Kaiju No.8: Monarch of Shadows

Chapter 10: The Commander’s Gaze



Kikoru stood frozen, her back rigid, her hands clamped over her eyes as if they could erase the last ten seconds from her memory. The image was seared onto the inside of her eyelids, a perfect, high-resolution mental scar. Her entire body felt like it was on fire. Humiliation, shock, and a deeply buried, traitorous flicker of something else warred within her.

Behind her, the quiet sounds of movement were an intimate torture. The rustle of fabric. A soft click of a belt buckle. Each sound amplified the deafening, awkward silence.

"Are you done?" Jin-Woo's voice repeated, closer now. The tone was not mocking or angry. It was the sound of a man dealing with a bizarre and inconvenient Tuesday.

"Don't talk to me!" Kikoru squeaked, her voice muffled by her hands. "And don't move! And don't… don't exist for a minute!"

A long pause followed. "That is not an option," Jin-Woo replied, his voice a dry statement of fact. "If you plan on standing there hyperventilating all night, at least face the wall. You're blocking the door."

His sheer, unadulterated pragmatism was a slap in the face. He wasn't flustered. He wasn't embarrassed. He was treating the most mortifying moment of her life like a minor logistical issue. That, more than anything, broke her paralysis.

She spun around, her hands dropping to her sides, her face a mask of furious indignation. "You—! You shameless… perverted… Monarch!"

Jin-Woo, now fully dressed in his black pants and shirt, simply stared back at her, one eyebrow slightly raised. "You walked into my room. You threw a towel at me. My towel fell off. A logical, if inconvenient, sequence of events. At what point did my perceived shamelessness become the primary cause?"

His calm, irrefutable logic was dismantling her anger, leaving only raw, sputtering embarrassment in its wake. She had no retort. He was right. This was entirely her fault.

It was at this precise, exquisitely awkward moment that a new voice cut through the tension.

"What is going on in here?"

Both Jin-Woo and Kikoru turned toward the doorway. Captain Mina Ashiro stood there, her arms crossed, her expression stern. The emergency lights cast a severe, red glow on her face, highlighting the exhaustion and worry etched around her eyes. She had come to debrief Jin-Woo on the new security protocols, only to walk into… this.

She took in the scene: Jin-Woo, looking impassive as ever. Kikoru, red-faced and dishevelled, clutching a clean towel like a life raft. A second, damp towel lying forlornly on the floor at Jin-Woo's feet. The air was thick with a tension so palpable it was practically a third person in the room.

Mina's eyes narrowed, her sharp gaze moving between the two of them. She was a commander. She was trained to read situations, to analyze interpersonal dynamics as shrewdly as she analyzed battlefields. And the dynamics here were… explosive.

"Shinomiya," Mina's voice was cold and clipped. "What are you doing in a restricted billet, harassing our primary asset?"

The formal title, the accusation—it was enough to snap Kikoru back to a semblance of military discipline. "Captain! I, uh, my sector's water was out. I was told this room was… unoccupied."

Mina's gaze flickered to the towel on the floor, then back to Kikoru's flushed face. She didn't need a full report to understand the subtext. "And did you knock?"

Kikoru's silence was a confession.

"I see," Mina said, her voice dangerously quiet. She turned her attention to Jin-Woo. Her expression softened almost imperceptibly, shifting from a commander addressing a subordinate to a woman addressing a… complication. "My apologies, Jin-Woo. Our base discipline seems to be… lacking."

Jin-Woo simply shrugged. "It was a misunderstanding. Nothing happened."

His words, meant to de-escalate, had the opposite effect. For Kikoru, hearing him dismiss the most mortifying event of her life as "nothing" was a fresh wound. For Mina, his casual defense of Kikoru, his easy dismissal of the situation, sparked a flicker of an emotion she refused to name. Irritation? Jealousy?

"Regardless," Mina continued, her tone all business once more, "this bunker is on high alert. There will be no more… misunderstandings. Shinomiya, return to your post. Now."

The order was absolute. Kikoru shot one last, venomous glare at Jin-Woo, who met it with a blank look, before turning on her heel and stalking out of the room, her pride and dignity in smoking ruins.

The silence that remained was different. The awkward, explosive tension was gone, replaced by something quieter, deeper, and infinitely more complex.

Mina stepped fully into the room, the door sliding shut behind her. She walked over and, with a surprising lack of ceremony, bent down and picked up the damp towel from the floor. She folded it neatly, her movements precise and economical.

"You have to be careful around her," Mina said, her back to him. "She's the pride of the Shinomiya family. They built half the weapons this force uses. She's brilliant, powerful… and dangerously proud. She sees your power as a challenge to her entire identity."

Jin-Woo watched her, his head tilted. He was beginning to understand the intricate webs of politics and emotion that governed this world. They were, in their own way, as dangerous as any Kaiju.

"Pride is a luxury I can't afford," he said.

Mina turned to face him, placing the folded towel on the cot. "And you? What luxuries can you afford, Shadow Monarch?" Her gaze was direct, searching. She was no longer just a captain. She was a woman trying to understand the man who had turned her world upside down. "You fight gods, you command the dead, you hold the weight of a universe on your shoulders… What do you do when you're not saving the world?"

Her question was unexpectedly personal. It caught him off guard. No one had ever asked him that. In his old world, he was a symbol, a weapon, a king. Never just a man.

He was silent for a long moment, the red light playing across his scarred features.

"I… don't know," he admitted, the words feeling foreign on his tongue. "I never had the time to find out."

In that moment of quiet, vulnerable honesty, Mina saw past the Monarch. She saw the soldier who had never had a chance to come home from his war. She saw the profound, crushing loneliness of a god trapped on a mortal plane.

Her professional facade cracked, replaced by a wave of unexpected, overwhelming empathy. Without thinking, she reached out, her fingers gently brushing against a prominent scar on his forearm. It was a simple, fleeting touch, but it sent a jolt through both of them.

"Maybe," she whispered, her voice softer than he had ever heard it, "it's time you did."

The air thickened, charged with a new kind of energy. The unspoken, the unexpected, the impossible—all of it hung between them in the dim, red light of the broken world.


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