Chapter 138: Scars and Flames
Location: Gaia HQ – Medical Wing, Room 07, 2:14 AM
The lights were dimmed, casting long shadows across the pristine floor. Harriet sat on the edge of the hospital bed, a thin sheet wrapped around her torso, revealing the red, flame-shaped scar running along her shoulder blade. A nurse had just left, whispering something about "ether feedback trauma from overuse."
But Harriet didn't care about the diagnosis.
She stared into the mirror, fingers grazing the scar, lost in thought.
"Still there," she muttered.
"Just like always."
It wasn't the first time this wound had reopened — not physically, but emotionally. It had been there since her first full ignition of Vermithar, years ago during an unauthorized mission. It had almost killed her.
"You think you're so strong," she whispered to her reflection. "But you're still scared of burning everything."
Her voice broke.
"Just like you did before."
Flashback – 3 Years Ago, Mission Codename: Red Fall
The village had been overrun by Abyssal beasts — malformed, heat-seeking creatures immune to conventional weaponry. Harriet was young, reckless, and desperate to protect her unit. So she overloaded Vermithar's core.
It worked.
But the resulting inferno killed six of the local survivors who were hiding nearby — including a little girl who had clung to Harriet's hand just moments before the blast.
She still remembered her eyes. And her scream.
She never told anyone the full truth.
Location: Gaia HQ – Rooftop Garden, 7:03 AM
The sun hadn't fully risen. Harriet stood alone, coffee in hand, arms wrapped around herself.
Until she felt someone near.
Cyg.
"You left medbay early," he said quietly.
"I needed air."
He didn't speak, just stood beside her, letting the silence stretch between them. Then:
"You were dreaming. In the medbay. You said something about fire and… a little girl."
Her eyes snapped to his, wide and vulnerable.
"You were watching me?"
"I was… worried."
She didn't speak at first. Then she sighed, her voice a whisper of ash and regret.
"Three years ago… I lost control. I saved the mission, but people died because of me. I've never told anyone the truth. Not Thea, not Astron, not even Gian."
A tear slid down her cheek — quickly evaporated by the rising heat of her skin.
"I thought if I trained hard enough… if I became stronger… maybe I could forget that I was the reason they burned."
Cyg reached forward, his mechanical hand resting gently over hers.
"You're not just your power, Harriet."
"Aren't I? Everyone sees me as flame. As heat. As danger."
"I don't."
She looked up, her expression aching.
"Then what do you see?"
His answer was immediate, certain.
"I see someone who survived her own fire. And chose to protect others with it — even when it hurt."
She didn't reply.
She just leaned into him.
Not into the metal armor. But into him.
Location: Gaia Training Complex – Combat Arena 4, 10:00 AM
Later that day, Harriet stood across from Sylvia in a training match. The air shimmered with heat as the duel began.
"You're distracted," Sylvia said mid-dodge, her shield ringing with resonance.
"I'm fine."
"You're… glowing," she added with a raised eyebrow.
"Maybe I like glowing," Harriet shot back, smirking.
Their exchange was swift, fiery, and electric — and though Sylvia ultimately won, she walked away looking thoughtful.
"Whatever's going on with you," she said softly, "don't let it distract you in real battle."
Harriet grinned as she wiped sweat from her brow.
"Maybe… it's not a distraction. Maybe it's finally an anchor."
Sylvia's expression flickered.
"Cyg?"
Harriet didn't answer.
But her smile said enough.
Location: Engineering Bay – Cyg's Private Workspace, 11:45 PM
That night, Harriet visited again — this time with something new. A custom-forged flame emblem etched into a bracelet. Cyg looked up from his blueprints as she entered.
"This is for you," she said. "To remind you of me. Not the burning me… just me."
He took it carefully, like it might melt in his hands. Then, wordlessly, he slid it onto his wrist and gave her a rare, soft smile.
"You think I need a reminder?"
She walked closer.
"Maybe not. But I think I did."
They stood close again — fire and frost, chaos and calm — and in that moment, there was no battlefield, no guilt, no scar that mattered.
Just warmth.
"I don't want to be afraid of myself anymore," she whispered.
"Then don't be," Cyg replied. "We'll face your fire together."
And this time, when she leaned forward, and he met her halfway — the kiss wasn't explosive. It wasn't fiery.
It was soft.
And healing.