Chapter 23: The Coldest Choice
The question hung in the cold night air, fragile and heavy. "What are you going to do?"
Jin-Woo looked at Mina. He saw past the captain's uniform, past the stern commander, and saw the exhausted, vulnerable woman asking a question she had every right to ask. He then glanced at Kikoru, who stood rigid and silent, her pride a shattered shield around her, the Monarchess's words having publicly flayed her open.
He was the epicenter of a storm he had not created, but which now threatened to tear his fragile alliance apart. His old life had been simple: get stronger, protect his family, kill the monsters. This new world was a tangled web of emotions, politics, and desires he had never been equipped to handle.
He could feel the eyes of the JDF soldiers on him, the weight of their fear and expectation. He could feel the lingering heat of the Monarchess's promise in the air. He could feel the burning humiliation from Kikoru and the quiet, aching disappointment from Mina.
Any other man would have been paralyzed. But Sung Jin-Woo was not any other man. In moments of chaos, his mind became a fortress of cold, absolute clarity. Emotion was a variable that had to be managed, not a force to be swept away by.
"My objective has not changed," he said, his voice calm and steady, addressing both women but looking directly at Mina. "I will eliminate the Architects. The Siberian nest is a primary threat. I will go."
His answer was logical, tactical, and completely missed the point of Mina's question. It was the answer of a Monarch, not a man.
A bitter, humorless smile touched Mina's lips. "Of course. The mission. It's always the mission." She turned away, her shoulders slumping for a fraction of a second before she straightened them, the Captain's mask sliding back into place. "Then you will require logistical support. I will have a transport prepped."
"No," Jin-Woo said. "Kaisel will be sufficient."
"You intend to fly a Shadow Dragon halfway across the world?" Mina countered, her voice now crisp and professional again. "The energy signature alone will alert every satellite in orbit."
"They will see what I want them to see," he replied, his tone leaving no room for argument.
He was shutting her out. Shutting them all out.
It was Kikoru who finally broke. Her silence shattered, and a raw, ragged laugh escaped her lips. "Of course! Why bother with the peons when you have a date with a goddess?" she said, her voice dripping with a sarcasm that barely concealed a world of hurt. "Just try not to get her fire and brimstone all over the world on your way out."
She turned and stalked away, her armored boots clanging on the pavement, each step an angry, desperate retreat.
Jin-Woo watched her go, then turned back to Mina. "Her emotional state makes her a liability in the field."
"Her emotional state is a direct result of your actions, or lack thereof!" Mina snapped, her control finally breaking. The words were a gunshot in the quiet yard. "You can't just walk through people's lives like a typhoon and expect them to remain standing! We are not your soldiers! We are not pawns on your cosmic chessboard! We are… people!"
Her voice cracked on the last word. She was breathing heavily, her hands clenched into fists at her sides. She had said too much. She had crossed the line from commander to… something else.
Jin-Woo was silent for a long moment, genuinely taken aback by her outburst. He was used to subordinates obeying, enemies fighting, and Monarchs scheming. This raw, unfiltered, human emotionality was the one thing he had no defense against.
He looked at her—at the fire in her eyes, the hurt, the frustration, the exhaustion—and for the first time, he saw her not as a tactical asset or a liaison, but as she had described. A person. A person drowning in a situation too vast for any human to bear.
And he felt a flicker of something he had long since buried. Guilt.
"You are right," he said softly, the admission stunning her into silence. "My focus has been singular. I have not considered the… collateral damage to those around me."
He took a step closer. "Mina. I am not going to Siberia for her. I am going because that nest is a threat that could destroy this country, this world. I am doing my duty. The same duty you perform every day."
He was trying to connect, to explain, but he was speaking the language of a soldier. It was the only language he had left.
"My alliance with the Monarchess is one of convenience. She is a chaotic, untrustworthy power. But she is a power I can aim at our common enemy," he continued. "It is a cold, tactical choice. Nothing more."
Mina searched his eyes, wanting to believe him. She saw the truth in his words, the cold, hard logic of a king making a necessary sacrifice. But she also saw what wasn't there. There was no denial of the Monarchess's allure, no reassurance for the personal turmoil he was causing. There was only the mission. The war. The endless, lonely duty.
"Be careful, Jin-Woo," she whispered, her anger draining away, leaving only a profound sadness. "When you make bargains with devils… sometimes the price is more than you realize."
She gave him a final, lingering look, then turned and walked back toward the command center, leaving him alone in the training yard under the cold, silent stars.
He stood there for a long time, the echoes of their words swirling around him. Kikoru's rage. Mina's pain. The Monarchess's seductive promise. He had won every battle he had ever fought, slain gods and monsters beyond counting. But here, in the quiet aftermath of a simple conversation, he felt a profound sense of loss.
He had made the only logical choice. The coldest choice. The choice of a king.
And he had never felt more alone.
With a heavy heart, he looked to the sky. The moon was beginning to rise. His Queen was waiting.