Chapter 118: Healing
>>Calliope
There was an uproar about the death of Silas Soma and how Murim Soma had gone missing. The police tried to do their investigation since the Somas were very powerful political people but it seems the director did an A1 job at finishing things up. They couldn't find anything.
All the leads were taking them to dead ends.
"All done," The doctor finished treating me, "How are your other injuries?" She took out the injection from my skin. It was the treatment I was getting to get my body back to normal again.
"Good," I replied, "They're healing fine," I smiled. When I jumped off the running car, my injuries were pretty miserable but I got the right treatment at the right time and was able to recover.
"How's your Mom doing?" She slid back to her desk with her chair and began to make my report.
"Good," I smiled.
After years, Mom was discharged from the hospital. Being finally free from all the fears that haunted her did wonders for her health.
After such a long time, I was able to go shopping with her too. And we went to buy things for me. I wasn't going to jump straight to feminine clothes because I had grown extremely used to wearing male clothes
But I love pretty things and I want to wear them.
"That's good," The doctor smiled, "Your progress looks stable too." She looked at me, "But you have to come regularly now,"
I nodded, "I will."
There's nothing stopping me now.
***
"Lippe!" Jacob called out my name, "Hand these files over to the HR," After learning my real name, I was given a nickname. 'Lippe' Mostly everyone calls me by that name.
"Okay," I stood up from my seat, then let out a hiss.
"Hey! You okay?" My co-workers asked me.
"Oh yes," I tried to smile, "Sometimes sudden movement hurts, but no problem." I walked over to Jacob and got the files. My injuries had healed somewhat but there were still pending wounds that would suddenly make me feel weak.
Especially my knees.
I went and gave the files to the HR but when I was coming back, I chose to take the stairs for some Goddamn reason and my knees started to protest.
Shit,
Something is definitely wrong with my brain. Why do I always make the worst decisions?
I let out a few heavy breaths but I was able to reach my floor but just as I crossed the door frame my knees went numb
!!!
And I fell
Holy!! I did my best not to fall on my knees and twisted my body but that caused me to fall flat on my back but along with that I also ended up hurting my face a little bit.
…
I stared at the ceiling. Well, at least my knees are fine.
I let out a sigh.
'Marking,'
I wonder if Matthew had marked me, would he know about the little things like this too? This is pretty minor and nothing of importance as compared to when I was getting kidnapped or murdered.
I let out another sigh and then sat up.
"Ow…"
"Calliope?"
!!!
I recognized the voice immediately and shot my head around to see Matthew.
"Matthew!" I wonder if he sensed if something was wrong?
He came over, "What happened?"
I guess not… I guess he was just passing by and saw me.
"Oh," I gave him an awkward laugh, "My knees gave out," I was a bit disappointed. I wish he came because of me. I wish he just marked me.
!!!
I mean, he can mark me! We're already together!!
"Let me help you up," He crouched down and scooped me up in his arms.
"Matthew!" I panicked, "We're in the office! People will see us!!"
His eyebrow twitched at my words.
He looked at me with an un-amused look but didn't put me down, "It's time to leave anyway," He began to walk, "Let's go home if being seen with me bothers you that much."
Hmm???
***
I stared at Matthew as he brought out the ointments and medicine prescribed by the doctor.
"Are you mad?" I was sitting on the kitchen stool.
"No," He didn't look at me.
Gosh, he's definitely angry. "I didn't mean that I minded people seeing us together!" I explained,
"..."
"I was just embarrassed that I was being carried!" I tried to look at him but he didn't look back at me, "Matthew I really mean it! I wasn't embarrassed because of you, just because I'm shy!"
"..."
Damn, Azef told me wolves get really possessive.
"I love you,"
His ears twitched at my confession and he finally looked back at me.
"I said, I'm not mad," His expressions went back to normal.
Yea, right.
You're not mad now! You were definitely mad before! But I didn't say that. I let it go and he came over to change my bandages.
He crouched down and I watched him being careful while my mind raced with thoughts. Well, my mind has been racing with thoughts the moment we became official and now I want more.
I know I'm being selfish, but I really do want more!
Matthew opened the medicine box and I decided I was going to do it
"Wait," I placed my hand on his and he looked up at me. He didn't say anything, just raised his brows at me to ask 'Why?'
I got a little nervous because what I was going to ask was quite bold. My heartbeat rose up but I managed to speak, "You said there was a better way to treat them right?"
His eyebrows twitched and he was quite surprised as well. My boldness was shocking him again but his initial expression of shock gave away to mischievous
"Yes, there is," He smirked, "I didn't think you'd ask for that yourself."
"Um well," I shied away, looking to the side as I tucked a lock of my hair behind my ear, "I thought, why not?" A blush crept across my cheeks and I couldn't help but feel my ears and face heat up.
His gaze was on me. I could feel it and that feeling got my feelings acting up.
Gosh! Respond already! I said something!!!
He let out a snicker and I was going to mind that when he picked me up from the stool, "Let's go to the bedroom then,"
!!!!
HOLY HELL!!
My breath hitched, "Okay…"
***
His bed was soft and I sat on it like a statue while he looked calm. I was super nervous when he came closer. Softly, he held my jaw and started from my face. His tongue softly landed on my cheek, sending a hot wet feeling on my skin. I immediately felt electrified and my body shuddered at his touch.
It was an embarrassing feeling which at the same time was also nerve-wracking.
I knew this was going to be intimate and I asked for it.
He had my face cupped and after disinfecting the mark on my face he kissed my cheek,
!!!
That caught me off guard while he looked at my face that was in his palms.
"Doing fine?" He asked
I nodded to him even though my heart was pounding like crazy. He gave me a smirk before turning to my arms.
I gulped but didn't say anything. His rough hands slid his fingers on my skin checking where to start, his action might not mean anything but it made my mind tremble. My skin stood up when I felt his tongue on my elbow.
Damn
Why is this turning me on?!!.
He cleaned the area from one arm, then went to the other. The more he had his tongue on me the more nervous I got.
Then he went down, right in the middle, and unbuttoned my pants.
I gulped, "You can just pull up the legs,"
He paused and looked at me, "In skinny jeans?" He folded his arms and backed away, "Fine, go ahead and do it for me."
It made me nervous and anxious but I did have to give it a try. I grabbed the bottom and tried to pull it up but well, skinny jeans… They didn't reach my knees and I quietly pulled them down.
That's embarrassing…
Shit
I kept my lips tightly shut and unbuttoned my pants on my own and took it off. That's when I stole a glance at him. His smug expression faltered for a moment when he saw the panties I was wearing underneath.
Mom was insistent I buy feminine stuff now and thus these black laced panties.
I threw my pants away I felt his gaze linger between my thighs,
!?!?
His hands slid on my right leg, followed by his tongue sliding across the small cut I got near my knee. Immediately followed by him grabbing the back of my legs and pulling me down.
"Hup!!?" A gasp escaped my lips when he pulled me lower all of the sudden, "Matthew!"
He didn't say anything but that didn't stop my cheeks from turning a deeper shade of red. But more was coming, I knew it, yet when he went to lick my thighs my mind went blank. I completely lost it for a moment.
Although it was when his thumbs sunk into the meatiest part of my legs and his tongue founds its way into my inner thighs, another gasp left escaped my lips. This time, lower, more sensual, and more embarrassing.
To be precise, it was a moan.
His head was still down, so I couldn't exactly see what expression he had on but I heard him gulp as if he was trying to maintain control.
There was a moment of tension and awkwardness in the air before he moved forward and came to my other knee.
My heart drummed in my ears and my mind was racing with one thought on repeat.
Say it!
Ask him!
Tell him you want it!!!
Matthew's hands came to my waist and he climbed onto the bed to hover over me. I felt his body right over mine, perhaps a few centimeters apart but the closeness made me feel shy
"Done," He said, "I told you before too, but I'll say it again, don't shower today," He looked into my eyes and I stared back into his.
Say it
Just say it!
You want him! So just say it
"Wait, till all the injuries are healed." He gave me a nod and was about to turn away when I said it.
"Mark me!"