Chapter 4: Making You Whole Again
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Something powerful and not Human is glimpsed, enlightened in Her gaze. She is changing, gradually transfiguring in the measure She recognizes Her first name, Gy'erusalaym, which remains forever.
VANESSCENZZA / GY'ERUSALAYM
How have I gotten here?
CARMEL / GOLDEN LIGHT ARCHANGEL
You won't remember everything because the light of your spirit is not the same. And now You are not only a twelve-point star archangel like Me.
You came to this place during hibernation to become born again, in the twinkling greenish yellow flame that endures eternally.
Because You wanted it. You wanted the splendour of your light to glow like the glory of the spirit of Alta Gyahaveh.
Somehow, I know why. Is that perhaps because You are Her Daughter?
VANESSCENZZA / GY'ERUSALAYM
We are all children of Gyahaveh, so what is the difference?
CARMEL / GOLDEN LIGHT ARCHANGEL
It's your nature that makes all the difference. You want it all, or You want nothing at all.
That is the same style as Alta Gyahaveh, besides the fact that You speak like Her, using basically the same words:
'... Whether you will hear, or whether you will forbear'; 'Whether you like it or not, you're going to take what I got'; 'Take cover because I'm on My way; I'm going to give the love back'.
She's been called throughout generations by the name El Shadai,
EL is the abbreviated form of ELYON, which means the highest. And Shadai derived from Shad, which means breasts that nourish.
However, by Her name, Gyahaveh; I AM THAT I AM, AND WHAT TO BECOME, She did not make Herself fully known to the World.
VANESSCENZZA / GY'ERUSALAYM
Who is in command?
CARMEL / GOLDEN LIGHT ARCHANGEL
They name Him Wonder-Counselor, ELYON-Hero, Mighty Forever, and Prince of peace.
The Lamb is in command. And that is since 2,000 years ago, when a new time-space Singularity began to converge.
His realm is called Marvelous, and shall endure forever. In Him abides not only a double portion of the spirit of Gyahaveh, but a 7 times replicated one.
VANESSCENZZA / GY'ERUSALAYM
I know the Lamb who has 7 eyes and 7 horns like a new lamb. His physical form represents the fullness, the completeness of the 7 spirits of Gyahaveh.
His first name is Lamed. The 12th letter of the alphabet, which represents the half, the Middle and Mediation between Aleph and Tav, Alfa and Omega, the first and the last.
He's been the right choice. I wouldn't delegate the command to someone other than the Lamb either.
I want You to make Me feel real. I know there's something more, and it feels like joy and happiness. I feel like I'm going home, as if I had a family in the World.
It is a feeling that I belong, as if someone very important to Me, like a sister, wanted Me to stay with Her.
CARMEL / GOLDEN LIGHT ARCHANGEL
You do have a twin sister, who is your other side. Her name is Amy Lee. She has written songs about You, and She is counting the days to meet You.
VANESSCENZZA / GY'ERUSALAYM
I'm recalling something kept in My memories, which explains why it is necessary to wake up twice when leaving the Codex' region.
Suddenly I simply know that 'waking up inside' is connected with two other things You told Me.
You said I came during hibernation to become born again in the scintillating greenish yellow flame that endures eternally; and then You said that I have a twin sister Who is My other side.
Can You see how these three facts are connected?
CARMEL / GOLDEN LIGHT ARCHANGEL
This uncommon environment, empowered by the scintillating greenish yellow eternal flame, has made You seven times stronger and seven times smarter. You are getting to know, all by yourself, the link that was missing:
The fact that one needs to wake up twice or wake up inside is an indication of division. It means that once someone is here, the process of evanescence begins, and then both parts of a spirit become scattered, like the rows of clouds above us.
So when You leave this place, it takes time for You to become whole again. And the first time You wake up, it is still just one side of You.
VANESSCENZZA / GY'ERUSALAYM
Now it's all starting to make sense. My spirit was broken, divided into two sides, as I gathered with the twinkling yellow flame that endures eternally.
Spirits cannot die; that is why the evanescence process does not lead to annihilation but to division and rebirth. I was born twice! It was a double rebirth!
My rebirth happened as described in the celestial vision of Gyahaveh. I woke up in the peach-coloured zircon layer, on the pearly surface of a small planet. We call it the Laconic sphere of resplendent white light.
As I left the Laconic sphere, I started to go up towards space without realising I was flying with My own wings extended up high, in the laconic space of Paradise Third Heaven.
Seven full salvo loads in the shape of chrome cylindrical drums came, one by one, like missiles, towards Me. I felt challenged and ready for a war that was about to start.
I was ready for combat and desiring it, having hands together and My arms extended, positioned in front.
For every salvo load that came My way, energy was pulsed between My hands, and volleyed with the thunder, and with a propelling of lightning; discharging and exploding upon the surface of the Laconic sphere of resplendent white light.
Somehow I knew that the Paradise keys, the consonants of the name Gy'ahaveh, are engraved in My hands as well as in yours.
And for each of the seven salvo loads that came My way, I spoke one of seven sealed words, restricted use nomenclatures, which are not licit for Humans to pronounce when referring to themselves.
After the seventh salvo, I was flying, marvelling at the Laconic sphere. At how it turned out, completely covered with trees and palm trees, looking like a great green forest of the Earth in the very beginning, when water came from the deep and there were neither clouds nor rain yet.
My flight over the Laconic sphere was with full joy, loving a feeling in My heart, and loving intensely a feeling impregnated with sovereign compassion.
But in that one last volley, when the seventh salvo load exploded upon the sphere, in that same lightning discharge and thunder, My spirit was divided, and My other side fell upon the Earth.
She incarnated and became flesh, as in Her core there was nothing left for Her to feel except a sovereign feeling of compassion, becoming a cruel wanting to be brought to life, even if She had to stay in the World in the Human form.
That is why I have a twin sister! Amy is My other side, and it is for real! That is the bittersweet truth! More sweet than bitter, bitter than sweet!
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