Chapter 9
9. Do You Regret It?
The male host Hai Tao was excited: “Maybe Yu Ye is just to survive, who knows if it’s for his daughter, or why he educates his children so poorly in the future!”
The hostess Nana agreed: “Yeah, you must know that according to the next development, it is Yu Shuying’s rise time, why did he not let this child become a child star, why let this genius show for the first time to everyone!!!”
this moment,
Others in the gym also shouted,
Everyone was basically saying, “Come on Yu Shuying, you’re the best, you still have us.”
And Yu Shuying bowed slightly.
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little shadow,
At three years and eleven months, she was completely familiar with the second paragraph.
Then she began to think about the final ending,
And this time, the picture is winter,
The first picture is at five o’clock in the morning. Yu Ye got up and covered his daughter with the quilt. He covered the throat that was about to cough and pressed the blue veins on his forehead. Then he put on a tattered coat to make breakfast, and then locked it. Doors, with alarms in place to prevent anyone from entering,
Then ride an electric car to school to deliver meals,
The cold wind whistled, and his eyelashes were covered with white snow. The cold was not terrible. What was terrible was the dizziness caused by the headache.
At 8:30, after the meal was delivered, he returned home,
The daughter is obediently waiting for him to eat, the meals are two,
One is roast goose and rice porridge,
One is Laoganma mixed with rice porridge,
The former was eaten by her daughter, and the latter was eaten by Yu Ye. When Xiao Shuying brought food to Yu Ye, Yu Ye took it back with a smile.
“I get a cough when I eat meat,” he said with a smile.
Makes a lot of people look a little sad,
But Xiao Shuying took it seriously and nodded seriously.
Until after dinner, Yu Ye went out. During the day, he worked part-time on the construction site. He was busy until the evening and hurried home to cook. Then it was eight o’clock.
The daughter is writing the last paragraph,
She has already written the first sentence,
insects fly,
Then she didn’t know what to write, which surprised Yu Shuying in front of the screen, is she really a genius?
And Yu Ye smiled and touched Xiao Shuying’s head, and said casually.
“What do worms eat?”
“Leaves, soil, little bugs, flowers,” Xiao Shuying thought while holding her fingers.
“It’s like sleeping in the dirt. The insects are flying away, and the dirt should also fall asleep.” Yu Ye pointed to the dark night outside the window.
“Okay.” Xiao Shuying nodded and wrote, but then shook her head again.
“It doesn’t sound good, what should my mother do when she is angry when she hears this song, it’s better to ask Hua’er to sleep.” Xiao Shuying couldn’t help but blurted out.
Seeing this at this moment, Yu Shuying really couldn’t help clenching his hands,
Because the father is still talking.
“It’s better to call next, each one looks good.” Yu Ye spoke seriously, but his soft eyes could melt all the ice.
“No, you need to call a pair and a team to look good. No, it’s beautiful.”
Then Xiao Shuying wrote again,
One pair after another is beautiful,
“Then your mother is afraid of the dark, is she afraid of heartbreak, she loves you so much, she is definitely not afraid of the dark, not afraid of heartbreak, and not afraid of exhaustion and fatigue, in order to find you, she is not afraid of going in any direction, not afraid of any direction. ”
Yu Ye said over and over again in Xiao Shuying’s ear,
in that month.
Xiao Shuying changed it countless times, and finally changed it.
Until Xiao Shuying was three years old, on the 1st day of the twelfth month, she held the lyrics in her hand, sang it seriously, and at that moment, the song of innocence, ethereal and sweet, grief and thoughts rang out.
It’s like the sadness that connects the two time and space at the moment.
dark sky
Bright stars follow
insects fly
insects fly
who are you missing
The stars in the sky are crying
Withered roses on the ground
cold wind
cold wind
as long as you are with me
insects fly
flowers sleep
One pair after another is beautiful
not afraid of dark
just afraid of heartbreak
whether tired or not
No matter the east, west, north or west
And at this moment, after the song was sung, Xiao Shuying held her father’s hand, raised her head and asked, “I have written the lyrics, when can I see my mother.”
“Soon, when your song is sung by many people, when many people like you, you will be able to meet.”
Yu Ye spoke earnestly, and Xiao Shuying nodded her head obediently and earnestly.
His expression seemed to be prophesying, predicting that he would be nineteen years old, and Yu Lianyi at this moment, spanning fifteen years,
A late but unmistakable prophecy.
But at this moment, the show station and Yu Shuying looked at it complicatedly and couldn’t help muttering.
“Is this how the first song in my life appeared? It seems that everything is a coincidence, but it was all designed by him, allowing me to write this song, which enhanced my confidence in the first creation.”
“But the lyrics were written by my mother, and my father was just a messenger. Since you made me write this song so hard, why did you deprive me of my first hope of becoming famous when I was four years old.”
“Why deprive me of every study after that!”
“Why deny all my efforts!”
“Since I was four years old, I never called you father again. I don’t regret it, because you are not worth calling.”
Yu Shuying spoke in silence, Amy stood lonely, she seemed to be back when she was four years old, holding a book alone and watching other children play, but she only had endless boring studies.
From the budding of childhood memories, to the freedom and confusion of her youth, to her academic choices, she has been fighting against her father all her life.
“I haven’t called you father since I was four years old, I don’t regret it…”
At this moment, this sound also resounded throughout the audience. Her grief seemed to be transformed into real water, opening the tear ducts and sorrows of every audience.
It also made many viewers can’t help but marvel at her growth journey.
Some people are also curious, what happened at the age of four, such a fateful father-daughter confrontation,
For this reason, Yu Shuying was unwilling to reconcile in his life.
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