I am the Father of the Villain

Spoiler: meet him

Ji Leyu felt bored.

He was always bored and always wanted to have some fun.

Sometimes, Ji Leyu would feel that life is boring, and it would be better to die.

But every time this thought comes up, he will force himself to suppress it again, he can't die, his life was changed by his uncle who injured his leg, so he can't die so easily, at least he can't commit suicide 』, or I'm sorry for his uncle.

It was his uncle who died. This world is so boring. Living is not as interesting as being dead.

Thinking of this, he had some thoughts of "suicide".

It's just that these thoughts just popped up, and he pressed them back forcefully for the first time without any accident.

Over and over again, always.

The boring made Ji Leyu feel more and more bored.

After thinking about it, he drove to the cemetery.

The cemetery is located in the southeast of the city. The park is large and quiet.

Ji Leyu scanned the tomb carefully, and put the flowers she just bought in front of the tombstone. The flowers are very beautiful, gorgeous and full of vitality, embellishing the black and white photos vividly.

Ji Leyu looked over one by one, from his parents to his uncle, all the people he liked, cared about and didn't want to lose were buried here, and left him early, the more he looks like them every year, the more he looks like Fa clearly realized that they had been away from him for a long time.

Ji Leyu sat by the tombstone, lit a cigarette, and smoked quietly.

As he smoked, he remembered again that his father and uncle didn't smoke, or smoked, but never in front of him.

So he put out the cigarette again.

He is always like this, habitually pretending to be the most obedient in front of his parents and uncles, as if he is the same as other innocent and innocent children, without any evil intentions.

Until now, until his parents and uncle have left him for so long, he still maintains this habit. Every time he looks at them, he behaves like the kindest and purest person in the world.

Ji Leyu sat silently, what he wanted to say has been said a long time ago, and what he wanted to do has already been done.

He avenged his uncle, took back the company, and even gave full revenge to everyone who humiliated his uncle and fell into the well. If it was his parents or his uncle, maybe it would not be so If he cares about every detail, he will get revenge, but he is too boring, he is not a good person by nature, and he is not a good person when he is boring.

Ji Leyu thought of his childhood, the happy childhood.

People in Oita don’t remember things before they were five or six years old too clearly. One is physiological functions, and the other is that as they grow up, they will become less and less important when they were young.

It is he who firmly remembers everything before he was five or six years old. Those memories did not fade away with his growth, but lived clearly and distantly in his constant memories. .

All his drive seems to be just that memory, and it seems that once that memory disappears, he can stop his vital signs at any time.

He quietly recalled those past events in the cemetery, thinking about those good times like treasures.

Suddenly, he smiled mischievously, as if he remembered some interesting things from his childhood.

Slowly, his smile gradually faded with the afterglow of the setting sun. Those memories were too limited, even if he recalled them over and over again, he would eventually finish his memories.

Ji Leyu stood up, reluctantly said goodbye to her parents and uncle.

This is his 912th visit to this cemetery, and it is still the same as before. His mind has been temporarily relaxed, and it is still the same as before. He feels that life is boring, and he might as well go to reunite with his parents and uncles.

Ji Leyu got into the car and drove aimlessly around the city.

By the time we got back from the bar, it was already midnight.

Ji Leyu took a shower and lay down on the bed.

He didn't drink too much alcohol, let alone drunk, but alcohol is a good thing. Proper alcohol can help sleep. After a while, he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Ji Leyu had a dream, a rare dream.

He saw his young self, about six or seven years old, living in his uncle's exclusive bedroom just as he remembered when he was a child.

Ji Leyu was a little startled, he hadn't dreamed of his childhood for a long time.

Probably because he has done too many bad things, God really can't see it, so in his dream, he doesn't want him to return to his past happy time.

But it doesn't matter, he has always disliked his **** fate and the God who rules his fate.

But now, he dreamed of his childhood, dreamed of what he used to be.

Ji Leyu wanted to admit defeat for a moment, and wanted to shake hands with God to make peace.

He is really boring and lonely, he is not afraid of any challenge from the sky, but only at this moment, when he is playing the emotional card, he has no strength to parry.

He walked to his bed and slowly sat up on the bed.

He saw himself lying under the quilt, his little face was flushed, and he looked beautiful and loving.

Sometimes, Ji Leyu feels that he seems to be favored by God, otherwise he would not have such a deceptive face, pure and sweet, no matter who looks at him, he will only think that he is the most innocent in the world child.

Ji Leyu stretched out his hand, wanting to touch his young self, but it was just a dream after all, he couldn't touch himself.

He could only sit quietly and watch quietly.

It wasn't until noon that Ji Leyu saw his young self sitting up from the quilt. He rubbed his eyes, opened them in a daze, and sat on the bed in a daze for a while , slowly on the bed to wash up.

"Are you awake?" There was the sound of the door opening not far away.

Ji Leyu turned her head and couldn't help trembling.

He held his breath at this moment, not daring to blink his eyes, for fear that the person in front of him would disappear for the first time.

Ji Leyu felt that she had lost.

He willingly surrendered, he had hated the sky for so many years, and wished to poke a hole in the sky so that he could pay with blood, but at this moment, he was only willing to lower his proud head, begging God to let him Take a look at the person in front of you.

He hasn't been to Jiyuxiao for too long.

Ji Yuxiao who knew it in real life.

He even forgot that his uncle's tone of voice was like this.

So gentle and tolerant, obviously a little low-key, seems to be inlaid with magnetism, but also permeated with clear and bright, people can't help but feel close to each other.

As good as it is memorable.

Ji Leyu's eye sockets were sore in an instant, but he resisted it, not daring to blur his eyes with tears. It's been a long time since he had seen Ji Yuxiao like this—Ji Yuxiao except for the photos.

He wanted to look at him for a while longer, to see him more clearly, so that he could be firmly imprinted in his heart.

He lost, he thought, he had absolutely no ability to fight against the heavens, even if the heavens gave him a little bit of sweetness, he would have no ability to parry, and he could only let himself lose in a mess and be defeated.

Ji Leyu couldn't help standing up, and walked towards Ji Yuxiao step by step.

Ji Yuxiao had already left, the little Ji Leyu heard his voice, ran out with a toothbrush, and obediently replied: "Get up."

Ji Yuxiao walked up to him, reached out and touched his forehead, it wasn't as hot as last night.

"It seems that the fever has gone down a bit, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

The young Ji Leyu shook his head, Xiangru, he was used to being coquettish in Ji Yuxiao's place, but he was never coquettish, and he didn't want him to worry more about himself.

Ji Yuxiao felt a little relieved after hearing this.

"Then brush your teeth and wash your face first, then we'll take the temperature and let Uncle Zhang take a look for you later."

"Yes." The young Ji Leyu said obediently.

Ji Yuxiao rubbed his head and kissed him, "What do you want to eat today?"

"Fatty beef in golden soup." Little Ji Leyu didn't hesitate. He had an illness and had no taste in his mouth, so he wanted to eat something tasty.

"Okay." Ji Yuxiao agreed, "Then you go wash up, and I'll tell you Auntie Zhang."

"Yeah." Ji Leyu, who hadn't grown up yet, smiled at him, went back to the bathroom, and started brushing his teeth with a toothbrush.

Ji Yuxiao and Mrs. Zhang gave orders, but she didn't leave, but went to the bathroom to watch little Ji Leyu brush her teeth.

Xiao Ji Leyu looked at him through the mirror with a smile, and even made a face for him.

Ji Yuxiao watched with a smile, and finally walked over to help him wash his face.

His eyes are full of tenderness and love, as if as long as Ji Leyu is willing, he can give him everything he wants.

In fact, he did so. If it wasn't for Ji Leyu and his brother-in-law, he would never have ended his short life in a hurry when he was in his twenties.

Ji Leyu never thought that she could still see him again, and finally couldn't help but shed tears slowly.

He quietly wiped away his tears, and he didn't even want to look at his young self, but only looked at Ji Yuxiao full of reluctance and nostalgia.

When her eyes touched his legs, Ji Leyu realized belatedly that Ji Yuxiao stood up instead of sitting in a wheelchair.

Strange, in his memory, when he was last with Ji Yuxiao when he was a child, he was basically in a wheelchair.

Now, with his legs looking normal, wasn't this the time he lived with himself after the injury, but before that?

Yes... Ji Leyu looked at his young self. At this time, he didn't look like he was three or four years old. How could it be before?

He couldn't figure it out.

There was unconscious fear and trepidation in his heart, for fear that this was really what happened before Ji Yuxiao was injured, and it was a memory he had unknowingly lost over the long years.

He instinctively rejected this ability—he didn't have much memory to recall, and he didn't want to lose any memory.

He is like a poor-spirited traveler, holding his few remaining treasures, counting them every day and night, but he is still afraid that he will lose one if he doesn't pay attention.

This fear was finally relieved when he saw the elevator in the house.

Ji Yuxiao installed the elevator in the building after he was injured, so he remembered correctly. At this time, he should have injured his legs and needed a wheelchair. Why is he already walking standing?

Ji Leyu thought about it for a long time, and finally he could only explain that maybe it was because he had always hoped that his uncle would recover, so in this dream, he created such an illusion to satisfy himself.

This is the only, reasonable explanation.

Ji Leyu accepted this explanation and followed Ji Yuxiao to the restaurant.

Mrs. Zhang had already prepared the meal, and Ji Yuxiao ate with the immature Ji Leyu, and fed him medicine.

Xiao Ji Leyu was coquettishly coquettish in his arms, watching TV with him, waiting for Dr. Ting.

Not long after, Dr. Ting came and said that his fever had subsided, but he would have to take "medicine" for a day before he fully recovered.

Ji Yuxiao was relieved, sent Dr. Ting away, and continued to watch TV with his little nephew.

It wasn't until Xiao Ji Leyu was sleepy that Ji Yuxiao carried him back to his bedroom and went to the room by himself.

——It's not Zhou Tian, ​​it's just that Ji Leyu is sick, and Ji Yuxiao is worried, so he stays here with him to take care of him.

Ji Leyu sat on the sofa in the room and looked at Ji Yuxiao with longing eyes.

He felt that he could live in this dream forever, and he was willing to live in this dream, and he even hoped that he would never wake up.

In this way, he will be with his uncle forever.

It was as if the person he was in love with had never left him.

Ji Leyu was watching when Ji Yuxiao's cell phone rang suddenly. He picked it up and took a look, stood up, took his coat and went out.

When passing by Ji Leyu's bedroom, he gently opened the door. The little Ji Leyu curled up on the bed, sleeping very peacefully. Lee's car.

Ji Leyu hurriedly followed, wondering where he was going.

He thought he was going to work or to his friends, but to his surprise, he went to a school.

Ji Leyu looked suspiciously, and then he saw a familiar yet unfamiliar figure.

He said he was familiar because even though the other party was still very young, he recognized Lin Fei almost at a glance. This was Lin Fei, Lin Luoqing's nephew, and Song Qiang's Bai Yueguang.

The reason for saying they are unfamiliar is that, even if Lin Fei bears this identity, they really have nothing to do with each other.

If Ji Leyu were asked to describe Lin Fei in one word, he would give the word cold without hesitation, but if he were asked to describe Lin Fei in one word, he would just say boring.

Ji Leyu didn't even understand how Song Qiang would like someone like Lin Fei?

Bored, indifferent, and uninteresting to the extreme, it's just that the programmed robot has more emotional ups and downs than him.

Before he took revenge on Lin Luoqing, his hand specifically reminded him that Lin Luoqing was Lin Fei's uncle. Ji Leyu didn't care and continued with his plan. Of course he thought about how he humiliated Lin Luoqing. Lin Fei's nephew said Maybe he will seek revenge.

It was Lin Fei who did nothing.

Finally, he forced Song Qiang to be locked up in one of his houses. After Song Qiang was rescued by his lover, he found traces of Lin Fei. It was Lin Fei who gave him the key "sexual" clues. That's why the other party was able to suspect him and find Song Qiang.

It was Lin Fei, but it seemed that he hadn't done it at all. Even when they were in front of them, he just walked past him indifferently, without raising his eyelids, let alone complaining about Lin Luoqing and Song Qiang.

Ji Leyu felt that he was living like a boring machine, with a beautiful skin but no soul.

And such a person is actually Song Qiang's male god?

He couldn't figure it out.

However, his liking for Song Qiang was negligible, not even a liking, but just empathetic for her warmth, so he didn't care about it for too long.

Unexpectedly, at this time, I met again.

Ji Leyu was in a good mood, so he took a rare look at the young Lin Feiyan.

Just looking at it, he discovered the problem, why, Lin Fei walked in his direction?

What is he going to do? !

The car parked here is obviously Ji Yuxiao's car, what did he do? !

Ji Leyu was wondering when he saw Lin Fei had already walked to the car door, opened the door and sat on it.

Ji Yuxiao looked at him with a smile, hugged him, and asked him, "Are you hungry?"

Ji Leyu:!

Ji Leyu looked at the picture in front of him in disbelief, his whole body was full of question marks.

How is this going?

Why did his uncle know Lin Fei? !

Why are you still holding Lin Fei!

The possessive desire in Ji Leyu's heart gushed out in an instant, and he didn't care that he was an adult. Lin Fei was only eight or nine years old at this time, and he rushed forward to separate Lin Fei and Ji Yuxiao.

That was his uncle, not Lin Fei's uncle, what right did he have to be so close to him!

It's a pity that he couldn't touch Lin Fei and Ji Yuxiao at all, and because he could only see Lin Fei shaking his head, he was not affected by him at all.

There was some hatred in Ji Leyu's eyes, but at this moment, Lin Fei asked Ji Yuxiao, "Is Xiaoyu feeling better?"

Ji Leyu: ...

Lin Fei...does he still care about him?

What a joke.

He is such an emotionless robot, with a dead face every day, so that he doesn't want to take a second look, and even asks him about his situation?

There must be a conspiracy here!

"It's getting better. The fever has subsided. If you take the "medicine" for a day today, you should be fine."

Lin Fei felt relieved, "That's good."

"By the way, your father will be back tomorrow." Ji Yuxiao said.

Lin Fei was pleasantly surprised, "When is tomorrow?"

"It should be lunch, if time permits, he should pick you up."

Lin Fei nodded, seemingly a little happy.

This season Le Yu is even more confused.

Lin Fei's father?

Where is his father? !

Didn't he grow up with uncle Lin Luoqing?

And does his uncle even know Lin Fei's father?

Why doesn't he know?

Ji Leyu felt even more confused.

Isn't this his dream? Why does he still have Lin Fei in his dream? And Lin Fei's father?

Who cares about Lin Fei and his father!

He only cares about his uncle, okay? !

Unrelated personnel don't just appear in his dream, okay? !

Ji Leyu tried to drive Lin Fei away with his thoughts, but Lin Fei was still sitting in the car, still next to Ji Yuxiao, and Ji Yuxiao even peeled a candy and fed it to him.

Ji Leyu was so angry!

He hasn't eaten candy from his uncle for more than ten years!

Now he even wants him to watch his uncle feed Lin Fei candy!

Didn't this really mean to disgust him? !

He just knows that God will never let him go, and will not really make him feel better!

"Is it delicious?" Ji Yuxiao looked at Lin Fei tenderly.

The vinegar bottle in Ji Leyu's heart poured wildly, spilling vinegar all over the floor, making her feel sour.

How could he be so gentle to him!

Why is there still liking in his eyes!

Isn't he his uncle's favorite child? !

Ji Leyu felt that he was going to explode, and he even wondered if it was really his uncle in front of him?

Wasn't it true that God played him on purpose? !

Lin Fei nodded and responded lightly.

Ji Yuxiao said with a smile, "Then father will ask someone to buy more."

Ji Leyu was shocked at the word "father" that he said, completely irrational.

He turned and left the car he was sitting in, and stood on the road, wishing he could blow the world into pieces right now.

Father!

His uncle actually said that he was someone else's father!

He is obviously his father!

It was his adoptive father, his second father.

Now, he actually said that he was someone else's father!

This must be fake.

He knew that God always liked to tease him and torture him, and sure enough, it was the same this time.

Give him hope first, and let him see his uncle become another father with his own eyes. It's really worthy of the God who wished him to die. In his dream, he never let him go.

Standing on the side of the road, he wanted to leave this absurd dream several times, but he was unable to leave several times. Not only could he not leave, but with the shift of space, he got closer and closer to Ji Yuxiao's villa.

So what did God want him to see?

See how his uncle fathered someone else?

See how the person he loves loves others more?

Let's see, whether it's life or death, what he wants is nothing!

No one will love him, those who truly love him will die, and those who are alive will only slowly become unwilling to love him.

Ji Leyu sneered, turned and walked towards the villa.

Then let's see if God can shake his will.

See if he will be affected, if he will succumb.

At this moment, he opened up the thorns all over his body again, as if he wanted to stab holes in others and blood in himself.

It was these thorns that unconsciously retracted after seeing Ji Yuxiao.

He liked Ji Yuxiao so much, missed Ji Yuxiao so much, Ji Yuxiao even left this world early because of him, even though he was dissatisfied and angry, he couldn't be angry with Ji Yuxiao.

He is like a wronged puppy, looking pitifully at the person he cares about, hoping that the other person will notice him and give him some comfort and warmth.

I hope the other party can tell him that he still loves him and only loves him alone.

His eyes were wet, like a wounded child, and he followed Ji Yu out of the house.

Mrs. Zhang was still cooking, Ji Yuxiao originally planned to go with Lin Fei to see if Ji Leyu was awake, but when the phone rang, he was afraid of waking Ji Leyu, so he quickly pressed the mute button.

"I'm going to answer the phone." He whispered to Lin Fei.

Lin Fei nodded, and walked towards Ji Leyu's room by himself.

Ji Leyu looked at him and wanted to throw him from the second floor.

Damn anyone who covets his treasure.

Especially those who tried to compete with him for Ji Yuxiao.

He stared at Lin Fei resentfully, but Lin Fei cautiously opened the door. The room was pitch black, and Lin Fei thought that he was still awake.

He was about to close the door when he heard Ji Leyu's small voice, "Brother?"

elder brother? Who is this called? Lin Fei?

Ji Leyu smiled softly, he knew his own character best, he was not a good person since he was a child, how could Lin Fei let him go when he was a child and snatched Ji Yuxiao away Lin Fei?

He must have some revenge for Lin Fei.

Ji Leyu became a little interested, wanting to see how he would play tricks on Lin Fei when he was young.

When Lin Fei reached Ji Leyu's "brother", he stopped working and let out a "hmm".

Xiao Ji Leyu rubbed her eyes, reached out and turned on the bedside lamp.

The dim light filled the warmth of the room, and little Ji Leyu sat up from the quilt and asked him, "Are you out of school?"

"Yeah." Lin Fei said, and walked away.

He walked up to Ji Leyu, looked at his sleeping white and rosy cheeks, and thought he wouldn't have a fever again, would he? face so red.

"Are you feeling bad today?" Lin Fei asked him.

Ji Leyu shook her head, "It's not uncomfortable, but the doctor said, I still have to take 'medicine' for a day."

He said, complaining coquettishly, "The 'medicine' is so hard to take."

Lin Fei felt that he was really a child, and even if he took a "medicine", he would find the "medicine" unpalatable.

He raised his little hand and touched Ji Leyu's forehead, it seemed that it wasn't as hot as yesterday.

"It's not hot, is it?" Ji Leyu looked at him with a smile.

Lin Fei nodded, "I'm sweating."

Ji Leyu gave a "hmm" and said in distaste, "It's sticky on my body."

He actually wanted to take a bath, but he was too lazy, showing a kind of reluctant laziness.

"Do you want to take a bath?" Lin Fei was sweating, and the Lord asked him.

Ji Leyu pouted, "Wash before going to bed."

"Don't you feel sticky?"

"Then I don't want to either."

Lin Fei had no choice but to see that in addition to hypocrisy and cunning, duplicity, selfishness and willfulness, he is also lazy now.

As expected of his younger brother full of flaws, different flaws are born every day.

Lin Fei stood up, walked to the bathroom, and filled the bathtub with half a tank of water.

"Get up." He looked at Ji Leyu who was still sitting on the bed, "I'll wash it for you."

Ji Leyu shook his head again and again, "No, you can't stay with me for too long, you will get infected."

"How are you?"

"The doctor said we have to wait a day."

"It's okay." Lin Fei said calmly.

Ji Leyu was unwilling, "What if I infect you? I don't want it."

"Will not."

Ji Leyu wrapped herself in her little quilt and firmly refused.

Lin Fei felt that he was really stubborn.

"Then you won't sleep with me tonight?"

Ji Leyu nodded, "I'll sleep with you when I'm fully recovered."

It's not easy, Lin Feixin said, he has learned to be independent.

"I've got the water ready."

Ji Leyu said very childishly, "Then let's fall."

Lin Fei: ...

"Do you know what it means to save water?"

Ji Leyu: ...

"Go ahead." Lin Feici urged.

"Then I'll wash it myself." Ji Leyu said softly.

Lin Fei felt that he was in love with her right now.

He walked up to Ji Leyu and tilted his head to look at him, "Are you so afraid of infecting me?"

Ji Leyu nodded obediently.

Lin Fei's tone was light, "If I am also sick, I can stay here with you."

Ji Leyu:!

Can it still be like this? !

Even so, he didn't want Lin Fei to get sick.

Being sick is not a good thing, and you have to take "medicine", which is so bitter and unpalatable.

"Then I don't want to infect you." He said softly.

Lin Fei looked at him like this, and felt that he was really well-behaved at this moment.

He reached out and touched Ji Leyu's head, "Good boy."

Ji Leyu looked at him, wanted to act coquettishly and hug him, but was afraid that she would infect him, so she kicked off the quilt quickly, and walked towards the bathroom from the bed.

An adult Jile fish standing not far away: …

So his juvenile body really didn't want to infect Lin Fei?

Isn't it just to pretend to be pure and innocent on the surface, but in fact it is just to harm Lin Fei better?

Ji Leyu is in a complicated mood.

What made him even more complicated was how he felt that the two of them seemed to have a good relationship.

Lin Fei still wanted to give him a bath!

He even touched his head and said good!

Isn't he an iceberg robot, cold and silent, looking at everyone as indifferently as he looks at ants? !

Ji Leyu felt that something was wrong with the current situation.

This situation became more and more wrong at night, because Lin Fei walked from his bedroom to Ji Leyu's bedroom with a pillow in his arms!

The young Ji Leyu wrapped her little quilt and asked him puzzled, "What's wrong with you?"

"My bed is wet." Lin Fei said calmly.

He lied! Ji Leyu shouted in his heart, he lied to you, his bed wasn't wet at all!

"Then you go to the guest room." The little Ji Leyu whispered.

Whether Lin Fei looked at him or not, his tone was calm, "I'm asleep."

After speaking, he lay down and closed his eyes.

Ji Leyu looked at his back silently, and suddenly laughed.

He leaned up from behind him, with unconcealable joy in his voice, "Brother, do you want to accompany me?"

His voice was sweet, "You know I don't like sleeping alone, so you came to me on purpose, didn't you?"

Lin Fei closed his eyes and did not speak.

Ji Leyu has long been convinced that this is the case.

"Brother, you are so kind." He said softly.

He reached out and hugged Lin Fei, and leaned on his back, regardless of whether it would be contagious or not, he was tired of him and wanted to act like a baby with him.

He himself didn't go to school with Lin Fei because of illness, and he slept alone last night. Now Lin Fei is looking for him, how can he care about whether it is contagious or not, while comforting him? He is almost healed, and he will definitely not infect Lin Fei. At the same time, he is happy because Lin Fei would rather be infected than sleep alone and stay with him.

"Turn around." He said coquettishly to Lin Fei softly, "You hug me."

Lin Fei listened to his words and said deliberately, "Are you not worried about infecting me now?"

"Be careful." Ji Leyu's voice seemed to be hiding honey, "I will try not to infect you."

As he spoke, he begged softly, "Turn around, turn around."

Lin Fei had no choice but to turn around, Ji Leyu said happily, "Hug."

Lin Fei wanted to laugh when he heard his words, just now he was determined not to let him get close, but now he hugged him again.

He really is made of glue, sticky.

Lin Fei reached out and hugged Ji Leyu.

Ji Leyu leaned in his arms and said to him, "Touch"Touch."

Lin Fei had no choice but to "touch" him again, and Ji Leyu rubbed against his arms like a satisfied kitten, hugging him happily, almost rolling in his arms.

He said, "Brother, you are so kind, I like you the most."

Lin Fei gave a faint "um" to show that he knew.

The adult Ji Leyu not far away looked at the scene in front of him with a delicate mood.

Of course he could see that the little self in front of him really liked Lin Fei, otherwise he wouldn't be so happy in his arms and let him hug and "touch" him.

The problem is Lin Fei...

Why does Lin Fei seem to like this little self very much?

Ji Leyu shook her head, feeling a little narcissistic.

What a joke, Lin Fei likes him, although he is the young version of him, but the young version of him is not a good thing, how can Lin Fei like him?

Yes…

He ran over to sleep with him this big night, and allowed him to act like a baby in his arms.

Xiao Ji Leyu turned around when he said turn around, hugged him when he said hug, touched "touch" when he said "touch" "touch", that is Lin Fei, although it is the children's version, but it is not It should be so easy to talk!

When it comes to speaking, Ji Leyu is subtle again.

Well, he is quite willing to talk to him when he was a child. In the previous few meetings, he felt that it was unnecessary to even look at him. When he tried to strike up a conversation with him, he just said coldly "um", but now he can't talk .

Although it is not much compared with ordinary people, for Lin Fei, it is simply too much.

Ji Leyu sat on the chair, her mood became more and more subtle.

However, it didn't take long for him to know what it means that there is no most subtle, only more subtle.

—He went to Lin Luoqing, humiliated Ji Yuxiao, refused to marry Ji Yuxiao, and was revenged by Lin Luoqing when he grew up.

Now, Lin Luoqing is actually married to Ji Yuxiao. Not only are they married, but they also have a sweet relationship. Not only is the relationship sweet, but he has also become Lin Fei's father!

Ji Leyu felt as if he had finally sorted out everything in front of him.

He asked why Lin Fei was with them?

Why did Lin Fei call Ji Yuxiao's father?

Why was he not only not hurting Lin Fei when he was young, but also liked him very much?

The source of everything lies in Lin Luoqing!

When Lin Luoqing agreed to marry Ji Yuxiao, Lin Luoqing became his aunt, and Lin Fei joined him as his nephew. Of course, he would not hate his aunt, even because he was Ji Yuxiao's wife. If the partner hopes that the other party will like him, then he will naturally get along with Lin Fei in harmony.

Everything is in order.

Yes, why would he have such a dream?

Ji Leyu didn't understand.

After so many years, he has also successfully taken revenge on Lin Luoqing, and he doesn't feel that he is still brooding over what happened back then.

Taking a step back, after seeing Lin Luoqing's stupidity, how could he still be willing to let him marry Ji Yuxiao?

He is not worthy at all!

If he was asked to construct a dream, he would only let his parents and uncle appear in the dream.

These three, he really cared about them, and he couldn't forget them till now.

There will be no Lin Luoqing, nor Lin Fei.

He doesn't need anyone else, he just needs his parents and uncle.

For the first time, Ji Leyu seriously thought about this dream.

He saw Lin Luoqing asking Xiao Ji Leyu's physical condition with concern.

Watching him talk to him with a smile after Ji Yuxiao returned, kissing him where the children couldn't see.

I also saw him seriously helping Ji Leyu take a bath at night, poking his face and telling him jokes.

Ji Leyu smiled happily, hugged his neck and called him dad.

Lin Luoqing kissed him and gently called him baby.

He arrived at Ji Yuxiao after taking a bath, and Ji Yuxiao took his temperature again, kissed his forehead, and said that he was completely healed.

"Wait a few days, Dad will take you out to play."

"Okay." The young man said happily.

Ji Yuxiao hugged him, eyes full of love.

"Xiao Yu wants to grow up healthy and healthy. Dad will be happy only if you are healthy and safe."

Xiao Ji Leyu nodded sensiblely, "Yeah."

Ji Yuxiao hugged him tightly, and said softly, "Daddy likes you the most, no matter when he likes you the most."

Ji Leyu's eye sockets instantly became sour.

He knew it, he always knew it, Ji Yuxiao has always liked him, has always liked him, even if his own life is dying, he will hold him in his arms to protect him.

He loves him far more than he loves himself.

Ji Leyu walked over and silently hugged Ji Yuxiao.

After Ji Yuxiao left, little Ji Leyu left her bedroom and went to Lin Fei's bedroom.

Lin Fei is watching, he seems to like to watch, so there is a big table and a shelf in the bedroom.

Ji Leyu sat aside and watched for a while, then closed his eyes sleepily, and fell asleep on the table.

Lin Fei reminded him, "Go to bed and sleep."

Ji Leyu was reluctant, "I want to be with you, I won't be without you for a day."

Lin Fei seemed a little helpless, and he closed up, stood up, "I'll go to bed and watch."

Only then did Ji Leyu stand up joyfully, and went to bed with him.

He lay beside Lin Fei, hugged his waist, and let him "touch" himself.

Lin Fei cooperatively patted his head, leaned on the bed, and watched quietly.

Ji Leyu closed her eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

After a while, Lin Luo cleared up. He brought a plate of desserts, and when Ji Leyu had fallen asleep, his tone could not help but soften a lot.

"Little fish fell asleep?"

Lin Fei nodded.

Lin Luoqing put dessert and asked him to remember to brush his teeth after eating.

His tone was gentle, his eyes were full of love for the child, and he didn't have the slightest resemblance to Lin Luoqing who he had arrived before, except for his face.

Ji Leyu watched silently, and after a long time, slowly turned his attention to his young self again.

He slept soundly, with an unconscious smile on his face, as if he had some sweet dream.

Of course he had many sweet dreams, because he lived happily, his uncle loved him, his brother cared about him, and even Lin Luoqing would rush back early because of his illness.

They loved him very much, so even when he fell asleep, he smiled unconsciously.

Ji Leyu felt that he seemed to understand.

Why did Lin Luoqing and Lin Fei appear in his dream, and why his dream was not affected by his will.

Perhaps since he clearly realized that this was a dream, it was far from being as simple as a dream.

It is just showing itself a kind of ability, a very beautiful ability:

If Lin Luoqing hadn't been so stupid back then, if his uncle had married the not so stupid Lin Luoqing, then maybe they would have been like what he saw now.

They will live happily together, and he will have someone besides Ji Yuxiao.

It's just that Lin Luoqing's stupidity messed up everything.

Everything in front of him is so real, and the young self lying beside Lin Fei is living such a happy life.

Ji Leyu doesn't want to believe that all this is fake, he prefers to believe that in a certain world he doesn't know, everything is just as he sees it, his uncle is still there, and he is still living under Ji Yuxiao's love middle.

Ji Leyu looked at the young self in front of him tenderly, he really hoped that he could walk away happily all the time.

No one knows better than him how much pain and suffering he has experienced growing up.

Ji Leyu doesn't care about the physical pain, but the mental pain is too difficult.

He lived too boring and lonely, and he loved too much, but God took his love away from this world early, so his world was left with nothing but barrenness.

He is far better alive than dead.

He hoped that the children in front of him would have a better future and a life different from his.

He already has a life direction different from his own, so he should have a better destiny than himself.

Ji Leyu prayed devoutly, at this moment, reconciled with God for the first time.

He looked at his young self quietly and hopefully, every day, three days, until the fourth day.

The sunshine was gentle, and the young Ji Leyu sat at his desk, took out his treasures, and slowly tidied them up.

He has a drawer of manipulative tools. Even though he doesn't use these things often now, the young Ji Leyu still takes stock of them from time to time to make sure they are still in his drawer.

Ji Leyu looked at his drawer full of small items, nodded slightly, very good, he was right, he remembered that when he was a child, he also had such a drawer of treasures, and even in the back, these treasures accompanied him to spend time Had some rough days.

He watched Xiao Ji Leyu take out the small steel **** and count them slowly.

The diameters and sizes of the small steel **** are different. Little Ji Leyu was counting them, and some of them fell to the ground and rolled up.

Ji Leyu bent down to help him pick it up, and it happened that the little Ji Leyu also bent down and touched the steel ball, touching him.

The young Ji Leyu raised his head and saw a person he had never seen before appeared in the room at some time or for some reason.

It was the other party who was good-looking and beautiful, like his uncle, his father, and even his mother.

He looked at himself, tenderly and with a smile, and the little Ji Leyu tilted his head to look at him, and suddenly felt that he seemed to be very similar to himself.

He looked at the person in front of him in surprise, and said in disbelief, "Who are you?"

"Guess." Ji Leyu returned the steel ball to him and leaned against his table.

"Is it me?" Ji Leyu asked him.

There is a faint sense of intimacy in his heart, this kind of intimacy makes him not afraid of the person in front of him, and even wants to get closer and have a clear look at him.

And he did exactly that, walking up to his grown self and looking at him seriously.

Ji Leyu asked him, "Does it look good?"

Xiao Ji Leyu nodded and said with satisfaction, "It looks good."

Sure enough, when he grows up, he is still as good-looking as ever.

However, "Why are you here?" Xiao Ji Leyu was puzzled.

"Let me see you." Ji Leyu said softly.

"Then you saw it." Xiao Ji Leyu looked at him with a smile, "I saw you too."

His eyes are bright and flamboyant, full of pride and self-confidence that have not been tortured, like crystal clear crystals.

Ji Leyu nodded, the tenderness in his eyes became even more serious.

Xiao Ji Leyu looked at him, and asked him when he remembered something, "Are you rich now? Are you great?"

Ji Leyu chuckled and nodded.

"What about uncle and aunt?" Xiao Ji Leyu asked concerned, "Did you protect them well? Did you give them pocket money on time?"

Ji Leyu was caught by his question, he looked at the child in front of him, but couldn't speak.

He is too aware of the importance of Ji Yuxiao to him, he can't tell the people in front of him that Ji Yuxiao is dead, and Lin Luoqing has never been with Ji Yuxiao, he even humiliated him, disgusted him What he scolded was worthless.

He lived in the beautiful hope that Lin Luoqing and Ji Yuxiao wove for him, and he couldn't bear to pick up his world and smash it into pieces.

"Hmm." He responded with difficulty.

Little Ji Leyu didn't doubt it, and asked a new question, "What about Feifei? He should be very good too."

He suddenly remembered something and said vigilantly, "Does he still like me the most, does he still love me the most? Does he care about others more than me?!"

Ji Leyu: ...

"What do you think?" he asked back.

Xiao Ji Leyu swears, "I think he definitely doesn't."

He said it confidently, "He promised me, and he doesn't like to talk to others. He doesn't like anyone except me."

Ji Leyu: ...

That's a pity, Ji Leyu thought, he doesn't like me either.

He looked at the child proudly raising the minibus in front of him, and suddenly felt a little envious of him.

He confidently asks others to like him, and he is taken for granted to be liked by others. He is even full of confidence, and has no doubt that the other party will always like him.

He seems to have healed well the wounds caused by his parents' departure, and lives in this world full of hope like an ordinary child.

"Yeah." Ji Leyu said softly, "He still likes you the most."

He said, "Many people like you, most like you."

Little Ji Leyu didn't seem surprised, and even felt a little disgusted, "I don't care about them, it has nothing to do with me whether they like me or not, as long as uncle and aunt are fine, Feifei will be with me all the time."

Looking at his words, Ji Leyu felt that he was exactly the same as her in terms of emotional requirements—except, of course, for Lin Luoqing and Lin Fei, the uncle and nephew.

He reached out and touched Ji Leyu's head, with some pity and comfort, he told him, "Protect your uncle well."

"En." Xiao Ji Leyu didn't hesitate.

"You too, take good care of my grown-up uncle."

"Okay." Ji Leyu said softly.

He held the little Ji Le fish in his arms.

The moment she hugged him, Ji Leyu felt as if she was about to wake up.

He let go of Ji Leyu quickly, turned around and ran towards Ji Yuxiao's room.

He ran fast, afraid that he would wake up before reaching Ji Yuxiao.

He only wanted one side of him, even if it was just one side, just one side was fine.

He rushed to Ji Yuxiao's room, looking at him deeply and with nostalgia.

Ji Yuxiao was working, he lowered his head, as if he was looking at some documents.

Ji Leyu let go of the doorknob and walked towards him step by step.

He walked up to him, squatted down, and snuggled up to him like he did when he was a child.

"Dad." He called him softly.

He murmured again, "Uncle."

He looked at the person in front of him, put his head on his lap, and hugged his waist, as if he could still feel his warmth.

No matter how old he is, he will always be just a child in front of him.

"Dad." He said softly, this time, Dad, you must be happy.

Don't leave early because of me.

not worth it.

Ji Leyu stood up and kissed Ji Yuxiao the same way he kissed Ji Yuxiao's cheek when he was a child.

The world became real at this moment, he saw Ji Yuxiao's surprised eyes, he seemed to see him, and called him in surprise and tenderly, "Little fish?"

Ji Leyu couldn't help laughing, tears fell down his eyes, he nodded, nodded again, and said to him with a smile, "It's me, Dad, I have a good life, I have grown up, I am now very happy."

Ji Yuxiao stretched out his hand as if wanting to touch him, and also seemed to want to wipe away the tears on his face, but the moment he touched him, he turned around and suddenly opened his eyes.

"What's the matter?" Lin Luoqing, who got up earlier than him one day and was about to poke his face for fun, immediately withdrew his sinful fingers.

Ji Yuxiao frowned, the dream that was clear just now became blurred at this moment.

He thought for a long time before he said uncertainly, "It seems to be a dream that the little fish has grown up."

"He's doing well, very happy," he said.

"That's great." Lin Luoqing smiled, "It's just a long time before he really grows up."

"Don't worry." Ji Yuxiao said softly, "He's still a baby, and he still has a long time to grow up."

He will watch him, protect him, and let him have enough time to grow up slowly under his wings.

Ji Yuxiao turned around and hugged Lin Luoqing, closed his eyes, "Go to sleep for a while."

On the other side, Ji Leyu has also woken up.

The sky is bright, and a new day has begun.

Looking at the sunlight outside the window, Ji Leyu sat on the bed in a daze.

He still remembered everything in the dream, the surprise and tenderness in Ji Yuxiao's eyes when he looked at him at the end, the hand he stretched out, and the name he called out.

After so many years, he finally called him by his name again.

Ji Leyu smiled happily, but she couldn't stop her tears from falling.

He hadn't cried for a long time. As early as after Ji Yuxiao's death, his tears became a tool of disguise, and never once represented his mood.

And now, it has finally regained its proper function.

Ji Leyu opened the drawer and looked at the few photos of herself with Ji Yuxiao.

In the photo, Ji Yuxiao is young and handsome, like a sharp blade that has just been sharpened, attracting everyone's attention with its sharpness.

He was also fixed at this age, unable to grow up and grow old.

He thought that he would never be able to look like his uncle after the age of twenty-seven in this life, but unexpectedly, he arrived in a dream.

—Ji Yuxiao who is more mature, more reliable, and more paternal than in the photo.

Ji Leyu stroked his face carefully, and called his father softly.

He stayed here for three days, trying to fall asleep in various ways, and dreaming of Ji Yuxiao for the first time.

He even perfectly copied that day's itinerary, that day's diet, that day's wine, and that day's lying time.

But he never dreamed of Ji Yuxiao, and everything returned to the way it was before. God only favored him for a short time, and left in a hurry.

On weekend nights, Ji Leyu drove aimlessly around the city.

He's bored, he's always been bored, and he's always trying to be a little less bored.

At the red light, Ji Leyu smoked a cigarette and looked around, but saw Lin Fei's real estate from a distance.

He had simply investigated Lin Fei, so he naturally knew where he lived and which floor he lived on.

Ji Leyu stared at the building not far away, the smoke flickering in his mouth.

When the light turned green, the car behind him urged him to move forward.

Ji Leyu bit his cigarette, and drove towards the building he had been staring at by accident.

He has a cooperating client here, and he easily asked the other party to help him in the community, the parking lot, the elevator all the way, and Lin Fei's door.

Ji Leyu looked at the door in front of him, wondering if Lin Fei was there at this time.

Like he doesn't know why he's here.

Does he hope that Lin Fei is here at this time, or does he not want Lin Fei to be there.

He watched in silence for a long time, and finally raised his hand and knocked on the door.

The knock on the door was not loud, Ji Leyu stopped knocking too much, stood quietly, waiting for the result that he didn't even know.

Just when he ran out of patience and raised his hand to knock on the door again, the door in front of him was suddenly opened from the inside.

Lin Fei appeared in front of him in a white uniform.

Ji Leyu was instantly at a loss.

He looked at the person in front of him, and Lin Fei's eyes were calm, as if what belonged to him was not him, but his genus, his friend, or the ants in his garden.

It wasn't worth the slightest emotion he stirred up.

He clearly cares about himself sometimes.

Even in that dream, when he looked at him as a child, his eyes were not only full of his reflection, but also pampered and loved.

Ji Leyu laughed suddenly.

He looked at the person in front of him, the corners of his lips were raised, the smile on his face was clear, and his amber eyes were pure and innocent, "My car has a problem, it won't start, and my phone is dead, so you can temporarily Will you keep me overnight?"

His voice was soft and sweet, like an unawakened magnificent dream. He approached Lin Fei and said softly, "Brother."