chapter 186 - White Phosphorus (3) š¼ļø
There was a precious memory.
A scene that, though time had passed, hadnāt faded.
Even the scent of spring brushing past in the wind had sunk deeply into the girlās heart.
It was a moment she still recalled vividly, even now.
"Always keep this in mind, Irene."
A gentle hand stroking her hair.
Her master had smiled quietly.
At the time, she had turned her head, annoyed at the naggingābut now, even that had become a cherished memory.
The girl continued to recall, feeling the heat burning at her fingertips.
The voice continued.
"There will come a time in your life when youāll want to give up."
A phrase that softly took root.
Each time despair threatened to break her life, those words had stood her back up again.
Beyond the old voice lay the life of a certain fox.
And it served to prove what sheād once been.
"Irene.
The world is a storm-lashed dawn.
No matter how desperately you try to run, misfortune will find you eventually."
A glisten of tenderness welled up at the corners of wrinkled eyes.
The old man, lying in bed, raised himself with effort to continue.
"It will hurt. Itāll be scary, and sad, and lonely⦠You may even want to collapse.
You might end up kneeling before the howling storm.
Thatās what life is."
But even so, Ireneā
"This master of yours hopes you wonāt yield."
Become someone who does not bow.
Even in the raging storm, hold your head high.
Become someone who can swing their sword.
"Itās fine if youāre blocked by an unreasonable force.
Even if everything about you is denied, and all thatās left is a wretched trembleāitās still fine."
Just donāt bend what you believe is right.
Rather than a reed that sways with the wind, be a pine tree that resists, even if itās torn apart.
This is the sword I taught you.
"Swing your sword toward the storm.
Leave behind the cowardly comfort, and be the first tree to break."
This is the masterās final lesson.
The most important things cannot be seen with the eyes.
You must always see with your heart.
"Even at a dawn when waves crash, life goes on.
Just like old sailors once found their way by the stars, life needs direction.
So, Irene."
Thatās what her master had said.
Even now, his voice remained, unchanged, tucked away in a corner of her memory.
It served as a signpost on a road full of nothing but wandering, holding up the weak girl.
An eternal moment.
"Find your own star."
Only after the night had passed,
Did the fox begin to live by her own star.
It was quiet.
āā¦ā¦ā
As if night had fallen across the entire world.
At the still center of silence, Irene stood alone in the darkness.
At dawn, where even the faint blue moonlight was veiled by clouds.
Her vision seemed to sink into pitch black.
āHaa, haaā¦!ā
Ragged breaths filled the air.
Heavy panting, as if someone might collapse at any moment.
But those miserable breaths didnāt belong to the girl.
They were the hunting dogsā.
āGuhkā¦!ā
Suddenly, one of the hounds crashed to the floor.
Its upper body, separated from the lower half, traced a graceful arc through the air.
Then came a wet thudāfollowed by a burst of blood.
The hunk of meat dyed the corridor red, the stench of iron ravaging the scent of spring.
Flames flickered.
āā¦ā¦ā
Irene shook the blood from her sword.
Her eyes showed not the slightest tremble.
Around her, several assassins had already fallen.
The corridor, once sprawling in scale, had been stopped cold before the sword of a single girl.
Her black eyes stared flatly ahead.
Thereā
āDamn it! What the hell is this monsterā¦!ā
āDonāt get close. Youāll die.ā
āThatās already the seventhā¦!ā
They flinched.
The hounds didnāt dare approach, locked in a standoff.
Each one looked crushed beneath the weight of the atmosphere.
That was how overpowering the presence of the fox was.
āā¦ā¦ā
And behind the hounds, a man cowered.
The merchant bit his lip.
āGoddamn itā¦!ā
Of course heād be furious.
A mere beast, meant only for profit, was blocking his way.
And his guards couldnāt even lay a finger on herāhis humiliation mustāve been unbearable.
Irene said nothing to the twisted expression on his face.
She only looked down with an indifferent, sunken gaze.
As though regarding a piece of trash.
āHow dare you, filthy lowbornā¦!ā
More than any insult he could spit, it was that gaze that humiliated him most.
Irene looked down at the man with eyes as cold as death.
As if ā Nоvеlšght ā (Exclusive on Nоvеlšght) to say no one feared him.
As if to say he was nothing.
The merchantās shoulders crumpled under the weight of disgrace.
āSomethingās wrong.ā
Irene showed no particular reaction.
She felt no need to.
It was a strange sentiment.
Her heart was completely at peace.
Even in the path of her sword, which mightāve wavered before, only tranquil ripples spread now.
She simply breathed.
"You must find your own star."
Sreungā
She steadied her loosened grip on the sword.
Her palm closed around the hilt.
A tingling sensation spread through her entire arm.
When she closed her eyes, a faint voice shimmered at the edges of her consciousness.
It was the voice of the star that had come to stay by the foxās side, somehow, somewhere along the way.
The star asked:
[My fox.]
[Do you truly intend to finish your story now?]
No.
The girl shook her head.
Her story was not yet finished.
She was only now standing at its beginning.
āI am merely returning the night to the night.ā
The fox welcomed the morning filled with light.
Life carried on, even at dawn.
As long as one didnāt lose the meaning they held dear, a cherished landscape would never shatter.
All it took was the will to step forwardāto tread toward tomorrow.
She was no longer the seventeen-year-old girl locked in a cage.
She was neither fragile nor weak.
[Then let me ask.]
[If this moment is the beginning, in what direction will your story now go?]
[Wandering through bitter night, despairing, fallingāand in the end, returning it once more.]
[In that long journey, what was the star you found?]
[What is it you now wish to call your star?]
A star.
A word that had made her contemplate for so long.
But now, it was a question she could answer with clarity.
The girl quietly gave voice to herself.
She spoke of her life.
āI amā¦ā
She had arrived at many answers over time.
What is a star?
At first, she thought it meant those beside herāwhat she wanted to protect.
At one point, she even defined it as life itself, and the sword she wielded.
To the same question, the fox had always offered different answers.
And this time, too, her answer was not like before.
"Miss Irene.
I will never abandon you."
A starālife.
More precisely, the direction that life looks toward.
My star, the one I look up to, was you.
The fox whispered softly.
"Yuda Snakeus."
She savored that dear name.
Ominous, sometimes mischievous, but always kind.
The one who rescued her from the caged worldāperhaps even from life itself.
Her calm smile bloomed like spring into winter.
"That person is my star."
The fox chose him as the light she would look to with all her heart.
Her unwavering answer satisfied the star.
The star acknowledged her star.
[So that is your answer.]
[Then let honor be given to the light that nestled in your night sky.]
[Let dawn remember your constellation.]
Crackā!
A spark burst at her fingertips.
With the tingling rush, a faint glow swallowed the blade.
The light spreading beyond the flames dyed the night in brilliance.
The sensation of grasping the sky grew more vivid, more absolute.
[And I shall pray.]
[That you will live fully within your dawn.]
The next momentā
The fox opened the eyes she had shut.
A sacred light shimmered in her pupils.
The clouds parted, and the world celebrated the birth of a new star.
The sweeping white crossed the landscape of falling starlight.
āWhat the hell is thatā¦?ā
āShit! Donāt just stand thereārun!ā
āItās over, weāre already tooā!ā
A scene of overwhelming awe.
Before anyone realized, the bloodstains had faded, and pure white had soaked the surroundings.
Even the flames that once raged now danced alongside the white.
That perfection left its name in the highest sky.
A constellation drawn in the night heavens.
ā...Ah.ā
Someone gasped.
Their hair, now dyed white like the flames.
The foxās eyes gleamed with purest white.
She had finally reached the light of her chosen star.
Its nameā
"Baekrin."
The chorus of stars shielded the fox.
Her focus rested solely on the sword.
The blade, burning white, lit up the dark of dawn in glorious brilliance.
The girl walked among falling fragments of starlight.
As if to declare a beginning, she parted her lipsā
To the strangers standing before her.
"Welcome to my star."
A single, quiet whisper.
No one could resist it.
Only the sky, shattered by the falling light, was beautiful beyond words.
The surging flames melted both flowers and seasons, and brought the unspoiled tomorrow into today.
Then, a single white line sliced through the strangers.
āāā!
Just like before.
A single strike that made no sound.
Only, for a fleeting moment, the world itself split.
The merchant and his hounds, struck in a clean line, stood frozenā
And only after a delay did they realize they had been cut.
At the same time, the sky fractured into thousands of pieces.
"ā¦Disappear, back into your night."
Barely moving lips.
At last, the belated sound of a slash rang out, long and drawn.
Srrrkā!
And thenā
The pure white flames devoured the strangers.
Leaving not a single trace behind.
So that they would no longer remain in the girlās night.
That sharp elation sank with the overheated silence.
Irene faced it.
"ā¦ā¦"
The quiet.
The dawn that returned once again at the end.
In the girlās world, no past remained.
Only the starlit dawn beyond the horizon existed now.
The fox simply stood still.
Whooooshā
In the wind brushing across the field.
White.
Sword.
Life.
You.
Flame.
Scorch.
The Fox Constellation.
And with the starā
The girl welcomed the morning.