Becoming The Villainess’ Acolyte

Chapter 22: I will never be that powerless again



The orphanage disappeared into the mist behind me as I walked further into the unknown, its gates swallowed by the distance. Each step away from my former life felt both like a liberation and an overwhelming burden.

I was free, truly free, for the first time in my life, but that freedom came with the chill of isolation and a gnawing sense of uncertainty.

The path before me stretched endlessly, winding through the thick forest that surrounded the orphanage. The trees here were ancient, their towering trunks twisting skyward, their leaves a brilliant green canopy above that danced with the wind.

Sunlight pierced through the foliage, dappling the ground in patches of gold. Birds chirped above me, their songs filling the air with life, and the rustling of small creatures in the underbrush reminded me that I was no longer within the safety of the orphanage walls.

It was beautiful stunning, eve but it also felt foreign. The air out here was different, uncontained, vast. I breathed it in deeply, trying to settle the tremor of nerves that bubbled in my chest.

For years, I had dreamed of this moment of leaving the orphanage and setting out on my own. But now that it was real, now that the weight of responsibility rested solely on my shoulders, I felt the full gravity of it.

The road was rough beneath my boots, worn from years of travelers and merchants passing through. I didn't know where I was going, not exactly.

I had no clear destination in mind, only the vague sense of needing to go somewhere, somewhere far from where I had failed, where I had been defeated.

My bag bounced lightly against my back with each step, the few possessions I carried seeming so insignificant now. The sky above was a pale blue, streaked with wisps of clouds that stretched out like brushstrokes on a painter's canvas.

I tilted my head back to take it all in, the open expanse of the sky filling me with a sense of awe. I had been cooped up for so long in the orphanage that I had forgotten how vast the world could be.

But along with the beauty of it, there was a sense of foreboding. Out here, I was truly alone. No Elara to guide me, no Lyra to chat with over meals, no children laughing in the distance. Just me. The road ahead was as uncertain as the emotions swirling in my chest.

I knew I wanted to grow stronger, to never feel that crushing sense of helplessness again, but what that meant or how I would achieve it was still unclear.

The forest gave way to rolling hills as the afternoon wore on, and my feet ached from the constant travel. The muscles in my legs protested with every step, but I pushed on, refusing to stop. My mind kept circling back to the fight with Elara.

Her wind magic had been so overwhelming, so effortless. The way she had wielded it controlling the very air around her was something I couldn't shake. I had tried so hard, but in the end, it hadn't mattered. I hadn't been good enough.

And then there were the memories of my parents, always lurking in the shadows of my mind. The way they had been ripped from me so suddenly, so violently.

I could still see the flames, smell the acrid smoke in the air, and hear the distant screams of that night. The images were burned into my memory, flashing before my eyes when I least expected them. I clenched my fists at the thought, my nails digging into my palms.

I will never be that powerless again.

The words became a mantra, repeating over and over in my mind as I continued down the road. I wouldn't allow myself to be weak, not anymore.

I would learn to control my magic, to harness it the way Elara did, and I would make sure that no one could ever hurt me or those I cared about again.

But what did that mean for the person I wanted to be? Could I still be a force for good while holding onto this burning desire for revenge? My parents' killers were still out there, somewhere, and every day I felt the pull of that dark need to find them, to make them pay for what they had done.

But at the same time, I knew that if I gave in to that part of myself, I risked becoming something I wasn't ready to face.

The sun began to dip toward the horizon as evening approached, casting the landscape in shades of orange and pink. I hadn't encountered another soul since leaving the orphanage, and I couldn't help but feel the weight of that loneliness.

The silence out here was different from the quiet of the orphanage there, it was peaceful, comforting. Out here, it was vast and empty, and it pressed down on me like a tangible thing.

As the sky darkened, I decided to stop for the night. I found a small clearing just off the road, sheltered by a cluster of trees.

The ground was soft with fallen leaves, and I dropped my bag down, stretching my sore limbs. I had no tent or proper supplies, just a thin blanket to keep off the cold. It wasn't much, but it would have to do.

I gathered a few sticks and stones to create a small fire pit, though I had little experience with such things. The orphanage had provided for all of our needs, and I had never had to fend for myself like this before.

After several frustrating attempts, I managed to get a fire going, the small flames flickering weakly in the gathering darkness.

As I sat there, huddled close to the fire for warmth, I couldn't help but feel a deep sense of vulnerability. Out here, I was just another traveler, exposed to the elements and the dangers of the wild.


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