Chapter 77
Chapter 77
guessed.
As Ou Shaowen revealed more and more information, Ou Renjin had already pieced together the puzzle in his mind.
However, even though he guessed it, at this moment he still couldn’t control the anger that was burning violently.
This kind of insane laboratory survived in this world for a day, and he would feel sick.
At this moment, he couldn’t think about obeying the law, he just wanted to tie up those researchers on the operating table and do exactly what they did to Ou Shaowen.
Let them feel for themselves that their bodies are constantly being cut and stitched, that life is worse than death.
Ou Shaowen is still saying without emotion, “I am their most successful experimental product, they started to sell my organs for profit, my daily life is very monotonous, I have nothing else to say, do surgery to transplant organs, and then wait It regenerates and repeats. Until one day, when I opened my eyes and woke up, I inexplicably traveled through time and space, and came to a brand new world, appearing in a ward completely different from the laboratory.”
When he said this, he finally raised his eyes, and his tone was no longer cold, “I met you that day.”
There was a smile on the corner of his lips, as if starting from here, all the later ones became sweet memories that he could tell with a smile, “At that time, I thought you were also a rich man who bought my organs. He believed in his own doctor and equipment more, and took me out for a short time. So, in fact, from the first day I saw you, I was already ready to transplant my heart for you.”
Having said that, he finally got to the point, and he began to analyze himself, “It may indeed be that I was too used to being a petri dish in the past, and I didn’t think there was anything special about the things I was used to doing. And you And it happens to be someone I like, who just needs my heart, and I just happen to be able to save your life, so for me, making such a decision is just a matter of course, I don’t know if you would mind so much.”
“I know, you care about me and love me far more than myself, but for me this heart is a consumable that will be regenerated every two months, but for you it is your long life in the future, and I have no choice but to save it.” You.” His deep pool-like eyes sparkled little by little, and he just looked at Ou Renjin with a soft voice, “So can you also understand me from my perspective, don’t be angry anymore, okay?”
Before coming to this appointment, Ou Renjin really did not expect to hear such words from him.
He suddenly felt that Ou Shaowen, whom he had always thought was ignorant and floating in the world like floating dust, was not what he thought he was at all. He has his own set of ideas and logic, but he is used to obeying himself, and he has never explained to him why he does something calmly and reservedly like now.
He suddenly felt that Ou Shaowen was extremely charming at this moment, with an indescribable unique charm.
“I’m sorry.” Ou Renjin apologized to him bluntly, his heart seemed to be wrapped in a layer of soft clouds, the love he poured out made him feel a little buoyant, but because of the deeper sourness and discomfort, he didn’t float to the sky.
He is not someone who can’t think in another way. In fact, he has always been very clear that the reason why he resisted Ou Shaowen’s heart so fiercely was that on the one hand, he could not completely believe Ou Shaowen’s words at that time; Selfishness.
There is no way to bear the pain of his relatives leaving him again, so he is very selfish and transfers these pains to Ou Shaowen. He was forcing him, using a stimulation therapy that he himself felt despicable, and using the pain that impressed him deeply to remind him that once similar things happen in the future, please don’t make similar choices again.
He never liked **** plots like martyrdom, and he didn’t think that whoever left in the world could not survive, but to a certain extent, he believed that if Ou Shaowen was really going to die at that time, he might be A person who let his emotions die with him. This has nothing to do with how much he loves Ou Shaowen, the deeper reason lies with himself.
Ou Renjin sorted out her emotions, smiled, “Your story is over, logically speaking, it’s my turn.”
“My story…” He got stuck here at the beginning, and he was silent for a long time before continuing.
“Let’s start from the age of 12. I just graduated from elementary school that year, and I did well in the graduation exam. My parents are very busy on weekdays, but that time they wanted to keep their promise and take me out to play once, and then on the road… There’s a car accident.”
He subconsciously sped up his speech, as if he really wanted to skip this description as soon as possible, “When the vehicle hit, my father subconsciously avoided the direction where I was sitting, and my mother immediately protected me with her body. Me, so in the end they were hospitalized with serious injuries, and I was just scratched.”
Ou Renjin’s eyebrows twitched a little bit, “After rescue and treatment, their condition has stabilized, and then one night, when children are isolated and helpless, they will always look for their mother, even if they are lying on the floor of her room, It’s also more at ease than being in my own ward. So I lay behind the sofa in her ward, trying to guard her, half asleep and half awake, I heard the footsteps of two people…”
He brought the plot of the death of his parents to the past in a few words. The language was concise and there were no descriptive or expressive words, but Ou Shaowen’s tears flowed down. He gritted his teeth and felt that he could compare to the saddest moment before. It will be countless times more sad.
The most painful thing in this world is not suffering all the time, but making you fall from heaven when you are the happiest. How painful should Ou Renjin who grew up in the love of her parents be?
Seeing that he was crying, Ou Renjin smiled slightly, took out a tissue to wipe his tears, “I didn’t say this to make you cry, I haven’t gotten to the point yet.”
He briefly mentioned the predicament at that time, the annoyance and suspicion of his grandfather, the hidden murderous intentions of his uncle and aunt, and the words that were occasionally used to comfort him but made him more painful.
People always want to dig out a little bit of beauty in tragedy, so people around them, including the news media, have emphasized to him over and over again how great your parents are and how much they love you.
At the beginning, they said that they still wanted to protect you before they died. Later, some people said that they didn’t want to protect you, and they might not die either.
Then, at the time of his most emotional breakdown, he was diagnosed with heart disease, and he fell into deep self-doubt and painful self-blame. As a heart patient, he may not live many years at all. Is it worth trading the lives of the two people he loves most?
“During that time, I became a little world-weary. On the one hand, I hated myself, but on the other hand, I felt that I had to live a few more years. After all, it would be too bad to exchange my parents’ lives for only a few years. It’s worth it.”
“When I first found out that you had undergone a transplant operation for me, I was not sure that you would survive. I didn’t dare to let myself have expectations, and subconsciously considered things in the worst direction. I was afraid that I would never see you again. You, regretting not being good enough to you before, and then start to feel that…enough is enough.”
It was a kind of exhaustion that came from the bottom of my heart.
“That process… the process of watching the person I love die for me, and constantly convincing myself to live for him, has really made me tired enough. Intellectually, I know you all love me and are willing to do it for others There are very few sacrificed people in this world, you are noble and great, but I am too cowardly and inferior to bear such deep affection.”
“So, I apologize to you. You have done nothing wrong. Don’t belittle and doubt yourself. On the contrary, if your sacrifice is for someone else, he must be full of emotion and pity, and he may wait by your hospital bed. You wake up and give you a comforting and loving kiss.”
He lowered his eyes and admitted his despicableness, “It’s all my problem. I admit that I used the wrong way. I just hope that if this happens again, please cherish yourself and… feel sorry for me, don’t let me bear this pain again.”
Ou Shaowen’s eyes were red like a little rabbit, he bit his lip and nodded, choked up and said, “I’m sorry.”
He didn’t know it was like this, Ou Renjin was overly deified in his heart, he always felt that he was omnipotent, capable, rich and popular, everyone loved him, and there was always a steady stream of people wanting to be with him.
He thought he just had a bad relationship with his family, but he didn’t expect those people to be so vicious and ruthless, like wolves in sheep’s clothing, you don’t even know when they will show their fangs to you.
It must have been difficult for Ou Renjin to grow up in such an environment and endure the torture of illness.
For so many years, he didn’t even hate the researchers who made a knife on him, but at this moment, he began to hate Ou Renjin’s so-called uncle and aunt. Why did he treat him like this? Can people really ignore everything for the sake of wealth? ? They are relatives, not strangers or enemies, why can they do such things to relatives?
He has a good memory, and immediately recalled the scene of accompanying him back to Ou’s house, which is really disgusting.
“I won’t leave you alone,” he stood up, walked to Ou Renjin’s side, leaned over and hugged him, “I will always be with you, I am in good health, even if there is any accident I will definitely not die, and I will definitely live longer than you.”
His tone was sincere, like an oath.
Just let him become Ou Renjin’s family, let him hold this person in his palm, kiss him, pet him and love him.
Ou Renjin hugged his waist and patted lightly, “Although this seat is in the corner, it seems that someone can see us. Do you want to make it so exciting in public?”
Ou Shaowen sat on his lap, lowered his head to kiss him, and he kissed his chest through his clothes, “Does it still hurt here?”
Ou Renjin pursed her lips, feeling itchy in her heart, “It’s even more exciting. When people accidentally see us, they should think we’re about to stage a live **** palace.”
As if he hadn’t heard of it, he held his hand again, pulled it to his lips and kissed pitifully, “What about here, does it still hurt?”
He finally stopped joking, and replied seriously: “It doesn’t hurt.”
At that time, my heart was too painful, so I didn’t feel the pain. In fact, he didn’t scratch deeply. Everyone has a self-protection mechanism. If it doesn’t hurt, don’t you stop kissing? Then I’ll act like a baby with you, my lips hurt too, and I want you to kiss me.”
Ou Renjin looked at him with a smile on his face, closed his eyes under his gaze, and invited him to kiss brightly.
Ou Shaowen felt that his face was starting to burn, it was too… too shy, when Ou Renjin wanted to kiss him before, he always kissed him directly, this is the first time he stayed here, as if waiting for him to make a decision kiss.
Thinking of this, he felt a little embarrassed to kiss her like this.
Ou Renjin closed her eyes, and couldn’t help curling up the corners of her mouth during the waiting time.
Seeing him laughing, Ou Shaowen felt that he was being laughed at, and those hesitations were instantly forgotten. He held Ou Renjin’s face in his hands, and opened a little distance to gather strength before kissing him deeply.
At this moment, he had long forgotten about the public occasion, and he was so full of liking in his heart that he didn’t know how to express it, as if the only way to express it was with a kiss.
This kiss lasted for a long time, and their breath blended together, feeling each other’s body temperature, feeling each other’s love and intentions.
Until there seemed to be footsteps of waiters approaching from far to near, Ou Shaowen woke up from his obsession, left his lips and looked to the side.
The waiters here have received professional training, and generally they will not easily step forward to disturb the guests, but their dishes have not been served yet, so it is impossible not to disturb their intimacy.
Ou Shaowen watched the waiter approach from a distance, but still sat on Ou Renjin’s lap without moving.
“The dishes for both of you have been served. Please ring the bell if you need anything.” The waiter maintained her professional smile without looking sideways, turned around and left after a slight bow.
Ou Renjin couldn’t help laughing, “It’s time for her to go back and break the news with her friends.”
“Can we continue?” Ou Shaowen turned his head and wanted to continue kissing him, but he put his hand on his head and rubbed his hair along the way.
“Let’s eat first, the food will be cold later.”
“Then you go back to the villa today, and we’ll do the rest when we go back.” It was direct and wild enough, but it was really what Ou Shaowen could say.
“Okay, I promise you. It just so happens that I haven’t finished what I want to do to you.”
Ou Shaowen finally returned to his seat and sat down obediently, then silently speeded up his meal.
Ou Renjin was amused by his hamster-like eating several times, and stopped teasing him, and quickly finished eating with him.
As soon as they got home, they went straight up to the second floor. Ou Renjin wrapped his arms around his waist and brought him down on the bed.
He grabbed a corner of his clothes, pulled it up from his waist, and kissed tenderly where his heart was, “What about you? Do you hurt?”
Ou Shaowen was dizzy and subconsciously shook his head.
“I’m not asking now, I mean, when you have so many operations, does it hurt?”
“Here, has it been cut open by a knife?”
“It won’t hurt if I kiss you, okay?” Ou Renjin’s voice was gentle and caring, Ou Shaowen pursed his lips, and his eyes turned red again.
He kissed his waist from his chest, and then turned to his neck. This kind of kiss did not contain the slightest sensuality, as if it was his other language, which was better than his voice, whispering his mood.
It’s a pity that I couldn’t participate in your past, and it’s a pity that I couldn’t save you when you were in pain. The past is over, and I hope that when you touch every piece of skin in your body, you will think of my kiss, and Not those scars.
Ou Shaowen could hear what he wanted to express, so he trembled even more, and his whole body melted into the warm ocean.
The next day, Ou Shaowen woke up in Ou Renjin’s arms, smiled foolishly at his sleeping face, then leaned over and kissed him.
Ou Renjin raised his eyes sleepily, and saw Ou Shaowen jumped off the bed cheerfully, his energy was no different, but he was tired and weak, feeling hollowed out.
All right, who made our baby have supernatural powers?
From this day on, he naturally returned to live in the villa. When Ou Shaowen asked, he said that he had already heard the answer he wanted.
“So you’ve completely forgiven me?”
“What about you? Did you forgive me too?”
Ou Shaowen came over and hugged him and shook him affectionately, “I never blamed you, but next time you don’t disappear for so long, I will be very scared.”
“Okay, but speaking of this, I remembered that I still have something to tell you.” During the month that Ou Renjin disappeared, he went to a scientific research institute in the United States and signed an agreement with them. At the same time, he also took the opportunity to see Let’s take a look at their research and analysis on Ou Shaowen.
“Although you said that you have traveled through the entire time and space and are no longer in the original world, people in the laboratory can no longer find you, but this does not mean that people in this world are as true, kind and beautiful as you think. You should know your physique How scary would it be if it leaked out?”
When Ou Renjin saw the image of Ou Shaowen’s regrown heart with his own eyes, apart from being pleasantly surprised and happy, the first thought that popped up in his mind was fear.
If his physique is leaked out, those who wander in the gray area, those things in the gutter, will come to them by smell.
He was afraid that he would always miss something, that he would not be able to protect him tightly, and that he would live in anxiety forever.
“I didn’t think about it that much.” Ou Shaowen was a little dazed, he had never had any concept about these things, “And Guan Qijun signed a guarantee agreement with the doctor at that time, don’t worry.”
“Take care of Qi Jun? Huh.” Ou Renjin’s face suddenly became displeased, and he sneered.
Another big reason for his anger at that time was that Ou Shaowen believed the person who wanted to hurt him so easily. He didn’t expose the fact that Guan Qijun had bad intentions from the beginning to the end in front of Ou Shaowen, because although he reminded others of his sinister hearts countless times, he didn’t really want him to face those hypocrisy and malice.
And he thinks that he will give him enough revenge, just the suppression of the industry is not enough to calm down, just wait, or he will be alone forever, if he has his beloved, he will let him lose the pain of a loved one.
He liked best to arrange the plays.
“His agreement was not perfect enough, so I went to sign some supplementary clauses. Also, he and Dr. Chen also had to sign a supplementary non-disclosure agreement.” Ou Renjin said in a serious tone, “You don’t have to worry about these things, they have been resolved. Your only task is to be careful and careful, not to expose your special physique to anyone in any place, and what you did to He Yixin before is not allowed, and by the way, he also has to sign a non-disclosure agreement.”
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It has already been replaced, and I have to work hard, friends, and then start watching from the middle.