Chapter 8
“I’m serious, take it off, damn it.”
Lee Ju-ha suddenly turned serious and pulled down my pants.
What the hell is this all about?!
I awkwardly pulled my pants and underwear all the way down.
My unresponsive, soft little friend hung there limply, making its appearance.
Squeeze.
Ahhh, damn it!
Lee Ju-ha suddenly grabbed my groin tightly and started freaking out.
“Why the hell didn’t you say anything sooner?”
“Say what?!”
“That you’re good at poker! If you’d said something earlier, I wouldn’t have lost all my money, damn it! Do you even know how much I lost?”
Why are you blaming me for losing money because of your incompetence?! My… dignity!
“You didn’t ask! You didn’t ask!”
“You should’ve brought it up on your own!”
“Aaaargh!”
How much did you lose? How much? It wasn’t even a million won!
“I thought you only played odd-or-even games! Just odd-or-even!”
“You knew I played poker too, damn it!”
Lee Ju-ha grabbed at my balls as well and shook me mercilessly.
Save me, damn it!
But Lee Ju-ha suddenly loosened her grip and pushed her tongue between my lips.
“Ugh!”
My mind went completely blank.
Lee Ju-ha’s tongue aggressively pushed its way in, searching for mine as it lay motionless at the bottom of my mouth.
“Mmph.”
As if demanding an answer, Lee Ju-ha kept poking and shoving her own tongue under my tongue.
W-wait a second.
My brain short-circuited, and my body froze in place.
Squelch, slurp.
My bewildered tongue was entangled by Lee Ju-ha’s, wrapping around it almost possessively.
M-my… my first kiss.
I had already experienced a lip-smacking kiss back in kindergarten, but it was just a simple peck and held no real meaning.
From elementary school to high school, my tongue had never once intertwined with a girl’s. Now, instinctively frozen, it was drawn into Lee Ju-ha’s.
‘Huh, huff.’
My head was spinning.
I probably looked like I was making an ahegao face.
Just the sticky touch of Lee Ju-ha’s tongue against mine sent sparks shooting through me.
Slurp, squelch.
Whatever technique it was, Lee Ju-ha’s saliva kept flowing along my tongue.
The slick, slippery texture carried a peculiar mix of coffee and cigarette flavors as it slid down my tongue and into my throat.
“Ugh…!”
At the same time, a signal came from below.
Just from the kiss, I was already fully aroused.
When Lee Ju-ha moved her hand up and down, semen dripped out with a slick sound.
Squish, squish.
W-wait, hold on.
Everything was escalating so quickly, I couldn’t think straight.
When I pushed her away lightly, Lee Ju-ha opened her eyes and pulled out her tongue.
“You’re terrible with your tongue.”
Why did it feel like things had turned around?
I wanted to dive back in for another kiss, but instinctively I couldn’t.
Crossing the line would definitely get me beaten to a pulp.
This wasn’t some romantic, love-filled kiss.
It was just a skill to get me aroused, a tactic to completely throw off a clueless virgin like me.
I thought a kiss was supposed to be reserved as a final boundary for someone you truly love.
Even last time, we had sex, but there wasn’t a single kiss involved.
I assumed that, no matter how casual they were, even Lee Ju-ha would think a kiss was too unhygienic for someone as pathetic as me.
But I guess not. It wasn’t about love or affection—it was nothing more, nothing less than a primal, animalistic mingling of tongues designed to quickly get me aroused.
Maybe it was because both of us were riding a high of adrenaline right now.
After seven straight rounds of Hold’em, my excitement had surged, flooding me with adrenaline for the first time in a while.
Watching from the side, Lee Ju-ha must have been just as fired up, riding a wave of dopamine to their limit as I kept winning.
So it seemed like they just kissed me in the heat of the moment.
I hesitantly leaned my face back toward Lee Juh-a.
She tilted their chin and smirked slyly.
“Oh, look at you.”
But she didn’t pull away this time.
Maybe I had crossed a line as a loser, but the mood seemed to flow naturally now.
Or perhaps she thought, “Once you’ve done it once, doing it a second time doesn’t matter.”
My tongue slipped back into Lee Ju-ha’s mouth once more.
Smack, smack, smack.
At the same time, Lee Ju-ha continued to work relentlessly on my lower half with wild intensity.
Her soft hand moved mercilessly as if urging me to finish quickly.
I-I’m losing it.
I had no idea what I was doing or why I was moving like this.
Acting purely on instinct, I pushed my tongue into her mouth with abandon and gripped her breast tightly.
“Ssshh…”
I thought I heard her curse, but I was too caught up in the moment to care and continued to squeeze her breast.
Her breasts, still firm and unyielding, pressed against my palms, and the sensation of her hardened nipples brushing against my hands sent a tingling sensation through me.
“Ha, ha.”
I-I can’t breathe.
It felt like the blood flow to my head was blocked, making my vision blurry.
At the same time, an overwhelming sense of release washed over me.
“I-I’m going to come.”
I stammered urgently, pulling my tongue away.
Before I could react further, Lee Ju-ha gently wrapped her hand around me with an oh? kind of sound.
“Ugh, ugh.”
With a slick, wet sound, my dick shot up.
In a hurry to keep it off the floor, Lee Ju-ha quickly pulled my penis up and stroked it gently.
Ha… Hah.
It felt like my soul was being sucked out of me.
The feeling was incomparable to our previous sex.
Even though it was only done by hand, the amount of release was on another level compared to climaxing inside her.
“Wow, damn…”
Lee Ju-ha let out a stunned exclamation, slowly moving her hand.
Slick, slick.
My still-pulsing penis, having spilled every last drop, twitched and leaned to the side.
“Wow, seriously, what the hell, hahaha.”
Lee Ju-ha, half in disbelief, looked at my clothes with a desperate expression.
Damn it…
When I came to my senses, I noticed that my shirt was already covered in semen.
No way, damn it, my clothes…
I’d been so out of it that I hadn’t even grabbed a handkerchief, so I had no choice.
Still, it was a relief that Lee Ju-ha pulled me up in time. Otherwise I would have spilled everything on her clothes and the floor.
“Yeah, that’s rubbish now. Unreal.”
“Ugh…”
Of all things, it had to be a black T-shirt to make it stand out even more…
Lee Ju-ha grabbed some tissues and started to clean up the mess as they talked.
“Just throw this in a bag and wear one of mine on the way out.”
“There’s a loose one lying around.”
“Will it even fit me?”
“Just wear it, damn it, unless you want to go out naked.”
W-well, it’s better than nothing…
After wiping my shirt, I rolled it up and stuffed it into a bin bag.
“Ugh, the smell of semen.”
Lee Ju-ha laughed and went to the bathroom.
Only then did I notice the sticky mess around my lips.
…
I roughly wiped my lips with the back of my hand while putting on my underwear.
I was left with a strange, indescribable feeling.
***
“Hey, check if it’s uploaded.”
A video uploaded after just one hand session.
I immediately opened the OnlyFans site on Lee Ju-ha’s phone.
“Hmm…”
There was a photo of Lee Ju-ha on her profile.
Her body didn’t look much different, but her face seemed to be heavily edited.
Honestly, it didn’t seem necessary – it would have been fine without all that.
As I scrolled through her profile, I also noticed a couple of bait photos.
It was clear – this kind of physique and bone structure is rarely seen in Korea.
The size and shape of her breasts are almost unreal…
But then again, does it stand out enough to have a unique edge? Hard to say. After all, it’s a platform where people from all over the world upload content.
【Click on Video】
Two videos were uploaded.
One was about 15 minutes long, and the other was around 10 minutes.
It seemed like they had split up the footage from last time into two parts.
“Uh… hmm…”
I felt strange.
Damn, watching my own sex video as a recording feels so surreal.
Seeing myself with a mosaic over my face only made the experience more unsettling.
I couldn’t concentrate. Seeing myself panting and moving in the video sent my brain into shutdown mode.
I-Is this really happening?
“What do you think?”
I wasn’t sure.
Just seeing my own back and appearance on the screen was enough to short-circuit my brain…
To be honest, my eyes were drawn more to myself than to Lee Ju-ha’s naked body.
Wow! A porn debut! …damn it.
“I’m not sure.”
I figured I’d have to see the whole thing to form an opinion.
Trying to ignore myself as much as possible, I forced myself to concentrate on Lee Ju-ha.
To be honest, it’s kind of exciting.
Just thinking about this moment makes my lower half tingle and feel heavy.
But when I think about whether it’s objectively exciting for someone else, I’m not so sure.
The angles are a bit off.
The video was shot from a distance, so you can see us, but it just looks like two people doing their thing – nothing more.
Now I understand why camera angles are so important. We should’ve either mounted the camera on the wall or I should’ve held it myself during the shoot.
Ah… so this is why adult film actors say filming is so hard.
Because of the angles, they have to hold the camera right in front of their face or their navel.
And if you want to focus on the female actor, you have to shoot from above the male actor’s face. That’s why they do it.
“It seems decent, but at the same time kind of meh.”
I watched the whole video.
I couldn’t tell if it felt underwhelming because I was in it, or if there was something really missing. It didn’t leave much of an impression.
Now I understand why people hire cameramen. Without someone else filming, there’s no dynamic feeling at all.
Or maybe it’s just the difference in camera quality? I can’t be sure. It could also be that I’ve distanced myself and gone into a kind of post-clarity mode.
“For something like that, it’s… uh…”
Lee Ju-ha’s eyes moved down to me.
I quickly covered up. Hey, getting fully aroused is just a physiological reaction – I can’t help it!
“It’s not that it’s bad or anything, I just… don’t know if it’s something that would sell well, you know?”
“Oh? Sounds like you’ve seen enough to know the trends.”
I haven’t seen that much.
Well, maybe more than most girls.
Lee Ju-ha flopped down on the bed as if too lazy to care.
“Ugh, whatever. It’ll probably sell.”
Well, I didn’t think it wouldn’t sell at all.
It’s just that the kind of numbers Ju-ha is thinking about – 300,000, 400,000, 500,000 a month – probably won’t happen.
But there’s definitely a market for it. A body like this isn’t exactly common.
“Angles, camera perspectives… I don’t really understand that stuff.
Talk to Unnie about it next time you see her or something. I don’t know~”.
If you’re happy with that, I have nothing more to say.
But… Unnie? Are they talking about the person who edits the videos? …Meeting them would probably make me break out in a cold sweat.
“Hey, I just sent you 150,000 won.”
“What’s 150,000 won for?”
“The money you won in poker earlier.”
Huh?
Oh, right, I did win 300,000 won.
But this is really a place where you can make money. That’s surprising.
“Is this a legitimate place to make money?”
“Yes, of course. I told you, I cashed out 500,000 won once.”
Really? It’s a strange site.
Well, I guess if they didn’t offer cashouts, no one would bother to play. And 500,000 won might not even be a big deal to them.
I licked my lips and sent the 150,000 won back to them.
“Just keep it.”
“Huh? Why?”
Lee Ju-ha, who had been lying down, suddenly sat up, his eyes wide with surprise.
Honestly, since I was the one who won it, it would make sense for me to take 200,000 won and leave 100,000 won for Ju-ha. But it wasn’t my money in the first place. And I wasn’t playing to win money.
I just felt bad seeing Ju-ha being played like a fool, so I jumped in for a few rounds. The 300,000 I won was just a by-product of that.
More than anything, I didn’t like the idea of using the money.
It’s not just that it might have been won illegally…
Every time I’d see that money in my account, it would probably bring back bad memories from the past.
So I just didn’t want to take it.
‘It’s someone else’s money anyway…’
I didn’t want gambling money in my account.
People often say that gambling money carries bad energy, and to be honest, I couldn’t disagree. It was something I had felt over the years watching my father.
Lee Ju-ha didn’t seem to care…
“Just use it yourself. It’s basically your money anyway, since you brought it in.
Realistically, considering how much Ju-ha had already lost, it might as well have been their money to begin with…
“Hey, Lee Jun-hyung, seriously!”
Ju-ha suddenly lunged at me and grabbed me there again.
Why my crotch again?!
“You really want to get fucked, huh? Is that it?”
“No, that’s not it!”
“Come here, damn it, I’ll take it one step further!”
No way, damn it! Two more steps and it’ll hurt! It’s going to hurt!
I kicked and ran in a panic, but I couldn’t help laughing.
Somehow it felt like a lot of the dark memories were fading away.