Chapter 34: Ch-34 I was suddenly hit on the head.
"Ah, Ayaka-san, I..."
...Ah, it's finally here...
I thought he was going to take off my tight pants and thong at any moment, but there was no sign of that. Still on all fours, I turned around to see Kei sitting upright.
The strange atmosphere made me turn around as well.
"What happened..."
He shouted.
"Ah, Ayaka-san..."
"Y-Yes..."
"M-Marry me!"
Saying this, Kei-san got down on the ground and begged in front of me.
"Huh? Marriage?"
I couldn't help but ask again. I couldn't quite understand the situation.
Why on earth would you say you wanted to get married?
"Well, anyway, please look up..."
It was so sudden that even I was surprised. Kei-san looked up and started to speak slowly.
"Of course I know you're married. And I know that this isn't what you really want... But right now I really want to marry you. I can't really explain it, but... I just love you. I love you."
Suddenly I felt a shock as if I had been hit on the head.
Kei-san really likes me.
"I want to hold you so much... but... if I'm going to hold you, I want to do it after we've established a proper relationship..."
Kei-san didn't just want to have sex with an older woman. But I hadn't thought of anything more than a physical relationship with Kei-san.
I was so happy that I felt overwhelmed.
"Do you want me to divorce my husband?"
But I thought it was impossible. Right now, I had no desire to rebel against Kisaragi again.
If I did, Kisaragi would definitely try to destroy me and my family. I couldn't do that to my parents again after causing them so much trouble.
Kei-san's wish seemed like nonsense to me now. Ah, I remembered what Waka-chan had said:
'My younger brother is quite strict when it comes to relationships between men and women.'
Kei continued.
"I don't just want to have a physical relationship with Ayaka. In fact, even if we do have a physical relationship, I don't think it will go any deeper than that... I don't want our relationship to end up as just friends with benefits. I want to have a deeper relationship with Ayaka. When I think about it like that, the best thing I can do is get married... that's what I thought."
I see, that makes sense.
I thought it might be a common phenomenon among virgins - their lack of experience leading them to idolize women and overreact - but it seemed it wasn't just some fleeting emotion that led him to bring up the idea of marriage.
"I understand. Then what if I told you I can't marry you?"
"If that time comes... I will give you up with dignity."
"Let me confirm one more thing. I can't get a divorce now, but if I say that one day I will get a divorce and marry you, Kei-san."
"I would be happy. Then I'll..."
"Hold me?"
Kei looked directly at me and nodded vigorously.
I felt the urge to tell him that I would definitely divorce my husband and that he should hold me right now. But if I said that, Kei-san... it would end up being a deception.
"I understand your feelings very well, Kei-san. I will also think about it carefully, so please wait a bit."
"Really?"
Kei-san's face turned red with joy.
"Really? Well then, I'll show you a little bit of my sincerity."
I said, moving closer to Kei-san and giving him a light kiss. Kei-san responded by closing his eyes.
"I'm going to pour you some more coffee. Wait for me on the couch."