season 0: chapter 11
The sterile white walls of the infirmary seemed to close in on Jorge, the air heavy with the scent of antiseptic and the unspoken weight of grief. Eight gurneys lined the room, each one draped with a stark white sheet, the contours beneath hinting at the still forms that lay beneath. Each one a life extinguished, a dream shattered, a potential unrealized.
Jorge stared at the covered forms, his stomach churning with a mix of nausea and sorrow. He had seen death before, had dealt with the aftermath of accidents and illnesses throughout his career as a medical professional. But this… this was different. These weren't just patients who had succumbed to disease or injury. These were victims. Casualties of a reckless pursuit of innovation, of a dream turned nightmare. Eight testers dead in less than a year. Each death a tragedy, each one pushing Jorge closer to the precipice of despair.
He had joined Alluring Realms with the naive hope of contributing to something groundbreaking, of being a part of a team that would revolutionize gaming and push the boundaries of human experience. Now, he felt like a mortician in a digital graveyard, a silent witness to Dave’s blind ambition.
The door hissed open, and Dave stepped into the room, his face pale, his eyes bloodshot. The usual aura of confidence and enthusiasm that surrounded him had vanished, replaced by a heavy cloak of grief and exhaustion. He moved like a ghost, his footsteps silent on the polished floor, his gaze drawn to the row of gurneys as if he couldn't quite believe the sight before him.
“They didn't even get their helmets off,” Dave murmured, his voice breaking. "Didn't even make it out of the units before they… flatlined.”
Jorge flinched. The image was too vivid, too horrifying to contemplate. He’d seen the data, the logs, the cold, clinical reports that documented the final moments of the testers' lives. But Dave’s words, spoken with such raw emotion, brought the tragedy home, transforming the abstract data into a visceral reality.
"I thought we weren't going to test those units again," Jorge said, his voice tight with barely suppressed rage, "not until the engineers finished another diagnostic."
He knew the answer before Dave even spoke. The pressure from the board, the insatiable demands of the shareholders, the relentless pursuit of progress, no matter the cost… It had all culminated in this, in a room filled with the lifeless husks of their ambition.
Dave grimaced, rubbing the back of his neck in a gesture of defeat. "We weren’t," he admitted, his voice laced with resignation. “But the board and shareholders… they were pushing for results, for tangible progress. They threatened to pull funding if we didn’t show them something… revolutionary.”
He paused, his gaze shifting to meet Jorge’s. "I thought… I thought we were close, Jorge. That we could make it work. That we could push past the glitches, iron out the kinks…" His voice trailed off, the words a hollow echo of a dream turned nightmare.
Jorge’s anger flared. "Fix this?" he scoffed, the word laced with venom. “Fix this? Dave, two more of your testers are dead. This makes a total of eight in less than a year. And ShadowKnight… No. Devon. His name was Devon Weeks. He was a father. He has three little girls, and his wife is expecting their first son."
Jorge’s voice cracked, the raw pain of the situation finally breaking through his professional facade. He stepped closer to Dave, his gaze unwavering. "Give up on these new units," he said, his voice low and dangerous. "Or outsource them. Something. I’m with you but whatever you're doing, it’s not working. And if you keep this up, we’ll end up with a lawsuit at best. At worst…”
He couldn’t bring himself to voice the thought, the image of more gurneys rolling in, more white sheets pulled tight, more families torn apart by Dave’s blind ambition. It was a vision that haunted him, a stark reminder of the human cost of their reckless pursuit.
Jorge turned away, the weight of his own complicity pressing down on him. He’d tried to blow the whistle after the third death, had reached out to the media, to the authorities. But no one had listened. The allure of Ludere Online, the promise of a revolutionary gaming experience, had blinded them to the truth.
He looked down at his hands, the nails bitten down to the quick, the right index finger cracked and mottled with a dark purple from where a malfunctioning dive unit had nearly crushed it earlier that week. A physical manifestation of the pressure they were all under, a constant reminder of the risks they were taking.
His gaze fell on the tablet clutched in his hand, the spiderweb of cracks radiating from the corner a stark reminder of his own brush with the game's deadly potential. He had reports to fill out, forms to sign, a bureaucratic dance to perform that would paper over the tragedy, reduce these lost lives to statistics.
He walked towards the gurneys, each step heavy with the weight of his responsibility, his heart aching for the lives lost and the dreams shattered.
He needed to escape, to find solace in the one place that had once offered him hope - within the game itself. He had to see for himself what had gone wrong, had to understand the forces at play, had to find a way to prevent this from happening again. It wasn't just a job anymore. It was personal.
Dave turned away from the gurneys, unable to bear the sight of the shrouded forms any longer. The weight of his responsibility visibly pressed down on him, crushing the last vestiges of his confidence. He knew Jorge was right. He'd been pushing too hard, too fast, driven by a need to prove himself, to make Ludere Online a success, no matter the cost. And now, eight lives had been lost because of his ambition.
He ran a hand through his hair, feeling the exhaustion settle deep in his bones. He hadn't slept properly in weeks, haunted by the faces of the testers, their hopes and dreams flickering like dying embers in his memory.
"What do we do now?" he asked, his voice hollow, devoid of its usual energy.
Jorge took a deep breath, the anger fading, replaced by a weary resignation. He knew there was no point in assigning blame now. They were all complicit in this tragedy, each in their own way.
"We follow protocol," he said, his voice flat, emotionless. "Inform the families, contact the authorities, initiate the investigation." The words tasted like ashes in his mouth. Protocol. A cold, sterile process that couldn't begin to encompass the magnitude of their loss, the grief that clawed at his insides.
He turned back to the gurneys, steeling himself for the task ahead. He owed it to these testers, to their families, to uncover the truth, to ensure their deaths wouldn't be in vain. He gently pulled back the sheet on the first gurney, revealing the face of a young woman, her eyes closed as if in peaceful slumber. Sara, he thought, remembering her bright smile, her infectious enthusiasm. She had been so excited to be part of the Ludere Online team, had spoken passionately about the transformative power of gaming.
A lump formed in Jorge's throat, and he swallowed hard, pushing back the wave of emotion that threatened to overwhelm him. He had a job to do. He had to be strong, for her, for all of them.
He pulled out his tablet, his fingers trembling slightly as he began to document the details, his heart heavy with a grief that threatened to consume him.
The weight of eight souls, he thought, their lives extinguished, their potential unrealized. He would not let them be forgotten.
Jorge finished the last of the forms, his hand shaking slightly as he signed his name, the ink blurring on the page. His heart ached with a profound sadness as he watched the hazmat-clad technicians zip up the body bags, their movements practiced and efficient, their faces betraying no emotion. They wheeled the gurneys away, the wheels squeaking softly on the polished floor, the sound echoing in the sterile silence of the infirmary.
He slipped on his jacket, the familiar weight of it a small comfort. He needed to escape the suffocating atmosphere of the infirmary, the sterile white walls that seemed to close in on him, suffocating him with the weight of grief and responsibility. He had one last thing to do before he left, one last act of defiance against the encroaching darkness that threatened to consume him.
Jorge walked towards the back of the infirmary, where a small, dimly lit room housed a solitary dive unit. Jose , he thought, the name a silent prayer. Forgive me.
He had a decision to make, a choice that could have devastating consequences. The guilt gnawed at him, a constant reminder of the eight lives lost, the eight dreams shattered. He knew the risks, understood the potential consequences, but the allure of Ludere Online, the promise of escape, of finding solace within the virtual realm, was too strong to resist. He had to see for himself what had gone wrong, had to understand the forces at play, had to find a way to prevent this from happening again.
He stepped into the dive unit, the familiar hum of the machinery a strange comfort in the sterile silence of the room. He adjusted the neural interface, the cool metal pressing against his temples, a sensation both familiar and unsettling. As the world around him faded, replaced by the ethereal glow of the loading screen, he couldn't shake the feeling that he was crossing a line, a point of no return.
He was entering the game as a player. He was stepping into the unknown, into a world that had become both a sanctuary and a source of unimaginable pain.