Falling apart in moonlight

Okay so I don't really have anything special to tell you'll so please don't mind it. But I might be avoiding Ren for 4 days straight as I habe not gone to school for these days . I mean they all are prep for the Annual day and they are the performers so they are going for practicing. So we all 'non- performers' have nothimg to do, so YES I am using this as an excuse to avoid him.I mean I'm a bit sad and cheated y'know to find out that he has a crush on someone else. I mean ppl can hace crush on multiple pple but then why did he have to look at me, steal glances at me , look at me above his friends' head, smile at me and behave in a way that might make me misunderstand things? I just hate it. I'm a bit sleepy so bye for now.