Gaia Chronicles: The Integral Saga

Chapter 182:  When He Called Me Beautiful



The garden shimmered under the noon sun, a canopy of blossoms in full bloom painting the world in hues of blush and cream. Dew still clung to the petals of roses and morning glories, and the air carried the scent of sakura and distant laughter. Hikari stood silently beneath a pale wisteria tree, its branches drooping like silver rain above her head, casting soft lilac shadows across her porcelain skin.

Her fingers curled tightly around the stem of a crimson camellia, freshly picked and trembling in her grasp.

She was nervous.

Not from fear—no, not the kind that had defined so much of her life. This was something stranger. Warmer. And yet, terrifying all the same.

Cyg was late.

But then again, she had arrived early—far too early, her usual anxious habits making a quiet reappearance. She paced in circles on the gravel path, fidgeting with the edges of her silk sleeves. Her festival dress was simple but elegant, dark navy with a subtle constellation pattern woven into the fabric, the stars glimmering faintly as she moved. Her long black hair was braided down one shoulder, a fresh iris tucked just behind her ear. Mia had helped with the braid. Sylvia had insisted on the iris.

"Because it brings out your eyes," Sylvia had winked.

Hikari flushed just remembering it.

Then, footsteps.

She froze—her breath caught halfway in her throat.

And then he stepped around the bend of rose hedges.

Cyg, in his usual festival uniform: pressed black with minimal gold trim, the jacket cut crisp to his frame. There was something unconsciously elegant in how he stood, like a sketch come to life with perfect symmetry—precise, minimal, and coldly beautiful.

He looked at her.

And blinked.

And kept looking.

She wanted to look away. Her first instinct was always to retreat, to make herself small. But not today. Not after everything.

Not after he had held her trembling hand as she cried in the middle of a collapsing chapel. Not after she had whispered her childhood fears to him, and he hadn't judged or pitied her—but simply held her gaze and listened.

Not after he had said, "You're stronger than you think."

She swallowed and smiled softly.

"You came."

"I said I would."

He stepped closer, and the air felt heavy with everything unsaid.

They didn't speak for a moment, only the wind moving through the wisteria branches filling the silence between them.

Then:

"You look..." Cyg stopped himself.

Hikari blinked. "What?"

He seemed to wrestle with the words. As if unused to them. As if they tasted unfamiliar in his mouth.

"…Beautiful."

The word settled into the air like a falling petal.

Her eyes widened.

He looked away, almost stiffly. "Objectively speaking, of course. Your outfit is balanced. Harmonious. The colors complement—"

Hikari laughed. Not mockingly—but light and warm and suddenly glowing like sunlight through ice.

"Cyg."

He stopped mid-ramble.

She smiled again, wider this time. "Thank you."

A pink hue touched her cheeks. Not from embarrassment—but something deeper. Because it wasn't just the compliment—it was that he had tried. Fumbled through unfamiliar feelings just to reach her.

She stepped closer.

"Would you…" she looked down at her hands, "Would you walk with me?"

He nodded.

And so, the two walked side by side down the blossom path, soft petals swirling at their feet.

They spoke little—Cyg was never one for unnecessary words, and Hikari didn't need many. Instead, there were glances. Pauses. Moments.

She spoke once of the stars—how she had always felt more comfortable beneath them. That sometimes she imagined her mother's voice in their light.

Cyg listened.

He mentioned—hesitantly—how he used to watch the stars alone, too. Not because they comforted him, but because they were constant. Predictable. Eternal.

They paused beside a reflecting pool, koi swimming lazily beneath water lilies. She knelt and trailed her fingers through the water, her reflection trembling in the ripples.

"Do you ever think," she asked softly, "that we're just pretending to be okay?"

He didn't answer immediately.

Then, "Not pretending. Enduring."

She looked at him, and for the first time in a long time, she saw not just the tactician, the cold-eyed genius—but the boy beneath. The one who had also bled. The one who had also survived.

"I want to keep enduring with you," she whispered.

He looked at her.

And then, slowly, he extended his hand.

She took it.

It was trembling.

Hers was too.

But they held.

Not tightly. Not possessively. Just enough to say: I'm here. And I see you.

A gust of wind rustled the trees—and in its wake, the wisteria blossoms began to fall like snow.

Cyg watched them fall.

And said, quietly, like it hurt to admit:

"I don't think I'd mind…if it was you."

Hikari blinked.

Then her lips parted.

But she didn't speak.

She only leaned her head against his shoulder.

And in the hush of the garden, with the sun dappling between petals and pondlight—

They stayed like that.

Together.

Enduring.

Endlessly.


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