I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

Chapter 44 45 At this time, Sun Lutu, who has never

Fu Ze was stunned.

Zhao Yinqing had turned away from her eyes and continued to look at her mobile phone there.

Yan Qiaochun seemed to have a joke in the kitchen and was talking lively.

It was a bit awkward quietly here.

Fu Ze sat next to her, lowered his head and peeled a few out, put it on another small plate and pushed it in front of Zhao Yinqing, and peeled two more oranges.

He glanced at Zhao Yinqing, the other side’s expression faintly refused to communicate.

There is an old TV series in the living room, which is large and cumbersome on the TV cabinet.

Fu Ze turned on the remote control and searched the TV station indiscriminately.

Suddenly a noise came out in the yard, and soon a lanky old man came in, carrying a live chicken and a live duck in his hand.

Fu Ze shouted: “Grandpa.”

The people in the kitchen heard the movement coming out, so there was another warm greeting.

The time is nine o’clock in the morning, and there are more than two hours before lunch.

Zhao Yinqing received his mobile phone and suddenly felt that this time was a bit difficult.

She got up and went to the kitchen, said to Yan Qiaochun, and then went out, ready to go shopping around.

Fu Ze caught up quickly, observed her face, and said, “Where do you want to see?”

“casual.”

“There is a small park in front, where to go for a walk?”

“Ok.”

Walking on the main road, there are no traffic. As soon as the migrant workers return to their hometown, City C is like an empty city, and the most common hustle and bustle of the past are gone.

The whole city was cultivating and resting during the New Year’s Day. Every scene and everything fell silent, and even the air felt a lot fresher.

Fu Ze moved closer, and Zhao Yinqing stepped back sensitively, keeping a proper distance.

An invisible wall towering between the two, without any gap, felt very bad.

The park is not far away. It’s only ten minutes away. There are a lot of people here. When the weather is good, they come out to play in the wind. There are also a few camping with tents.

After Zhao Yinqing walked a few steps in, he saw a young couple playing there, holding hands, with bright expressions on their faces and bright eyes.

This is what a couple really should be.

She retracted her gaze and continued to go inside. The park is not particularly small, and most of the people visiting the park are at the door.

The deeper you go, the less you can see the figure.

“Sit down for a while. The light here is good, so you can bask in the sun.” Fu Ze said.

There happened to be a stone chair on the side of the road, Zhao Yinqing sat down, facing the past is a long corridor, densely covered by Tengman, someone took pictures from an angle inside.

“What do you plan to do this afternoon?”

Zhao Yinqing said, “Go home.”

“Go back so early?”

“Ok.”

Fu Ze fell silent, and the wind blew through with warmth, but he couldn’t get rid of his boredom.

Because of his busy schoolwork, the two of them didn’t meet many times. Every time he made an appointment, he always speeded up the progress and was full of expectations.

He has already experienced the suffering of longing.

But obviously, today was an unpleasant meeting, and the reasons for the unpleasantness were obvious.

This reason was deliberately ignored before, but now it cannot be completely avoided.

There was an egret flying by on the lake behind him. Zhao Yinqing took out his mobile phone and took a look at the time, thinking about walking forward again.

Just about to leave, Fu Ze suddenly reached out and grabbed her, and said, “Let’s have a chat.”

Zhao Yinqing pulled out his hand and sat back again, waiting for him to speak.

“My parents divorced when I was seven or eight years old. The reason for the divorce was that my mother cheated and fooled around with other men and was hit by my father.”

Zhao Yinqing raised his eyebrows, a little surprised.

“They were married in free love and marriage. My father loved her very much. He always thought that the other side had the same attitude, so he was shocked and depressed for several years after learning the truth.”

Fu Ze paused, as if thinking about how to organize the language.

“There is also the most unbearable thing for him, that is the rumors and gossip in the neighborhood, and the gossip behind other people’s backs once caused him to collapse to the point where he can’t live. We have moved many times, and we have adjusted to a strange environment again and again. Let him walk out slowly, and come back to see his grandparents is something that only happened in the past two years.”

After a moment of silence, Zhao Yinqing said, “So what?”

“I need time to deal with our relationship.”

“What do you mean by processing? Delayed breakup?”

Fu Ze turned his head to look at her quickly, and said firmly: “I won’t break up with you.”

is it?

With the attitude shown today, Zhao Yinqing even felt that breaking up was inevitable.

Fu Ze took her hand and tried hard not to let her take it away, saying word by word, “I hope you will give me time and let me make some preparations before telling them these things.”

“Does our affairs make it difficult for you to tell?” Zhao Yinqing asked him.

Two young people are in an ordinary love, but don’t they even have the courage to tell others?

Fu Ze said: “Ethically speaking, yes.”

They are step brothers and sisters, even if they are not related by blood, they are still criticized.

However, this relationship cannot be shaken off for a while, and it is also possible that it will not be shaken off in this life, unless Yan Qiaochun and Fu Guoxing are separated. Is this possible?

Even if it is possible, the two elders are forced to separate. They stand on opposite sides, and it is even less suitable for them to stand together.

From the beginning to the end, there is no solution.

The two didn’t speak for a long time. Fu Ze rubbed her hands and said, “Let’s give each other a little confidence. In fact, it’s not that troublesome. If you think about it in another way, and understand each other, there will be no big deal.

I don’t know if these words are comforting Zhao Yinqing or himself.

When I went back, I was just about to eat. A few people gathered around the table, and Fu Ze peeled the shrimp shells for Zhao Yinqing.

The adults ridiculed the two brothers and sisters, the relationship is really good, and maybe they don’t have this heart for their girlfriends in the future.

He does not mean that.

Zhao Yinqing scooped a few spoonfuls of chicken gizzard soup into a bowl without any taste, and stirred it with the white rice, stuffed it into his mouth with his brain, and finished the lunch.

But it was not easy to retire prematurely, so I ate some fruit with me.

On the return journey, just passing by his home, Zhao Yinqing stopped by the side of the road.

Yan Qiaochun was surprised: “It’s been so long, won’t you go back to my place to sleep for one night?”

“Don’t go, there is still something to do here.”

“What can happen in the first month?”

“Play.” Zhao Yinqing waved his hand, “Leave.”

Then she turned around and walked into the sidewalk, and she quickly reached the opposite side of the road. She glanced back and found that Fu Ze was in the position with the car window closed and could not see anything.

For a while later, Fu Ze received news every day, and tried to make an appointment with Zhao Yinqing. Zhao Yinqing’s news returned, and the invitation to meet was just not seen.

He met Dou Na several times, and Qin Yu also came in the middle, calling out Sun Lu.

The four of them stayed in the cafe for a long time, playing cards, and chatting time passed very quickly.

“Please, brother, you are teaming with me, can you stop feeding the enemy cards?” Qin Yu has been in college for half a year, but it has changed a little. The haircut is the same as the comb, and the dress has become a beggar. Yes, the so-called fashion, Zhao Yinqing doesn’t understand it anyway.

Sun Lu said: “That’s the card skill, or change your partner?”

“I and Zhao Yinqing, you and Fatty.”

Sun Lu smiled: “It’s hard to help a mandarin duck. You can’t do such a wicked thing.”

He changed positions with Dou Na.

Qin Yu “tsk”: “Lost.”

Zhao Yinqing leaned on the sofa with his legs crossed, and then said: “Who do you call Fatty? Dou Na is so slender and beautiful now, is it appropriate for you to call it that way?”

Qin Yu glanced at her and said with a grin: “I can’t change the call, let alone she is used to listening.”

“She told you she was used to it?”

Dou Na interrupted: “The cards are dealt, don’t make a noise!”

Just now because Sun Li was too pitted, he had never won this way. Now that the position has changed, the trend is finally no longer leaning to one side, but generally speaking, Qin Yu is still at a disadvantage.

Qin Yu couldn’t help but said, “Sun Lu, didn’t you feed the cards just now? It was very cruel. You will continue to put some water on it. Is it really okay to nibble so firmly?”

“Playing cards for someone to release the water is too boring.”

“Hey!”

It was only after five o’clock that the scene was over. It was dusk outside, and it was time to eat again.

The four of them went to a newly opened mall to eat barbecue, and parted ways after the end.

When you are happy when you eat like barbecue hot pot, the taste is more uncomfortable after eating.

Although she sprayed lemonade, Zhao Yinqing still couldn’t stand it. She frowned and looked out the window, her face gloomy.

At this time, news came in, and it was from Fu Ze, saying that he was going to return to school the day after tomorrow, thinking about meeting tomorrow.

“What do you plan to do tomorrow?” Sun Luzheng also asked.

“I don’t know, I haven’t figured it out yet.” Zhao Yinqing put the phone in his pocket.

She bowed her head, her fingers entangled there, like a complicated mood.

Want to see him, but dare not see him, the purest joy once was gone.

“Let’s go to Dashan hot spring, now is the most suitable season, how about calling Qin Yu and Dou Na again?”

“I’ll talk about it tomorrow, I’m too lazy to run that far.”

Sun Lu glanced at her and said, “Okay.”

The next day, Zhao Yinqing did not go out, was not in the mood to soak in the hot springs, and did not go to Fuze’s appointment.

Sun Lu didn’t bother her all the time, and sat on the bay window cabinet to bask in the sun.

Someone knocked on the door.

“In!”

It was Liu Siqi who came in. The mother and her son lived on the same floor, but they didn’t communicate much in the past, and the frequency of entering and leaving each other’s room was very rare.

After chatting for a few words, Liu Siqi said: “You take something to see Xiuyun and the others. I ran into her a while ago and looked very bad. Ren Xue didn’t come back, and those who celebrated the Chinese New Year were deserted.”

Since they were given a lot of care when they were young, Sun Lu had no objection to this.

Go downstairs to get Liu Siqi’s new year’s goods prepared in advance, and go out.

The new address had been here once before moving, and it had to turn a lot, and Sun Lu’s memory was a bit blurred.

He went around a lot of times to find it, only to find that he had changed.

The new tenant told him that Liao Xiuyun had moved away a few months ago and owed a lot of debts. Most of the night, people came to the house, and they were stained with red paint and white strips. The surrounding neighbourhoods were disturbed.

They didn’t dare to live in this kind of house, but because it had been vacant for a few months, the landlord lowered the rent again and was greedy for the bargain.

Sun Lu listened quietly, said thank you, and retired.

Recalling the previous meeting with Ren Xue, he talked about debts, but if the creditor was a relative, there would never be any experience of splashing paint and sticking white strips.

Ren Xue didn’t tell the truth.

Sun Lu frowned, went to the intersection and called her.

It passed quickly.

Ren Xue said over there, “Happy new year.”

“Happy new year, I heard that you didn’t go home this year.”

“Who did you hear?”

“My mother ran into my aunt some time ago.”

Ren Xue said “Ah” and said, “I didn’t go back when I was busy at work. City B has many options for part-time jobs.”

Sun Lu asked: “You said that your relatives borrowed money last time, how are you now?”

“It’s the same, slowly.” Ren Xue laughed, “You don’t even ask me how I spend the Chinese New Year?”

Sun Lu said: “How did you live?”

“Boiled a bowl of soup and rice cakes, I just made it.” Every family posted Xinlian, and she was alone on New Year’s Eve. That night was clear and lonely, but no one knew.

Sun Lu didn’t speak.

Ren Xue smiled to herself, and said: “But it doesn’t matter, there are still so many years to come, it’s impossible to do this every year.”

Sun Lu turned to the subject: “I brought something here, but your family has moved. Where is the new address now?”

There was a moment of silence.

After waiting for a while, Sun Lu said, “Hello?”

“You don’t need to give it away, you can take it back.”

Sun Lu said, “What happened to you? The guest here said…”

“You don’t need to worry about it!” Ren Xue interrupted him sharply, “This is not something you should be concerned about. In what capacity do you have the right to intervene? Find out where you are!”

The call was interrupted.

Sun Lu put his mobile phone in his trouser pocket with a heavy face, and took a taxi back.

Liu Siqi was surprised when he saw him come back as it was.

Sun Lu first spoke: “I have moved, and I can’t ask for my address.”

“Ren Xue didn’t tell you?”

“Yeah.” Sun Lu put a bunch of things on the cupboard, “If that’s the case, let’s talk about it later.”

The sky suddenly changed in the afternoon, gloomy, and bitterly cold, and then began to snow.

There was a faint increase in momentum, a pile of snow drying in the circle of friends, the class group also exploded inexplicably, and they recalled the scenes when it snowed in previous years.

Zhao Yinqing brushed it for a while, and saw someone @, who teased Xu Lin for making a mini-careful anecdote.

Everyone was adding fuel and jealousy hahaha, and then Qin Yu took a head and said, “You guys stop it, you guys will have your favorite objects then, okay?”

“Who? Do we know each other?”

Later, I started looking for clues to guess the role.

Finally someone said: “It’s Zhao Yinqing, wouldn’t the two of them be very hot?”

“Are they brothers and sisters?”

At this point, Qin Yu inserted another sentence: “Who told you that you are a sibling?”

“Step brothers and sisters are also brothers and sisters!”

Then stepping on the hustle and bustle of the orthopedics route, it was a little uncontrollable.

Zhao Yinqing thought to herself, this group of people are crazy, are they dead when the two masters are dead?

At this moment, Sun Lu, who had never responded, suddenly uttered: “No blood relationship.”

“……”

“Fuck, is the official coming seriously?”

“Fuck, do you really need orthopedics? Is it really good to play so exciting?”

“Everyone says there is no blood relationship, Bone Hairline.”

“That’s right, can you review the questions well?”

However, after that, the person at the center of the topic did not speak again, and the high school group was lively for a long time, returning to the previous tranquility.

In private, Qin Yu posted a note from Sun Lu and asked, “Is that Zhao Yinqing?”

Sun Lu watched for a while and sent out: “Yeah.”