Ideal Mary Sue

“What do you mean?”

“I’ve known him for a long time, and I rarely see him truly like something, but if it’s something he wants, using any means necessary, he will definitely get it.”

“You, of course, are no exception.”

Su Ning was silent for a moment, then suddenly tilted her head and smiled at him, “Why are you telling me this? Are you really interested in me?”

Lin Yu‘s mind shook, and he frowned. That smile actually made him lose his focus for a moment.

“You…”

“Ah.” Su Ning pouted, looking very distressed, “I didn’t want to be like this, it’s all your fault!”

Although she was still the same person, the feeling she gave him was completely different. This was an unprecedented feeling. He felt his heart beating faster every time he looked at her. His gaze was fixed on her every move, and his attention was almost entirely focused on her pink lips. Lin Yu unconsciously loosened his collar.

“Let me tell you the truth, it only took me half a day to make Wei Qing fall for me! Guess how long it will take for you to fall for me?” Su Ning slowly reached for his collar, her cool fingertips sliding over his Adam’s apple, slowly pulling down the zipper of his shirt. She brushed her hands over his shoulders and took off his school uniform jacket.

“I’m keeping your uniform!”

Lin Yu tightened his grip on her wrist, as if suppressing something.

“Don’t do this, it will hurt,” Su Ning gently stroked his hand, holding it tightly.

Su Ning poked his chest with her finger, looking into his eyes with misty water, captivating.

“I know you have a way to not let Wei Qing have me, right?”

Su Ning counted with her fingers, “I only have one person, if Wei Qing has me, then you won’t. I don’t want to be with Wei Qing, I really like you!”

Lin Yu didn’t know how much self-control it took for him not to press her against the wall and do whatever he wanted.

The color of his light brown pupils gradually deepened, appearing incredibly gloomy. Lin Yu‘s lips felt dry and uncomfortable, and he opened his mouth, making a low, hoarse voice, “I understand.”

“… Xiao YuYu is really great, I’ll give you a reward!”

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After returning to the dormitory, Su Ning quickly closed the toilet door and pulled open her collar in front of the mirror. She looked at the tooth marks on her neck that had bled and took a breath. Lin Yu was really a dog!

After a simple wash, Su Ning sat on the toilet with her hand on her forehead, closed her eyes, and began to recall what Lin Yu had said just now.

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Perhaps she really did do something wrong.

Wei Qing and Zhang Yue, one willing to fight, the other willing to suffer, what business did she have getting involved?

Lin Yu had pointed out that her way of solving problems was problematic, and she knew it too. From childhood to adulthood, she was only skilled in flirting with men, and everything else was a mess. Over the years, she had formed a habit of thinking about how to use men to solve problems.

When helping JingJing with her studies and completing the task assigned by 444, she relied on men’s ideal types to achieve her goals.

This is a way of thinking that is difficult to change. So, when she felt angry and wanted to help Zhang Yue vent her anger, she didn’t hesitate to pretend to be Wei Qing’s ideal type.

Su Ning suddenly opened her eyes, stood up, and looked at herself in the mirror, suddenly realizing the true desire hidden within her heart.

···

Su Ning has always been an extreme egoist, unlike other money-seeking people, she always pursues how to make herself more comfortable and content.

She was only upset for three minutes over her short-lived friendship.

“444, tell me about the task this time.”

“Uh, let’s talk business.”

“Charm value?”

When she heard about the knowledge value, Su Ning became interested. “444, can you see my attribute values?”

“What is my knowledge value? Quick, tell me.”

“Oh, then what’s the range of my knowledge value?”

Su Ning always had some inexplicable expectations for herself.

Su Ning hesitated, uncertainly asking, “Is it on a scale of ten?”

There was no reply from Su Ning for a long time.

“Nevermind, I just find it strange. How did I get 25 points? It’s obviously very unscientific. Your scoring system seems to be inaccurate.”

“Half-illiterate… Then what about the 10 points? In modern times, I am an English tutor. I cannot have such a low score. Don’t deny it, 444, your scoring system is just not accurate!”

“444, it’s okay. I am an open-minded and tolerant host. I don’t care about these small flaws in your scoring system.”

“Alright, let’s not get sidetracked. You continue to tell me the item that needs to be collected.”

Su Ning fell silent. “444, don’t joke with me. I just slapped Wei Qing.”

“Hehe.”

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When Su Ning was young and carefree, she had come up with various ideal types, the most fundamental being the ideal physical appearance and ideal personality. On top of that, there were “mixed ideal types” that combined the characteristics of two or more ideal types, resulting in a double effect.

Su Ning had tried mixing ideal types several times before and had learned a lesson from her personal experience:

A relationship between two people is like an idol drama.

Cheating on two people at the same time (immoral, don’t imitate) is a suspense drama.

Cheating on three people at the same time (immoral, don’t imitate), haha, is a horror movie!

Above the “mixed ideal types” was the “indiscriminate ideal type.”

The idea of the “indiscriminate ideal type” had been in Su Ning’s mind for a long time. As the name suggests, indiscriminate means not distinguishing between objects. As long as the other person meets her gaze, they will be unconsciously attracted to her, as if there is a deep soul communication with the eyes as the medium.

Until today, Su Ning had never used the indiscriminate ideal type for two reasons. First, its effect was much stronger than that of the “mixed ideal types,” and she did not want her life to become a battlefield. The second reason was the most important one: it is not easy to get out of it once used.

If the ideal type used was physical appearance and personality, when she wanted to break up, she could unconsciously change herself, and the other person would withdraw first and feel guilty.

But the indiscriminate ideal type was different. Unless the other person was blind or she was blind, the other person would never give up.

Su Ning once again rubbed her forehead.

She had just used the indiscriminate ideal type on Lin Yu.

In other words, while trying to win back Wei Qing, she had to be on guard against Lin Yu at all times.

What’s the meaning of “picking up a stone and smashing one’s own foot”? Su Ning now knows.

After being troubled for less than two minutes, Su Ning began to think about which books to bring for self-study today.

There are basically no more classes in the second semester of her senior year, so she relies on self-study to review.

She decided to bring a history book.

Although she studies science, she still feels it’s necessary to increase her knowledge. Being semi-literate sounds really bad!

After picking out three books, she just put them in her bag when her phone rang.

It was an unfamiliar number.

Su Ning immediately turned off her phone.

Soon after, someone knocked on her dorm room door.

Su Ning opened the door to find a short-haired, sweet and cute girl with a forced smile on her face, who looked at Su Ning and said, “Are you senior Su Ning? I’m An Yurou from the second-year class 1.”

“Yes, do you need anything?”

“Last time, your English score increased by almost fifty points. I’ve always been bad at English and really want to improve quickly. I came to ask you how you did it…”

Su Ning, who has been worried about the term ‘semi-literate’ and wants to prove herself, readily accepts and nods, “No problem, come in and I’ll teach you…”

“Senior, I know there’s a quiet ice cream shop on the fifth floor of the canteen. It’s usually empty, and we can study there.”

“Sure, with this weather, it’s time to cool off a bit. Let’s have lunch at the canteen and then go there.”

“Okay.”

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This ice cream shop is decorated very delicately and the prices are also very affordable, but there are very few people. At first, there were a few tables nearby, and Su Ning still had the habit of being a home tutor in the past. She couldn’t stop talking about the questions. When Su Ning finally stopped, the whole ice cream shop had only the two of them left.

It was almost afternoon, and An Yurou ordered a serving of french fries for her. “Senior sister, these french fries are also very delicious, please have more.”

The french fries were too salty, she almost vomited after taking a bite, so Su Ning drank a large sip of milk tea.

An Yurou handed her another cup of iced milk tea with a sweet smile, “Senior sister, this milk tea is also very tasty, please try it.”

Since they arrived at this ice cream shop, An Yurou seemed to have been making her drink, and looking at the three large cups of milk tea that she had unconsciously finished drinking, Su Ning vaguely realized something.

Putting down her pen, Su Ning smiled apologetically and said, “After drinking so much, I need to go to the bathroom, do you know where it is?”

“I know!” An Yurou nodded, stood up and said, “You need to go to the stairs next to us. It’s a bit far, let me take you there.”

“Okay.”

Following behind An Yurou, Su Ning felt quite conflicted.

Should she follow her or leave quietly? This was a problem.

Su Ning gritted her teeth and finally entered the bathroom.

Sure enough, she was locked in the bathroom stall.

Su Ning knocked on the door helplessly, “Yurou, are you outside? Don’t joke with me!”

In response to her, a basin of cold water was poured down from above the stall, instantly soaking her entire body.

“An Yurou, what are you doing?!”

The voice that came through the door crack was very low and small, as if afraid of someone hearing it, but it was clear enough for Su Ning to hear.

“I hate you!”

“No one will come here, so you stay here and reflect on yourself…”

She heard the sound of the door closing outside.

Fortunately, she didn’t want to leave her bag unattended in the ice cream shop, so she brought it with her. Su Ning took out her phone and called Lin Yu first, but no one answered. Then she called Qin Meng, but no one answered. After hesitating for a long time, she called Zhang Yue, and the call went through.

Zhang Yue’s voice came through with extreme coldness, “What do you want?”

“YueYue, can you help me with something? I’m trapped in the restroom on the fifth floor of the cafeteria…”

“Serves you right!”

With that, the call was hung up.

Su Ning continued to knock on the door, “Is anyone there? I’m locked in here!”

“Can anyone come and help me?”

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As An Yurou said, there really wouldn’t be anyone coming here. She knocked for a long time but didn’t get any response. Gradually, she seemed to give up. Her wet clothes stuck to her skin, bringing a chilling coldness.

Su Ning hugged her arms and huddled in the corner, starting to cry softly.

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Wei Qing leaned against the window, his peach blossom eyes glanced lightly at An Yurou as she walked out of the bathroom.

Seeing her pulling the door handle to close the door, Wei Qing reached out and held the door panel, stopping her from closing it, indicating that she should leave first, and then stepped in.

The door closed with a click.

…

She was making a phone call for help but was unable to get through to anyone.

Wei Qing looked at the black phone that he had tightly held in his hand, the only phone number that she could get through was his.

Even when she gave up making phone calls and started knocking on the door for help, his phone never lit up even once.

Wei Qing lowered his gaze and remained silent, leaning against the sink. His slender and fair fingers tapped the edge of the sink in an orderly manner, as if trying to show his calm and indifference. However, the eyes that stared at the phone without blinking had already exposed his truest thoughts in his heart.