Losing My Religion

Lily

After a week of waking up still feeling exhausted, this was paradise.

Hell, this would be paradise in any context, being sandwiched between two attractive women who cared for me – although I would prefer it if they got along better.

But that could go on my pile of things to take care of later, along with scrambling to catch up on my classes, spelling out my relationships, and getting more diverse sources of energy.

That’s right, I’m actually learning something from this whole debacle, go me!

Something I realized after Amber did her thing was that I’d been relying on her too much, and regardless of whether that was a mundane emotional reliance or a magical energy reliance, it was unhealthy of me to put so much weight on my relationship with her. It would be better for me to make new friends, have a life outside of my partner(s) if I wanted my relationships to succeed, and I already had a few ideas about that.

Of course, that didn’t mean I couldn’t enjoy Amber and Sophia’s energy when we weren’t fighting, as evidenced by my current situation. I hummed, squirming my naked body against their clothes and the sheets. 

During the night, not much had changed. I had spun, changing from facing Amber to facing Sophia, and Amber’s hands had come up to cup my chest from behind. I glanced down and giggled, full of relief and joy, and wanting to express it. 

If only the humans would wake up faster…

As if summoned by my thoughts, they both began stirring, Amber groaning and Sophia yawning, rubbing her eyes.

“Good morning my loves,” I beamed at them and sat up on my knees, feeling too euphoric to care about how sappy and forward I was being, even if I knew I would be embarrassed about it later.

They both reacted with delayed confusion, staring bleary eyed through lingering sleepiness. 

“Wake up already,” I whined, “I want to date both of you right now, even if there’s a bunch of reasons not to, and whichever of you is willing to play nice with the other gets to fuck me immediately.”

Amber coughed, more awake now, while Sophia just repeatedly blinked at me.

My hand came up to rub my brow, “No, wait I’m doing this wrong. I want you to get along, but if you don’t want to I shouldn't make you… or should I? Goddamn, relationships are hard enough with one partner. Wait, neither of you accepted, so really there’s only one person I’m in a relationship with, which is myself. And yea, I know this is all rushing things but I want you both, and I hope that’s okay, and I know Sophia lives further away and Amber lives here and that’s a disaster waiting to happen and–”

Sophia covered my mouth with her hand.

Amber’s tired voice croaked behind me. “Lily, it’s six in the morning.”

I glanced at the clock, down at my naked body, and then at each of them, removing Sophia’s hand. “So? Did you miss the part about fucking me?”

“No,  I can assure you–” Amber’s voice cut out when she saw Sophia press her lips into mine, tongue quickly invading my mouth and swirling around mine, bringing my true form out immediately. 

I moaned into her mouth, hands reaching down to tug at her shirt needily. For as sappy as I’d just been, I was extremely horny, impatient after my long period of celibacy.

She quickly got the hint, breaking away from our kiss to throw off her shirt, revealing no bra underneath. We attacked each other’s chests with our hands, groping, pinching and fumbling as she climbed on top of me, pressing me back into the pillows and biting my lip, her heavy gaze staring into my eyes.

Amber remained quiet, watching us with an open mouth and wide eyes.

My back arched and my hands lost coordination as Sophia pinched my nipples. “Are you gonna– fuck,” I cursed, gasping as her mouth moved to my neck, biting me there too, tugging on the skin, 

I tried again, “Are you gonna join in, or just watch?” The last few words came out as a high moan when Sophia’s knee found its way between my legs, grinding into my needy sex. 

Am I even ready for Amber to join in? I can’t even handle Sophia on her own without completely falling apart. Although, that’s the best part…

Amber remained incredulous, “Shouldn't we…”

“Ah, shit,” I cursed, “Stop Sophia.”

She listened immediately, a strand of saliva connecting my neck to her mouth for a moment as she pulled away, sitting up on her knees, her body still between my legs.

“Are you okay, Amber?” I asked, “We shouldn't've done this in your bed without asking.” 

“Shouldn’t we… talk about dating first?” she said, skirting around what Sophia and I had just been doing.

“If you need to, that’s totally fine, Sophia and I can move to my room and leave you for a moment.”

Sophia chimed in, “Or if you want to just watch that’s fine too.”

I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose. I was glad she hadn’t said something antagonistic, but…

“Lily, I just… want to know what our relationship is before we jump into things.” Amber said, “Can we take a minute to talk that out before…” She blushed.

It was weird, seeing Amber so timid. I wasn’t sure if it was how forward I was being, Sophia’s presence, or her recent mistakes that was causing it, but I did want her to be more comfortable. “Yeah, sure. I think I said everything I wanted to already, but if you were still sleeping, I want to date you two, and I recognize there are a lot of challenges that come with that, but I’m determined to give it a go anyways.”

Amber nodded slowly. “Okay, I’m interested in dating you, and I’m open to you having multiple partners, so we’re on the same page there,” she glanced at Sophia. “And although she and I didn’t get off to the best start, I’m ready to try to fix that.”

Sophia nodded, “If it needs to be said, I’d love to date you, and I’ll be there whenever you’re sad, since apparently that’s my job,” she huffed a laugh, at least having humor about the fact that I seemed to keep ending up crying in her arms. 

“Um, there’s also the issue of my family…” Amber said.

“What about them?”

“Well, my mom is… well, she was a demon hunter… and…” She grimaced.

“Oh,” I let out.

Sophia stepped in, “What about your sister? Lily told me about her and if your mom is…”

“I haven’t figured out how to best help Katie. I’m not sure if there’s much I can do, beyond getting her the right information, at least proactively speaking. I have a feeling the best thing for me to do would be to make sure she has a strong support system for if our mom finds out about her.”

I’d already thought about this a bit. “We should set up another meeting between Katie and I.” 

“Are you sure? I can handle it…”

“First off, just because you can do it alone doesn’t mean you should. Katie and I are pals now, so I want to help her too. Secondly, I’m a succubus, so I’m in a unique position to understand what she needs. Thirdly…” I huffed a sigh, “Look, we’re going to fight again, at some point. I’m going to argue with both of you in the future because that’s just how relationships are, and if that’s the case then I can’t be solely reliant on you for my energy.”

They both remained silent, mulling over my words.

“And, sure, hopefully in the future I have a big enough buffer to make us fighting not be an issue, but I never want to feel like that again, physically drained as well as emotionally torn just because my meal decided to be a… witch.”

Sophia giggled. 

I continued, finishing my thought, “So I should have more friends, and Katie – literally the only person like me I know – would be a great place to start.”

“You’re right, it just feels like such a hopeless problem… Even if we help Katie out somehow, I still don’t see a way to date you and have a relationship with my mother…”

“Yeah, I definitely get that.” My mouth twisted, following my conflicted thoughts. “I don’t know if either of us can tell you the right thing to do there, I think that’s a decision you have to make, but whatever you decide, I’ll support you.”

She nodded slowly.

Sophia reached down and dragged her fingertips down my torso, causing me to shiver. “Can we go back to having sex yet?”

Amber sat up, squirming. “You’re sure it's safe for us to…? Magically speaking…”

I nodded, “I’ve only been with you two and Chris before, and none of you have reported feeling drained by me,” I shrugged, “We can start an experiment now, have sex every day and see how long you last before you need a break from mundane exhaustion.”

Amber’s face slowly lit up as she started to find her confidence again. “I do like experiments…” She glanced at Sophia, “Do you think the two of us can satisfy our needy succubus?”

Sophia’s eyes started tracing down Amber’s still clothed body, honing in on the bits of exposed skin, before she realized what she was doing and looked away, blushing. “I think either of us alone could satisfy her. I’m determined to fuck her hard enough to make her go back to sleep so I can make her stay in bed with me all day,” she grinned down at me, groping my chest possessively with one hand, “Don’t worry my little demon, I can help you study later…”

Somehow her offer of studying with me sounded sexy, although I couldn’t explain why. Maybe it was the hungry look in her eyes combined with the way she touched me, like I was hers. Maybe it was the image in my mind, of me naked on her lap at my desk, her fingering me into incoherence every time I got a study question right. Or maybe I was just really horny because Amber had taken off her clothes, skipping straight to fully naked.

My girlfriends – a stupid grin graced my face at the title – both brought their faces to my torso, and began their assault. Amber was to my side, licking and kissing her way up my abdomen, towards my chest. She was gentle, mixing in caresses from her hands on my legs and arm, and occasionally ghosting her teeth on my skin, but never biting.

Sophia on the other hand, was determined to leave as many marks as she could. She went straight for a bite, pinching a bit of skin to the side of my chest between her teeth, staring up at me to make sure I was okay. I nodded as enthusiastically as I could before throwing my head back in a long moan when she sucked on the same patch of skin, surely causing a hickey – although I didn’t know what it would look like on red skin.

My hands reached for my partners, snaking around behind their heads to hold onto their upper backs. My tail squirmed out from under me, irritated once again at me being on the bottom, and it flicked towards Sophia, curling around her leg, tip rubbing against her inner thigh.

She glanced at it and made a groan of approval, spreading her legs open for me. My tail listened, inching closer to her sex and teasing her with light touches on the edges of her folds.

Meanwhile, Amber had reached my chest and was making out with it, bringing my dark red nubs to an almost painful level of stiffness. I hissed, “Pinch me Amber.” and she got the message, using both her hands to simultaneously pinch and tug. 

“Fuck!” I screamed, bucking my hips and accidentally driving my knee into Sophia’s leg. 

“Ow…” Her eyes closed and she rubbed her thigh where I struck.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry.”

“It’s fine, just watch where you’re putting your pokey bits, there’s too many knees for this much bed.”

Amber just stared in wonder at my chest, marveling in the power she had over me. 

Our rhythm quickly resumed, the pace picking up as Sophia grabbed my tail and brought it directly to her sex, where it began lightly bushing across her folds, melting her pained expression.

I noticed one of Amber’s hands had moved between her legs, her bicep rubbing against me as she pleasured herself.

“Amber,” I whined, “There’s two other people here, use one of us…”

She looked up at me sheepishly, still licking my chest.

“Sit on my face?” I suggested.

She sighed, removing her hand from between her legs and crawling around to sit on my face backwards, so she would watch Sophia ride my tail.

And she was riding my tail. She’d gripped it with both hands and held it between her legs, while the tip flicked up and down, causing her blissed out expression. 

My view was soon obscured by Amber, and I immediately began licking into her furiously, shapeshifting my tongue to make it longer. She hummed in pleasure above me and gasped when my tongue entered her, causing her to lose her balance and fall towards Sophia.

Thankfully, Sophia caught her, preventing Amber from smacking her face into my stomach, but once she was in her arms – and this was something I would only find out about much later, given my vision was still obscured – they gazed into each other’s eyes for a moment before going in for a light kiss.

They both claimed the other initiated it later on, and said it was a mistake in the heat of passion, but I would soon find myself noticing the way they stared at each other when they thought no one was looking. 

Anyways, after their kiss, which they didn’t acknowledge, Sophia spoke to Amber, “Hey, do you have a strap somewhere in here I can borrow? I forgot mine.”

Before Amber could respond I tapped her hips, asking to be let free for a moment. When she lifted herself, I spoke. “How about a magical one? I can do shapeshifting mumbo jumbo to give you a dick.”

Amber grumbled under her breath, “Stupid magical creatures calling it mumbo jumbo… it's so easy for her she thinks it's nonsense, very cool…”

Sophia nodded, and I threw some magic at her, hoping I got it right, before pulling Amber back onto me and slurping into her once more.

While my tongue was seeing how deep it could get into an increasingly frantically squirming Amber, Sophia was in awe of my magic, “This is so… real… Can I really fuck you with this?” 

I gave her a thumbs up, and Amber let out a long whine, leaning forwards to give me a better angle and resting her weight on her hands, which were on either side of my chest.

Sophia spoke again, wonderment still in her tone, “Do I need a condom?”

I responded with a thumbs down,  knowing that I could control my fertility with magic. I’d only had one period so far, and it had been more than enough for me after the first time.

Sophia was finally ready to pleasure me, scooting up to kneel between my legs, and running the tip of her magical cock up and down my utterly soaked pussy. I hadn’t been touched yet, everyone else getting a chance before me, and given that I’d woken up horny, I was past needy and onto deprived, ravenous for something to be inside me.

Thankfully, Sophia didn’t feel the need to tease me anymore, likely because my reactions were mostly hidden by Amber’s first orgasm of the morning, as she panted and rocked her hips against my tongue that was now wiggling for six inches out of my mouth. 

Sophia entered me without ceremony, encountering no resistance. “Damn, this feels so weird…” She began thrusting, the weird evidently at least being a pleasurable kind.

Amber, on the other hand, had completely collapsed to lay on top of me, staring at where Sophia was slowly moving in and out of me, although I couldn’t see her expression.

I could finally breathe and see the ceiling again, and I basked in all of the intimacy, the feeling of the cold air on my wet face, the rhythmic rocks of my body as Sophia pushed her hips into mine, maintaining a leisurely pace. 

“I love you Sophia, I love you Amber…” I let out, content washing over me.

I wasn’t surprised when neither of them reciprocated, and I even laughed at the awkward silence that followed. “It’s fine, I didn’t expect you to say it back, we started dating like ten minutes ago. It’s just, this feels so right to me, I can’t help but want to express it to you, although if it–” I moaned as Sophia picked up her pace, shifting to hit me from a different angle, “If it… makes you uncomfortable, then I won’t say it… anymore,” I screamed the last word as Amber started kissing my chest again in the middle of my sentence and my orgasm suddenly built out of nowhere. 

I shook my head at Sophia slowing down to give me a chance to regather myself, but she didn’t see. “Keep going Sophia, I want you to come inside, fill me up.”

She redoubled her efforts. “Say it again.”

“Come ins–”

“No, the thing before that.”

I blushed. “I love you Sophia.”

She groaned and frantically thrusted into me, rocking my body under Amber’s, causing me to grip the sheets tightly.

A few moments later and a second orgasm was cresting in me, fueled by Amber’s efforts on my chest as well as Sophia’s impending load. I wasn’t sure exactly what it would be like, given that it was all being fudged by magic, but I had a feeling my subconscious mind had configured my magic in a way I would like.

When Sophia finally finished, panting out breaths and pushing our hips together, I wasn’t disappointed. 

The first thing I felt was an overwhelming heat. Sophia’s member shot wave after wave of pure magic directly inside of me, the fluid feeling hot in the same way that ice did, a shock to the senses, right where I was most sensitive.

The second thing I felt was an irrational urge to mess with my fertility. I wouldn’t, of course, at least not without discussing it with my partners first, but the feeling of potential was there, the feeling that I could have a child with Sophia like this, and that was tempting in its novelty. 

The last thing I felt, at least in that moment, was another rush of love washing over me. Amber was still gently licking around my chest, Sophia was catching her breath, still inside me, and everything was right, better than I could’ve imagined just a few months ago.

Naturally, the first thing that came out of my mouth was, “Want to go again?”