Chapter 145: Togata's Heart
"????"
Many were perplexed upon seeing this.
"Does this mean that... Togata is... transgender?"
Kenji Tanaka believed he was well-informed, but
he was still astonished. However, nowadays, the transgender label has not yet become a tool to accumulate benefits, so, although not everyone is used to it,
they will not mock it.
And everyone is more focused on the plot of "Fire Punch".
At the same time, in the following chapters, after the Ice Witch took Yoda away,
she learned that they were the only humans in the world who had experienced re-evolution, and she entrusted them with the mission of "becoming a tree, absorbing the life of the old world, and creating life in the new."
On the other hand, Agni caught up with Togata.
"Enough."
Togata seemed annoyed and said to Agni, who caught up with him.
"Don't follow me, idiot!"
However, Agni had developed a deep affection for Togata during this time.
"Didn't you follow me first, idiot?"
"Who are you calling an idiot?!"
"Obviously, a brat!"
"Brat! Brat, brat, brat!"
Faced with Togata's petty words, Agni finally couldn't help himself.
He didn't want to lose anyone else.
"Compared to you! I'm just a brat!"
"If Togata leaves, I don't know what to do!"
"It's because I'm a brat that I don't know how to do it alone!"
"And the people I rescued, they all expect me to save them...".
"All of this is their illusion; I don't know what to do...".
"But I want to help them to the end!"
At that moment, Agni's gaze became lost. "I don't want to see my loved ones die in front of me..."
"Only this, I cannot accept..."
However, Togata, at Agni's request, said: "When you knew I was a man, what did you think?"
Agni fell silent.
"What did you think?" Togata continued.
"I thought it was a joke from the masked man," Agni explained.
"But have you ever thought I might be a man?"
"But... but you have a bear!"
"How could I think you're a man!"
"But didn't that guy say he had the blessing of reading minds?"
Agni, defeated, said: "There was just a little bit... how to put it? Although I can't explain it clearly, I also thought you might be a man...".
"That's all..."
"Just that little bit..."
However, Togata said: "As you said, you can't stand the death of the person you care about in front of you...".
"Why?"
"Because I hate it! I hate this!"
Togata, who had always been emotionally stable, suddenly broke down and cried.
"You won't understand..."
"I don't understand!"
Agni also got angry and said: "If you don't explain it clearly, how will I understand?"
Finally... Togata exploded! "My mind is clearly male, but my body is female!"
She screamed unwillingly: "Even if I explain it to you, you won't understand, this... this body..."
"I'm clearly a man... but my body and voice are female..."
"The more I understand it, the more disgusted I feel!"
"Whether lying down, getting up, or in the morning, I feel so bad I want to vomit...".
"Because it's too disgusting, I had surgery to become a man, but because of my regenerative ability, the result was ruined...".
"You don't understand! Nonsense!"
"There's no other option but to treat me as a woman!"
Upon seeing this, the male manga fans fell silent.
Because they put themselves in Togata's shoes. If it were them, they would clearly think they were men.
But they became a girl. The humiliation of becoming a woman is enough to make them sad.
After all, men love masculine scents and styles. Machismo describes men's excessive self-esteem.
Basically, men resist the appearance of femininity and effeminacy from the bottom of their hearts, let alone directly becoming a woman.
Togata is one of those situations. Although physically she is a natural woman.
But psychologically she is a man, so she is disgusted by her female identity and feels like vomiting.
She even underwent surgery, but her body returned to its female form thanks to her powerful regenerative ability.
This is her most painful part.
"This is really uncomfortable..."
Kenji Tanaka understood Togata's thoughts a little. He put himself in her shoes and felt that he couldn't bear it.
This is something a man cannot bear.
Of course, perversion is not included in this list.
"I understand a little...", Agni suddenly said.
"You're lying! You're obviously a man!"
"That has nothing to do with it!"
"Of course it does!"
"It's like you're a god!" Togata loudly told Agni: "No matter your voice, appearance, gender, height, or physique! Everyone looks forward to your appearance!"
"Not only outsiders, but even you yourself will be guided by your appearance...".
"That's why I'm so sad!"
Impulsively, Togata couldn't help but say: "You're not for your sister...".
At that moment, she covered her mouth to stop talking.
"You'd better go back...", Togata said as she wiped her tears. "I can no longer live up to anyone's expectations...".
"Because you... you also hate this kind of Togata."
"You also look forward to that... crazy... unreliable Togata...".
"Me too, because if Togata were an ordinary man, he wouldn't be able to survive in this world."
"As long as you try, you can become the person you want to be."
"But I can't...".
"Because I went crazy once, and I don't even remember much about myself...".
However, Agni did not give up. In the next conversation between him and Togata,
he couldn't help but say from the bottom of his heart: "If I had a sister, I think she would be like Togata...".
"What... what?"
Togata turned and looked at Agni.
"I've never heard what you said, Togata. It's very fresh and exciting!"
"I can only forget the pain when I talk to you!"
"Just like when I talk to my sister, I can forget about living in this shitty world..."
"Then..."
"Will you be my sister?" Agni asked Togata sincerely.
At that moment, Togata looked at him in disbelief, which made her a little embarrassed. "Is it better to call me brother?"
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