Love You More Than I Can

Chapter 1: Have Her From Backwards
Translator: Mia
Night.

Turned over suddenly, she was pressed by the tall and thin yet muscular body as usual. The man’s hands went slowly upwards along her body and his long thin fingers finally found their way inside her silk nightgown. When his fingers reached their destination, her underpants was pulled off suddenly!

Awakened suddenly, she took the man’s hands subconsciously. Familiar weight and body temperature wound her up.

Intoxicated again!

Thinking of what Yu Yi said today, she couldn’t help twisting her body to show her resistance. She was determined to not let him in from backwards.

“Sheng Youting!” She turned back and stared at him angrily, “My head is pressed into the pillow every time when you have sex with me. Is it because that you are afraid to see that it’s me rather than my sister that you get laid?!”

Yu Lan’s chest went up and down violently as she took in deep breaths. She thought she had armor on and was now indifferent to everything after what had happened. However, Yu Yi’s words embittered her and were like piercing spears, tearing her armor into pieces and continuing into her heart.

Sheng Youting never slept with her when he was conscious. He always had her from backwards to avoid looking at her face.

Sheng Youting turned around and was about to leave. However, Yu Lan stopped him by rounding her arm around his neck and pulling him near, “Don’t go! Look at me and see who I am! I’m your legally acknowledged wife!”

“Sheng Youting! It’s Yu Lan that is under your body! She is Yu Yi’s elder sister! I didn’t force you to marry me two years ago! It was you who couldn’t bear the pressure posed by grandpa because of external public opinions!”

Thinking of the thing happened two years ago, Sheng Youting almost came to himself! His handsome face turned gloomy all of a sudden. He couldn’t help squeezing Yu Lan’s mandible with great force, seeming to try to smash it into pieces. “If it were not for your calculation, Yu Yi would be my wife!”

“I didn’t do anything two years ago! Believe it or not!”

“You didn’t?” An ironic cold smile appeared on Sheng Youting’s face. “That night, you got me drunk and then drugged me. Otherwise, it was impossible for me to have sex with you! What was more, it was such a coincidence that I was blocked at the hotel! If it were not for that incidence, grandpa wouldn’t threaten me with death to force me to marry you for the sake of the family’s reputation!”

Yu Lan had loved Sheng Youting for 11 years. All Jincheng people knew that.

However, it was also known by all Jincheng people that Sheng Youting loved Yu Yi.

Everyone believed that Yu Lan did something to gain the marriage.

With all her bitterness hidden, Yu Lan smiled and acted proud, “So what? You married me eventually!”

“I don’t love you!”

“I don’t ask you to love me! And my love dies away to almost nothing in the wearing marriage!” Yu Lan shouted hysterically to hide her cowardice.

Cowardice would only left her with exhaustion and embarrassment.

People only care for things hadn’t gained. Pretending to act proud could at least help her save her remaining self-esteem though which might seemed to be ridiculous and pitiful.

Sheng Youting couldn’t help getting angry though he didn’t know why! He had sobered up totally for a while. It was the first time for him to pull her cloth off when he was conscious!

“Are you asking me to look at your face when I’m in you? OK, as long as you can bear!”

Yu Lan was nearly tron apart. Sheng Youting had never banged her so hardly. He treated her as if she were an enemy and banged her violently.

“Sheng Youting, are you trying to kill me?”

“Yes! I’ve dreamed to kill you since two years ago!”

Two years ago, the day before his engagement with Yu Yi, she held his arm and said shamelessly to the journalists who broke into the house, “What you saw is the fact. We slept together last night. It was my first time.”

He dreamed to kill her since then!

Yu Lan’s body was nearly destroyed by the beast-like man.

Ejaculated comfortably in Yu Lan’s body, Sheng Youting got off the bed to take a shower as usual. Again, he would slept in another room.

Yu Lan sat up. After a second thought on what Yu Yi had said and the two-year tearing marriage, she said peacefully, “Youting, let’s get divorced.”

She pulled the quilt and covered her naked body. With a sigh, she said, “I will take all the blame though the incident two years ago was not plotted by me. However, if you insist it, I will take it. Let’s get divorced.”

Yu Lan had never dared to mention about divorce as if her crystal-ball-like pure love would fall apart by just speaking the word out. However, she knew now she would never get into his heart. His heart was like a stone which would never be warmed by her.

Though not shed from her eyes, her salty tears sank into her heart with a greater weight. Soaked in tears, her already fully-scared heart ached extremely!

Sheng Youting stopped and turned around. He saw Yu Lan’s smiling eyes. Suddenly, he hate what she was like now. She was indifferent.

Managing a cold smile, he said, “Divorce? Why?”

“To give the position besides you, Mrs Sheng, to the woman you love. Isn’t it good?” She was still with a big smile.

“As you wish.”

He then left with the door slammed, as arrogant as the heir of the Sheng family should be.