Chapter 25: Graduation Ceremony (2)
The day after the mission was a day of rest.
However, we didn’t just relax. We sleep only enough to relieve fatigue and engage in light training from the afternoon onwards.
As usual, I wrote reports and loosen up my body with Denif in the training grounds. It was at that moment Orhen returned.
She waved at us from a distance, and her face looked somewhat better, despite everything.
‘I’m relieved.’
A few days ago, she was quite shocked, but it seemed like she had somewhat calmed down.
Of course, she was not completely fine.
Being a spy, she didn’t remain unaffected by the deaths of friends or comrades.
It was just that she became accustomed to it or didn’t show it.
Moreover, we hadn’t experienced such deaths ourselves.Orhen’s eyes weren’t red, but the slight puffiness around her eyes indicates that she was still mentally troubled.
“Uh… hey. Are you okay?”
“Yeah.”
Denif awkwardly greeted her. That wouldn’t do. In moments like this, we should treat her as usual.
There was no right answer, but it was based on personal experience. When I was in college, a friend’s father passed away.
Even if she was a nanny, she would have been like a parent to Orhen, so I thought it would be similar.
I give a light smile and wave my hand.
“Did you have a good trip?”
“Yeah. I heard Carlyn and Denif were fine. Still, I’m sorry I couldn’t join you.”
“Don’t worry about it. It’s not a particularly difficult mission.”
I lightly pat Orhen’s shoulder.
It was better to offer such comforting words as usual. It seemed to have worked well as Orhen smiled faintly in response.
“Yeah… Thanks.”
“You’ve been through a lot. Go rest inside.”
“No. I’ve rested enough. I also met Marhan. I need to train.”
I glance at Orhen for a moment at her firm words. Suddenly, a thought crossed my mind.
Was Orhen joining our training session because she was lonely and longing for human connection?
—I don’t want to meet people, but I’m longing to interact with people.
Those were the words uttered by my friend, who lost his father, while he was drunk.
Like Denif, apart from the Duke and Marhan, we were the only ones Orhen relied on.
“Alright. Um, then since the weather is nice, shall we take a short 30-minute break?”
“All of a sudden? What’s the matter with you?”
Denif hesitated at my words. He was the type who enjoyed fooling around.
But of course, he still worked hard. Because of his competitive spirit, he always followed my lead.
“We don’t have many days like this together.”
“You’re right.”
Denif nodded, but Orhen’s expression darkened slightly. Oh, I realized my mistake.
I quickly changed the subject.
“Let’s rest under that tree. I’ll fetch some water.”
I was trying to give Orhen some time to herself, but I’d said the wrong thing.
I didn’t consider that another form of parting, which Orhen, who had lost someone, could find difficult, might approach.
Regretting my words, I returned with the water, and Denif was babbling nonsense while Orhen was smiling brightly.
I was relieved. It seemed Denif took care of my mistake on my behalf.
‘Because he’ll do something when it’s necessary.’
Denif was known for making a lot of jokes, even when pouring cold water, but when it mattered, he always came through, creating a lively atmosphere.
Sometimes, his jokes were so absurd that they made you burst into laughter and think, ‘This crazy guy.’
“Carlyn, you were planning to go to the Empire, right?”
“Yes, definitely.”
As I handed them the water and sat on the bench, Denif asked me. Going to the Empire was a must. It was where the catalyst for Haisen’s downfall and the princess was. Denif tilted his head.
“I really don’t understand. Why the Empire?”
“There’s a lot to learn in that dangerous place.”
“I know, but it’s risky. It’s far away and the culture is different.”
“You never know, right? I’m just drawn to the Empire.”
“You really have a strange side to you. Don’t you?”
Denif asked with curiosity, and Orhen nodded her head.
Everyone knew that I wanted to join the Intelligence Corps in the Empire.
Denif kept pestering me about it as the graduation ceremony approached.
Since I didn’t have any reason to hide it, I told him, but Denif said he hadn’t decided yet.
I had a feeling that it wasn’t because of me or Orhen. Perhaps it was because we had grown up together and he might want to go to the same place.
Orhen had a place she wanted to go, but no matter how many times Denif asked, she kept it a secret.
‘Well, wherever they go, I’m sure they’ll do well.’
Mohen and Rekun. I still remembered the kids who had their graduation ceremony three years ago.
We were stronger than they were back then.
Under the assumption that we had the same standards, we could choose where we wanted to go without any problem.
“Oh, by the way, we don’t have any new recruits under us.”
Maybe they couldn’t find talented kids? It wasn’t a big deal.
I asked Denif.
“Still haven’t decided?”
“No, still considering. What about you, Orhen?”
Denif turned his attention to Orhen.
“Isn’t it time for you to tell me?”
“I don’t know.”
Orhen turned her gaze to the sky. Her contemplative expression made her look as distant as the sky reflected in her eyes.
Suddenly, I felt like I knew something.
If Orhen was a noble from somewhere…
She might want to go to that country. Just like Denif in the game, dreaming of revenge from the past.
I had a feeling that if she had a place she wanted to go, there was a high chance there was a reason behind it, just like me.
It could be Haisen, the Empire, or another kingdom. I wasn’t particularly worried. After all, the duke would have taken care of it.
Denif snapped.
“Oh, come on. Tell me. I need to make my decision too.”
“Don’t tell me you have been struggling because of me, Denif?”
“Of course.”
Orhen asked, and Denif nodded his head.
As I suspected, Denif wanted to be with us…
“I won’t go to the same place as you guys.”
…Ah, I see. I scratched my head for no reason.
For a moment, Orhen, who had a slightly sad expression, hid her emotions and asked.
“Why aren’t you going to the same place as us?”
“Because I want to get stronger and surpass you guys.”
“But you are already the strongest, Denif.”
“You should think about Carlyn’s weird days.”
Denif used to call the days when I was in a better condition weird days.
As I told the duke, it didn’t come every year, but about once every six months.
Come to think of it, I’d grown a lot too. On the first day, I held a sword, I lost to Denif…
But now, on my good days, I could easily beat Denif.
“I will become overwhelmingly strong. I will become the youngest vice-leader and leader ahead of all of you.”
Denif said, looking at me.
Aside from that, I didn’t quite understand.
“But even so, is there a need to separate?”
“When we meet after a long time, the change will be more noticeable. And if I’m with you guys, I might unintentionally block your path.”
It was a tremendous confidence, filled with the conviction that he would always be ahead.
I had a vague sense of what he meant.
If we were in the same place, it became harder for one person to move up.
And perhaps it was a sentimental desire to go to a reunion with a successful image.
I hadn’t been to a reunion myself, so I was not exactly sure, but I’d heard about it.
I chuckled and retorted.
“But fighting as the vice-leader and leader doesn’t necessarily mean success, you know?”
“Of course not. Hey, do you think I’m pretending to be a fool on purpose?”
“What are you talking about?”
“I’m serious.”
While we were having that conversation, Orhen suddenly spoke up.
“I’m going to Altre.”
Altre?
Altre was one of the two kingdoms adjacent to Haisen.
“Altre?”
“Yeah.”
“Why there?”
“Just because.”
Denif asked again, but I connected my previous inference and became certain that Orhen was of noble birth in Altre.
“Alright, then I guess I’ll go to Temerzan or Haisen.”
“Which of the two do you think Denif will go to?”
“Well, Haisen seems better, right? Father is also nearby.”
I also thought he would go to Haisen. He tended to follow the duke quite well.
He probably went to Haisen in the game too.
“Looks like everything’s decided.”
“We’re all going our separate ways.”
There was a deep sense of regret in Orhen’s mutter. But it was not like we could go together.
I had my own plans, and Denif was determined. Orhen must have her own goals too.
“We might meet again in the future. We can even have joint missions between spies. It’s not uncommon to go to different factions for security reasons.”
“I heard about that.”
Maybe my words were somewhat comforting, as Orhen nodded. But I still sensed her disappointment.
Only Denif was beaming with joy.
“Alright then. When we meet again, even if Carlyn is in his weird days, I’ll show that I’m the strongest.”
What a clueless guy.
As I silently criticized him, Orhen burst into laughter and puffed out her chest.
“You’re such a fool, Denif. Why are you only concerned about Carlyn? I won’t just stay quiet.”
“Oh really? Then give it a try.”
Denif chuckled as if finding it cute.
Ironically, Denif seemed to have a talent for soothing moods more than me.
Hmm, it seemed like it was hurting my pride in some way.
* * *
Time passed quickly.
There were no external missions, just days of training. The duke was also absent.
Marhan and Lena finally reviewed everything we had learned so far.
We made potions and concoctions we were already familiar with, just like Mohen and Rekun did in the past.
It was quite satisfying.
I was able to revive some faint memories.
And last night, Marhan informed us that tomorrow was the graduation ceremony.
I wasn’t sure what kind of test would be involved in this graduation ceremony, but I wasn’t expecting to have a good day.
‘I didn’t really have high expectations about it.’
Since I had already experienced it once recently, I knew I had at least another half a year to go.
We gathered in the training area as usual. The duke and the leaders and vice-leaders of the four intelligence agencies were waiting for us.
‘Huh?’
Standing in front of Marhan, I noticed the intense gazes directed at me. The eyes of the leaders and vice-leaders were burning with fervor.
I sensed a flow of Phiri’s presence and exchanged glances with her. A man smiled at me.
“Phiri, is that him? The one who sensed your presence.”
“…Huh? He sensed my presence? What are you talking about?”
“We already know everything. It seems like it’s true based on your reaction.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Aren’t you really struggling, Phiri? Since you’re having a tough time dealing with the kids.”
It was a conversation spoken out loud as if to be heard. Although they referred to me as a kid, the atmosphere wasn’t like that.
While giving Phiri a hard time, they also stared at me as if trying to catch my gaze no matter what.
‘Are they trying to recruit me through eye contact or something?’
Regardless of the outcome, I would go to the Empire, but it seemed like I unintentionally gained popularity.
Orhen asked Denif if that person was the one we were talking about.
It was because she had already heard about it from us.
Denif glanced at me mischievously. He seemed to be a mix of jealousy and competitiveness.
I made a gesture with my mouth that said, ‘What?’
Why were there so many people looking at me like this today?
At that moment, Phiri, who had been denying it all along, suddenly shouted.
“Marhan! Did you tell them, Marhan?”
“I didn’t tell them anything like that.”
“Then how do these people know?”
The duke interjected, raising his hand.
“I did. They read the reports.”
“…Ah, you can’t tell them that, It would ruin your daughter’s reputation.”
Huh? Daughter?
As far as I know, the duke didn’t have any children. If that was the case, Phiri must be a godchild like us.
The duke laughed.
“We should all know the good information together. Besides, Carlyn already has a place he wants to go.”
“Really? Hey. No. Carlyn? Carlyn, where do you want to go?”
Phiri asked me with a soft voice, looking at me.
At the same time, the other leaders and vice-leaders were also looking at me. Their eyes were full of anticipation.
What should I do about this? While contemplating, Phiri laughed.
“Come to the Empire. Hmm? I’ll really take good care of you.”
The other leaders and vice-leaders smirked.
“Can’t anyone take care of him just as well in other places?”
“That’s true.”
It was half a joke and half a sincere statement.
“Oh my, I’ll really take care of you. More than these people.”
There was annoyance mixed in Phiri’s gaze and tone. It seemed like things were about to escalate, so I felt like I had to say something before it got worse.
After all, we would be spending time together soon anyway. I slowly opened my mouth.
“Well, I…”