My daily routine of exorcising demon love with Miss Miko

...After a while, Saya woke up.

Continuing to stay here with Ashina is not a long-term solution.

It would be terrible if Ling Ge came for her.

Shaye said goodbye to Ashina and never mentioned what trouble he had encountered.

She was now devastated, knowing that she was forced into a desperate situation and had to make the same choice again that she was able to escape after being interfered with by Shigei.

...and there is no way she could attack Ling Ge.

Therefore, she had only one choice.

Shaye decided to end his life somewhere where he would not cause trouble to others.

Leaving the world with a secret, in this way, at least in Ling Ge's heart, she will still be the same as before.

Rather than the monster child killer.

In this way, Saya slowly walked to the abandoned construction site where she had asked Lingge to meet.

… It’s not easy to end one’s life.

...However, it is also very fast.

The most difficult thing is making the decision itself.

Saya shaped an ice blade in her hand, looking at the sharp tip reflecting the moonlight, her breathing became difficult.

She knew that as long as she made up her mind and stabbed it into her neck, all this would soon be over.

But she just couldn't bring herself to do it.

She doesn't want to die.

I don’t want to give up the life that I finally started to live happily.

"What are you doing?"

A soft and concerned Loli voice sounded behind Saya.

...and she didn't even notice when the other party got so close.

Normally, she would never be so slow.

"Ashina..." Shaye murmured, her mind going blank: "Why...are you here?"

"...I'm sorry, I saw something was wrong with you, so I secretly followed you all the way...Can I get closer?"

Shaye didn't respond, lowered his head and fell into silence.

Then, Ashina, who had white wings stretched out from her back, took steps.

She walked forward gently, and within three steps, she came to Shaye.

...Then, Ashina put her little hand on her left hand holding the knife, and slowly exerted force to suppress the cold ice blade.

Then, she gently leaned forward and held Shaye in her arms.

When she came back to her senses, Shaye was already holding Ashina and crying.

She seemed to see an angel.

...the angel who stopped her from taking the final step.

However, this is only temporary after all.

The despair in Saya's heart did not ease one bit.

...She couldn't tell Ashina what happened to her.

Because that would be equivalent to exposing her shameful past to the public.

Her fear of knowing that Ling Ge and others might hate her was even worse than death.

"Now, Saya...what happened?" Ashina gently touched her head and asked quietly: "I know you have something to hide, that's why you are in so much pain...tell it, right? It will make it a lot easier... "

"You can trust me, Shaye... Just tell me quietly, right? I won't tell anyone else, especially Ling Ge..."

"I...can't." Shaye shed tears, pressed her cheek against Ashina's face, and whispered in a lost voice: "Please...just pretend you didn't see me, okay? If Lingge asks, just pretend I don’t know anything..."

Ashina: "...Okay, but you have to tell me why."

Ashina: "Did someone force you to choose between the ring song and your own life? And you chose to give up on yourself?"