Maybe The Day He Died

12:01 am

Now I have only 23 hrs 59 min

So I Snuck out of room went to see my parents, they aren't in their room I wonder where they went .Agghh!!! forget it already spent 24 years with them I don't think they will mind if spend my last day for myself.I don't want to die in their hands Anyway That would be a too much of a traumatic experience for them

I put on the clothes I never wore because I wanted to keep them for a special day and I found the perfect ocassion for it " My Death

Day "12:20am

I picked my bike keys , my wallet, my diary and my phone , went out of house quietly, started my bike and looked at my house One last time and idk why but suddenly the light of my room turned on . "I wonder who's checking up on me at this hour but I had made up my mind to just live my last day for myself so I can't go back now

"Got a lil far from home, Don't know where I'm going, what I'm going to do and Don't know what I'm feeling. Fuckk!! it's my last day I don't wana waste it like that , by feeling unexcited like it's just another normal day I don't want to feel that way I spent my whole life feeling that way but not anymore I wana truly feel alive Before I'm gone , Before there's nothing to be alive for and just like that I'm speeding my bike lil by lil till it hits 80km/hr ..... 90km/hr.... 100km/hr ....120 km/hr Streets lights are flashing behind like shooting stars , can't see anything clear anymore, the voice inside my head is quieting down a little,

My head it feels light It's getting clearer and clearer At this point My body feels weight less It's like I'm flying,I'm scared I'm so scared even a tiny rock on the road could be the reason of my demise. Fuck!!! Is this How I'm going To Die?

Is my bike is the reason I'm going to die , well If I look at it It's not the worst way to Die , even I would be proud of it that would be the one of the best ways to die And all of the Sudden I see 2 light coming from the front, It's a car but why or how can a car be here , it's a Fucking one way route

I'm just about to crash, in 30 sec or less I'll be dead in a car crash, I dont know What Should I do and My instict took over and the next thing I know is my bike crashed into the fence of the bridge

And the very next moment I was drowing in the water but wait from where tf water came ....

1:05 am

Oh the bridge was built over a river now I remember So I guess That's how I'm going to die , by drowing in water just because a person drove a car on wrong side .But why he's driving wrong side, and where's my bike ?? is it still working or done for? I guess I'll never know. I wish the cops find my body and peacefull cremate it so I won't be another Spirit haunting the people on the bridge( that sounds fun but no I don't stay here in this earth Trapped anymore).And my parents restore my bike and keep it as a momento .And now The water was still , I could see myself creating ripples into the water As I was drowing I struggled moved my arms and legs trying to swim but I don't know how to and slowly I don't see a point in struggling, Maybe I accepted my fate as I consumed all the air and took another breath water entered into my body , through my mouth, my nose, till all my insides were filled with water I could feel the water in my lungs, there was this short period of pain, a burning sensationAnd just a little after that it was all peaceful as I was sinking Deeper and Deeper The pain became lesser and lesser as I was feeling numb but it was peaceful, the Noice around me slowly disappeared, The reflection of Moon On The waves , The moonlight falling on the surface of water , the rays of light falling into the water evrything about it was just the most beautiful view I have ever seen , Is this how beautiful death is I wonder if it is then I would die a thousands times over just to experience this peace, this beauty and at last the Death and then As I was sinking into the bottom, I felt it The Death I knew I'm dead now , evrything is over, my eyes closed slowly and slowly and I just feel into an everlasting deep slumber to never wake up again and never be loved again