I Became the Burden of a Conscienceless Party

115 – Twelve Heavens (10)

Twelve Heavens (10)

Tina’s problem was one that Rapha could easily solve.

Yes, when it comes to the weight of karma, there is no one better suited to deal with it than her.

That’s because she is the oldest living being in this world.

Didn’t you go to her right away to lower your status?

“As you know, after receiving this treatment, you will no longer be able to be called human.”

“… … What does that mean?”

“That’s literally what it sounds like.”

Jim frowned at Rapha’s indifferent words.

You become non-human? I’ve never heard of such a side effect.

“It was okay back then, wasn’t it? Are you thinking of doing something different?”

“No, it’s the same procedure as yours.”

Tina’s problem is that her vessel is too weak compared to the karma that has piled up on her.

This imbalance was caused by the forcible transplant of a dragon’s heart.

And there are two ways to resolve the imbalance between karma and vessel.

One is to create a vessel suitable for the karma or to accumulate karma suitable for the vessel. However, since the two are usually done simultaneously, it is impossible to train only one.

Even just the luggage was like that right now.

He was not destined to become a god, but he achieved it through asceticism.

The hardships he had accumulated over many years had become his karma, and in the process of accumulating that experience, his vessel also grew larger.

And since Tina was in a position where she was forcibly injected with karma, the imbalance was evident.

In that sense, the three poisons and the five desires and seven emotions would act as a buffer between the imbalances.

Intense emotions create numerous causes and effects that allow us to accumulate a vessel fit for our karma and a vessel fit for our karma.

So Jim thought that the only one who could solve this problem was Rapha, who governed all the afflictions.

But if there are side effects, we have no choice but to be cautious.

“… … What is the problem?”

“There was a side effect I didn’t know about. I just found out about it recently.”

Rapha pointed to the luggage and grumbled. Isn’t it right in front of you?

A guy who misunderstood the five desires and seven emotions and ended up becoming less than human.

“Side effects? … Then what should I do?”

“… … .”

However, Jim had a serious expression on his face as he did not understand Rapha’s joke.

“I didn’t know you could be this oblivious to sarcasm.”

“Are you being sarcastic?”

“You know, honestly, you’re too honest with your desires to be called a human being?”

“How human.”

“… … .”

Rapha was once again speechless.

Because when I said it like that, it seemed right.

The closer you get to God, the more your emotions become dull and you become insensitive to all things.

This is because the weight of the sky that was falling at that moment was at a level where I could barely feel any emotions.

In that sense, being honest about one’s desires these days may be considered truly human.

“… … Well, if that’s what you think, then that’s not such a bad thing.”

Rapha sighed deeply as if it was not fun and then approached Tina, who was still sleeping.

“I’m going to take it off now, but are you going to stay there the whole time?”

“Because the warrior told me to watch over you.”

“For something like that, isn’t your gaze too focused on something else?”

“What! What I need to check is whether you’re flirting with Tina!”

“No, even if you say it with your face showing your desires… … .”

100% lie.

Jim is determined not to miss the opportunity to glimpse Tina’s naked body, under the pretense of getting medical attention.

“Hmm… … .”

Rapha was worried.

She would normally be looking at the worn-out appearance of that luggage with pleasure.

She is the ruler of the world of desire, a being that has not gone beyond it.

Enjoying the corruption of man.

A being who gains strength through the suffering felt by people.

In that sense, the way Jim was showing off his recent actions couldn’t help but be enjoyable.

Isn’t that right? The person she had spent countless years trying to corrupt has now become corrupt on his own.

‘But I don’t think that’s right.’

I had a feeling that it was a little different from the ending she had hoped for.

What was different was… … .

‘That kid is annoying.’

Normally she would have been amused by the sight of the fallen ascetic, but this time she felt uneasy.

Maybe it’s because she didn’t corrupt him.

What should I say? Should I say that I have lost my goal?

Of course, there are other reasons.

“I would really like to avoid leaving my daughter in your care again.”

“… … .”

“That kid loved you quite sincerely.”

Of course, one of the ways she tried to sabotage Jim was through honey traps.

The beautiful daughters she selected.

Arati, Thana, and Raga were used to tempt Jim.

However, Jim had some kind of power that made the three people he approached feel sincere. In this way, each of Rapha’s daughters filmed a romance and eventually broke up with Jim.

Of course, they understood my burden of continuing my asceticism, so it was effectively a divorce by mutual consent.

“There’s no way you can prevent it from happening this time, right?”

But then the burden came back to earth. By then, the three daughters had already passed away.

If my daughters were alive, what would they think of such a burden?

Look at the man who went up to heaven, claiming to be an ascetic. How can this man, who came down again, not try to go up to heaven again?

“Speak straight. I will marry you. No, are you sure you can make her happy for the rest of her life or not?”

“No, getting married all of a sudden is too extreme… … .”

Perhaps because Rapha was an old man, he had a patriarchal side.

“I’ll let you see it when I’m sure. If not, get out.”

The betrayal of the daughters he had raised with great love was a great pain to Rapha.

It wasn’t so much that I felt sorry for the daughters that Jim had abandoned, but rather that my children’s farming, which had been going well, had been ruined because of a single bug.

The daughters congratulated Jim on his coolness, wondering what was so great about coming back after being divorced, but to Rapha, it only seemed like the children’s IQ had decreased.

‘Not this time. I’ve invested so much in him.’

He even gave me the heart of a dragon.

They are dragons that live a long time anyway, so how long would it have taken for them to be called Goryong?

“Tanha.”

Rapha said, pressing Tina’s heart while she was sleeping soundly.

“I overlooked your rudeness once in the past, so this time you must definitely help me.”

The dragon’s heart given to Tina.

It belonged to one of the three daughters who had been abandoned by Jim in the past.

“This time, I can’t get divorced for some ridiculous reason again, right?”

Rapha gently stroked Tina’s hair, which resembled her daughter’s appearance when she was young.

***

The extras were to die for.

Now that Jim has regained his celestial brain, the anxiety he had to endure in the past has become his lot.

A heretic who can’t fit in anywhere. A situation where he can only watch from the sidelines.

He ended up returning to the workplace he had once run away from.

“What you looking at?”

Ouch!

Garnet said, taking a carrot out of the grocery box and chewing on it.

As expected of a garnet that eats to recover energy, he lightly shakes off the dirt from the carrots and eats them raw.

It was quite hot.

But it wasn’t just Garnet’s eating habits that were hot.

“Th, that… … . If you do that here, it’s a bit… … .”

Because the extras were running out of speed.

Garnet was glaring at the blue-haired woman who had come to find her with bleary eyes.

The water heaven of the twelve heavens.

It was Varuna.

The Twelve Thousand cannot be happy with Garnet, because she killed Agni, who was of the same race.

Moreover, as thousands and Varuna had maintained a close relationship with Agni, they could not forgive Garnet at all.

I heard and understood about the warrior party and said I would follow Rapha’s wishes, but I never thought there would be such an uninvited guest.

And the same goes for La Pa.

She did not anticipate Garnet’s existence and did not give separate instructions because she had considered the hearts of the twelve thousand people who were looking at her.

That’s why there was bound to be an uncomfortable atmosphere between Varuna and Garnet, who suddenly showed up.

Garnet holds his head up high even in front of Varuna, who seems to have come to blatantly hold Garnet responsible.

The extras, who were both dragons and demons, were excited by the big match they had never seen before.

It was so magnificent that I thought my heart would burst.

“Extra ball.”

“yes?”

“Don’t stand there. Come over here.”

Varuna called the extra who was fidgeting so much.

“extra,”

“yes?”

“Don’t go, stay here.”

Garnet stopped the extra who was hesitating to approach Varuna.

Received the heart of a dragon, but a demon.

A combat force belonging to the Eye of Truth and also part of the Demon King’s Army.

Isn’t it a position where you can be an ally of both sides, or a traitor of both sides?

And now, no matter which side you choose, you have no choice but to become a traitor.

‘Why on earth…? Why is this ordeal happening to me?’

The past flashed through his mind at that moment. The incident that started his life going downhill.

-The weather is cloudy. If you intervene, it will probably be a disaster here.

You should have listened when Jim warned you. You are being punished for not listening to the words of the heavenly god.

‘This dog!’

Of course, it was all his own doing, as he tried to walk the tightrope from both sides.

However, since people need someone to blame when faced with despair, the extras actively chewed up the burden.

“Are you saying you’ll stick with them?”

“Are you trying to betray me again?”

Garnet and Varuna.

The extras’ eyes darkened at the sight of the two people talking as if they were going to fight from now on.