Chapter 73: Chapter 71: The Third Party
"Not to mention my empty-headed tribesmen, the Flügel whose heads are filled with only the heads of other races are not even worthy of shoes. In this war where everyone only thinks about killing each other, your soul and thoughts are so complicated that it is unimaginable..."
"Even among your kind, I am afraid that Mr. Monkey is out of tune, right?" Think eyes were filled with inexplicable pity, "It is difficult to move among those simple sures. Even if you want to express your thoughts, no one can understand you, even though you have the same body."
Su'er wanted to break free from Think palm, but he did not encounter much resistance. He shook slightly and took a step back.
He was afraid.
Even Su'er was the only one who knew that what he thought in his Heart was far more excessive than what Think said--
He hated Riku, Couronne, Lenny and Credo... and Nonna, and everyone else.
Why could they still stay in the cave and eat cooked food safely?
Why can they still build a bonfire when they feel cold?
——Why can they still live well?
The peace he exchanged for his life.
This is the resentment that he knows cannot be done this way, but cannot eliminate.
"... It's not like that," Su'er muttered in retort, "I am just... an ordinary person."
An ordinary person, his mind is not simple, he likes to eat sweets, likes to play games, likes to go out happily with friends, likes to watch some pornographic videos alone in the room... just like any ordinary person.
Not a saint covered in light.
So, in the desert where he met the Elf, he should have given up any resistance at the moment of being attacked, and he should not have shown any abnormality even if he found that the magic did not work on him, but he still couldn't help but throw that punch and ran away in fear.
He didn't want to die.
He had done enough.
Using his life to protect others from escaping, exiling himself from the colony just because of a suspicion, struggling in this world where fragile creatures cannot Survive independently... Su'er had had enough, he had had enough of the sharp blade that kept swinging at him.
Once, twice - why would there be three times! ?
Why did it have to be him? !
The warm current that Surged from his body when he set out had already cooled and frozen into ice in the Black Ash in the sky, and the courage that rose like a flame had condensed into a quagmire when it covered the cold ice, hindering every step of Su'er, and the passion had long gone.
Great regret, regret for choosing exile, but not regretting his choice, repeating endlessly, crying and swearing to return to the colony tomorrow before falling asleep every day, but continuing to move westward after waking up, until the farthest place.
Then there was a series of fantastic journeys that turned the world upside down, and even Su'er himself was secretly grateful for this experience - he didn't need to worry about it.
Before being discovered and killed by the Dwarf, he can finally live freely. The beautiful Elf who discovered the abnormality because of his unwilling struggle will also accompany him to sleep forever 10,000 meters underground... Is there anything more profitable than this?
Is beauty useful? Is arrogance useful? Is genius useful?
No matter how arrogant this Elf is, no matter how many abnormalities she finds, no matter how much curiosity or malice she has in her Heart - they will all die here.
Nothing will be left, and nothing will be taken away.
This is the most perfect result.
Su'er has always told himself this until now.
From time to time, you can still hear the faint sound of explosions coming from your feet. On the opposite side, there is an intact submarine parked safely. As long as you go up now, you can leave immediately and escape from the country of the Dwarf alive - why can you really escape alive?
Su'er questioned blankly.
He couldn't even say anything to encourage Think to detonate the essence for the entire Elf. He didn't even need to say it. Su'er knew that Think would never sacrifice her life for the victory of the entire Elf.
He really wanted to live.
It would be better if Think could stay here.
The real thoughts that he was unwilling to face in his Heart were exposed nakedly in Think words, but Su'er could do nothing.
He didn't have the power to directly threaten.
Confusedly asking his Heart, Su'er was questioning how he should choose... Should he live like this?
Just like the words he swore to himself in the desert -
Live for yourself from now on, until you can't live even if you try your best?
Living in this world for myself...
"It really makes me want to explore~", not knowing the confusion in Su'er Heart, Think raised her finger and stroked his eyes and whispered: "This complex and changeable Su'er, what exactly is the reason that makes you have this unique contradiction?"
Su'er golden pupils stared at the pupils of the six-ringed creature in front of him.
"... Let's go quickly", Su'er turned his head slightly, his voice was a little hoarse, "The Elf below should not be able to delay for long."
"It's okay~, I left a spell on Lord Barter, and judging from the current situation, they should be able to delay for a long time~", everything is under her control, Think voice is still so full and brisk.
"Yeah, I'm a little curious too... the story between Long Ears and a monkey."
Suddenly, the voice of a rude and violent third party tore the silence between the two. Think smiling expression suddenly changed. The next moment, she picked up Su'er and flew to the other side. The moment she raised her other hand, the eight-layer magic circle burst out and shot out a beam of light in the direction of the sound.
Boom!!!
It seemed to hit an unknown thing. Obviously, this huge explosion did not seem to be fake, but Think serious expression did not relax at all. The smoke brought by the explosion was slowly blown aside by a wind from nowhere deep underground, and there were some flying sparks floating in the air.
"Hey, hey, hey, as a gift for a sudden reunion... isn't this a bit too intense?"
The smoke had not completely dissipated, but the strange male voice was obviously not hurt at all. Even before seeing the face of the owner of the voice, the fierce momentum was already overwhelming.
Su'er Heart moved slightly, and he suddenly thought of something.