loves me! loves me!~ Uhmm~ It makes me so, so, sooo Happyyy! I finally got to hear that, that he loves me~ He said it!.
He, hehe HahaHhaHAHAAHhaHa He loves me! He loves Me! He loves me! HE loves Me~
I then heard him asking me worried about me, with great love and care~
"Nastia are you okay?"
His voice, his care, his affection it makes me feel full!~ And when he's not with me so Empty... but now he's here~ Embracing me after he said that he loves me!!!
"I'm fine Kiotho, Just happy to hear that you love me~ And feel the same as me!~"
I smiled at him, to show how happy I'm~ I'm sure he understands me, after all he knows me the best~ I'm sure he understands how happy I'm, he knows how boundless my love and devotion for him is.
After all he made me, he made me to adore him~ I'm destined for him, I'm the best for him. I'm the only one he needs.
His hand move against my body, sending electric shock through me, his warm body and his delicate movements as if I was made of glass~ He's so sweet~ I want to cuddle him, I want to caress his head and place it in my bossom make him feel safe, I want him to claim me I want him for myself~
"I'm also happy to hear your feelings about me, but for now let's go sleep and rest as tomorrow we need to continue with studying."
Why is his tone sounding a little guilty? Did he lied? Or did thought I will be disappointed that nothing happened after tge confession?.
No.. Nooo! It must be him thinking I'm a little disappointed, I'm sure! That why I must say something to him to show I'm satisfied. Yes~ That's what I need to do~.
I moved his head towards my chest, leaning it I caress his hair and whisper softly to make sure he feels my desire. "Kiotho ~, Let me hug you like this today~ Now, now sleep well~"
Seeing him so closely, vulnerable and trusting towards me~ I feel something inside me a feeling of accomplishment, I'm his lover, his maid, his partner. In future we are going to marry, then we will leave to buy a house where our children will be living, I will be his Wife~ And if he wants I'm going to make his daughters serve him as well~
After all everything is For him~ Him~ HIM~ HIM!!!~ HIM!!!~ HIM!!!!~.
But that can wait as long as I'm with him~ Ohh he fell asleep~ My cute Master must been tried, don't worry your Anasthasia will make sure you rest well, in my comfortable embrace~.
His soft rhythmic breathing, is really pleasant the occasional movement of his body touching me~ Uhmmm~ Should I wake up earlier than Him? Or should I stay in bed as long as he sleeps? I don't know~
I want to study now to make him proud but~ If I do it I will miss how he slept today and Even worse I would have to leave his embrace!!
No! I can't I need to make sure he gets the best sleep~ I need him to love me more!~ So he can finally be completely mine~ But I can't, I can't I need to obey him.. I can't have him as I want I'm sure he have some goal but I just can't.. I love him so much...
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It seems I felt asleep.. thankfully my master still in the bed~ Thankfully he didn't leave me! He wouldn't.. Because he loves me.
"Aughhh... Oh your already awake, Nastia."
He woke up, MY Lover, My Husband~ And the first thing he did was to look at me, and ask me~
"Yes~, Hubby I'm awake~ how did you sleep?"
Did he react negatively to this? Look at him, look at his reaction..
"It was pleasant, I'm sure it's thanks to being in your embrace"
He didn't seem repulsed~ I'm happy it means he agrees~ He's my Hubby, My husband~ Aughhh~ Oh he's looking at me.
"But for now let's go dress up, then we can eat and Study."
He moved away from me... But that's only for a while! Just physical contact does change much, It's the love we have for each other~ No need to worry.
"Sure~, What are you going to wear?" I need to know, then I can dress like him as a couple~ Hehe
"Nothing much, just black robe and white clothes underneath"
So nothing unique?, that's not true anything he wears is special, additionally the scent of him remains on them~
"Okay, I'm also going to wear that."
He looked at me, smiling.
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A/N: Just Anasthasia's pov, and no she doesn't always just think about her master love but the confession made her think about it constantly.
The Pov showed how she views his actions even if they meant something else than how she understands it.
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