Chapter 217: Butterflies
It was tough.
My first night back home was tough. I, Tsunade, never thought to be the clingy type. I was filled with nostalgia at every corner as if I had been away from home for decades. Maybe my mind was put in a trance-like state, forgetting this was my actual home.
However, mixed in with that nostalgia was an even greater feeling of longing. I hit the bed and I couldn't sleep... Azrael was by my side reading some books to document herself, she was much the same. Tomorrow we were supposed to set off back to Konoha to hand over Orochimaru to the council, I'd have to start making some strategic moves... but my mind couldn't be any farther from any of that right now.
I fidgeted back and forth thinking.
'I am so stupid...'
My bed felt cold, my insides empty... by now every night I would be nice and filled, sleeping in my man's arms, hearing his breath. Just touching his skin brought so much pleasure and that pleasure was gone now.
I took it for granted and now that it is missing, I feel like a patient experiencing a huge withdrawal.
That pleasure had become a drug to me.
'I abandoned my man to chase after a dream and now he's surely getting fucked by some elves... w-why did I have to do it? Is becoming a Hokage more important than being together with the father of my child?' I asked myself the same question repeatedly but with a different wording.
I knew they were circumstantial words; I didn't care about Ray's extramarital activities... he was just that good. But I didn't care so long as I got my share, which I am not getting now and it pisses me off that somebody else is getting it instead of me!
Soon the thoughts became even more toxic. I wondered if I had made a difference.
'Does he miss me?'
"Stop thinking nonsense" I heard Azrael say, I frowned and looked at her all so calm down reading her book while I was here shrieking inside. She made me feel like I was a little child compared to her, which probably I was.
However, I knew... it couldn't be so simple.
I crawled up to her and with no shame whatsoever lifted her skirt and lowered her panties. Azrael immediately blushed but otherwise kept her 'calm' facade as I witnessed her pussy trembling and watery like a cascade, it looked swollen as if it was suffering!
She's actually worse than me!?
"Let's go back, Azrael" I faltered and fought my inner demons in a way akin to an unarmed toddler struggling against an elephant.
"Hmph, control yourself, Tsunade. This is nothing, it is only the first night. Once I get used to it I'll be back to normal; and the next time I see my lord, the pleasure will be just like the first time. Learn some discipline, we have more important matters to do, you have actually... I'm here just to take care of you".
I gasped, I think this is the first time I have seen her talk so much and they were such profound words. A pity her cascading pussy removed at least 30% of that charisma. I sighed and put her panties back, her words weren't what I wanted to hear, but they were what I needed to hear.
The desire to become a Hokage spawned from my desire to carry Dan and Nawaki's dream, I want a Konoha where my child can grow up in peace, but more importantly, I want a world where anyone can go freely anywhere without fearing for their life. This is a dream that goes far beyond Konoha and the land of fire.
I must get myself together, it doesn't matter how much I love him, I can't put everything away for him. I want to stand in front of him and his other wives proudly and tell him what I have achieved.
"Thanks Azrael, I feel like I can focus now–"
[You can always opt for a therapy. Just make a booking, Tsunade] Horus suddenly said.
'...'
[You have the chat function as well if you wish to contact Ray at your disposition, it is free of charge].
'...'
[Ray has personally asked me to give all his wives a fifty per cent discount on therapies. It is a privilege only wives have; not pets, they must pay the whole price... so you may also take advantage of this feature].
'We want to make a booking... like... right now'.
These butterflies in my stomach can't be stopped... and I don't wish to stop them either.
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After we departed from the Baharut Empire, my life has been unexpectedly quiet. When I have too many of my girls in one place, they drag away most of my time. I used to complain about it, but whenever they're not around, I miss them.
I can't give preference to some over others, so I came up with a shady way of sorting this out.
I made a fifty per cent discount... for everyone. But I told Horus to advertise it in a certain way to make them feel a bit special. I could have made it completely free... but if I did, there would not be an end to it.
And as expected... I had an affluence of bookings. Seeing all the names of the women I loved to line up for therapy filled my stomach with this inexplicable feeling. Yasaka was the first one, followed by Kuroka... that naughty cat finally showed up, huh?
In less than an hour, all of them, even Grayfia, had already made a booking.
'We should make it only twenty per cent discount, Horus'.
[I am afraid your lovers will be upset if we do].
I think Horus is right, the last thing I want is to piss off those world-destroying entities I created.
[To keep good vibes, I have a suggestion... would you like to go through with it?]
'Hmn...'
At that time, I didn't know the magnitude of Horus suggestion; it would break loose a level of hell that was unexpected.
[Group 'wives' has been created].
[Group 'pets' has been created].
[Group 'sweethearts' has been created].