Chapter 2: Chapter 2: Awakening
A dull ache radiated through his chest, making each breath feel like a struggle against an invisible weight. He remained motionless, his head feeling heavy and his thoughts muddled. Darkness danced in his vision, and for a brief moment, he believed he was back on the court, the cheers of the audience fading into the background, the intense, tearing pain in his leg overshadowing everything else.
Then, a surge of clarity overcame him.
He gasped, his eyes flying open, and the surroundings gradually took shape in muted gray and brown hues. The ceiling above was low, its wooden beams twisted and splintered. A faint odor of damp earth and smoke hung in the air, irritating his nostrils. The bed beneath him lacked the crispness of recovery room sheets; instead, it was rough, scratchy, and uneven, reminiscent of bundled straw.
He sat up abruptly.
Pain pulsed through his temples, causing his vision to blur. He grasped his head and groaned, struggling to breathe as he fought against the sensation of spinning. His body felt alien—lighter, weaker, and unfamiliar.
A voice cut through the fog.
"Take it easy, Sander," said a soft, steady voice.
He flinched at the name, turning his head quickly towards the sound. Nearby, a woman sat on a simple wooden stool, her hands resting in her lap, her expression a mix of calmness and deep concern. Her silver hair was loosely tied back, and her pale, weathered face bore lines of wear softened by maternal tenderness.
"Sander?" he echoed, his voice hoarse and strange.
The woman stood slowly, her movements cautious as though she feared he would collapse before her. She moved closer, kneeling beside the bed and gently placing a cool hand on his forehead.
"You are still a bit warm," she murmured softly to herself while brushing his sweat-dampened hair back. "You frightened me, you know. Fainting like that in the woods. You have always been somewhat delicate, but this… I thought we had lost you."
Fainting? Woods? He stared at her, his heart racing with each word. None of it made sense. He attempted to speak, but a lump lodged in his throat rendered him silent. Instead, he glanced around, searching for some connection to reality.
The room was small and shabby. The walls were haphazardly patched together with uneven planks, and thin cracks allowed slivers of light and cool air to seep in. A small wooden table in the corner held a solitary unlit candle, its wax melted into jagged edges. Beside it sat a chipped clay bowl, a cloth draped over its rim.
"What…" His voice faltered. He swallowed hard and asked again, "Where am I?"
The woman—his alleged mother—frowned and gently cupped his cheek. "You are home, Sander. You have been resting here since yesterday. Do you truly not remember?"
He shook his head weakly, the name she used echoing in his mind like a distant sound. Sander. It felt foreign and alien, yet… it nestled within him as if it belonged.
However, it could not be true. He was Darius Fall, the Point Guard, a legend in the making. The championship. The injury. The excruciating pain.
His breathing accelerated as the memories rushed back like a burst dam.
The roar of the crowd. The lights overhead. The desperate jump, the twist, the sudden snap of something within him. The searing agony that coursed through his body as he crumpled to the polished floor, screaming, his vision growing dark as the surrounding noise faded into static.
And then… nothing.
He gripped the edge of the blanket covering him, his knuckles turning white. He had died. He was certain of it. Yet here he was—in this strange, fragile body, in a place that felt impossibly ancient.
"Mother?" he rasped suddenly, the word escaping his lips as if testing its significance.
Her eyes softened, shimmering with unshed tears. "Yes, my dear. Im here."
He blinked, the weight of her gaze both heavy and comforting. It tugged at a hidden part of him, providing a reassurance he did not realize he needed.
"Please tell me," he began, his voice steadier this time, "what year is it?"
The inquiry prompted a momentary confusion on her face. She tilted her head, her brows furrowing together. "The year 937," she responded cautiously. "What an unusual question. Did you sustain an injury when you fell?"
937. The figure appeared to be a distant notion, disconnected from any temporal framework he recognized. The woman leaned in closer, resting a hand on his shoulder. "Perhaps I should summon the herbalist," she suggested softly.
"No," he interjected, taking hold of her wrist. His abrupt action startled her, and he quickly eased his grip, lowering his hand. "I just… I am well. I simply need a moment."
Her concern remained evident, yet she nodded. "Very well. However, do not overexert yourself. You are still in the process of recovery."
After she stood and proceeded into the adjoining room, he focused on his hands. They were not his own—no longer the strong, calloused hands of a seasoned craftsman. Instead, they were delicate, refined, and lightweight, with barely visible veins beneath the skin.
Swinging his legs over the side of the bed and leaning forward, he quickly realized that the world appeared askew. His knees buckled as he rose, necessitating that he grasp the bed frame for steadiness. His body felt frail, his muscles underdeveloped and malnourished.
He staggered toward a cobbled mirror positioned against the far wall, standing before it and gazing at his reflection.
The image was both astonishing and captivating. His skin was pale, almost translucent. Silver hair shimmered with a faint luminescence, even in the dim light. His eyes were a striking, icy blue. The visage belonged to a boy—beautiful, haunting, and entirely unfamiliar.
He leaned in, his fingers brushing against his face as if to confirm that the likeness was indeed authentic. This was not the face of Darius Fall. It was not his face.
The door creaked softly as his mother returned, carrying a small bowl of hot water and a towel. She paused, observing him silently from the doorway.
"You have always been too hard on yourself, Sander," she remarked gently, her voice breaking the silence. "But you are still here. That is what is most important."
Her words resonated deeply within him. He ceased gazing into the mirror and turned to face her.
"I…," he hesitated, the unfamiliar name lingering on his lips. "Im fine, Mother, just need a moment. Thank you."
Her expression softened, and for the first time since awakening, he felt a glimmer of something familiar—resolve. .
As Sander turned away from the cracked mirror, the reflection of his new, ethereal face remained etched in his mind—a fragile, haunting beauty. He sank back onto the bed, feeling weak and overwhelmed with swirling thoughts. His mother, Isolde Visione, placed a bowl of water on the bedside table, her skilled hands gracefully wringing a cloth, even as the hardships of life marked her face.
"You've been overdoing it again," she gently chided, taking a seat beside him. "I warned you yesterday not to venture deep into the woods, but your stubbornness got the better of you. I found you collapsed by the Silverbark stream, and I thought…" Her voice quivered for a moment before she composed herself, tenderly pressing the damp cloth to his forehead. "I honestly thought we'd lose you."
Her words struck him more deeply than anticipated. Despite the toil evident in her hands, they moved with a gentle care that revealed her unspoken suffering. He studied her as she worked—The way her lips pressed together when she was focused. The faint lines at the corners of her eyes, hints of a smile long buried under worry.
His mother. Not just any mother—his mother now.
"Mother," he spoke slowly, testing the intimacy of the word. She paused, tilting her head to meet his gaze.
"Yes, my dear?"
He hesitated. "Who… who are we?" Though it felt awkward, it was the only way he could voice his uncertainty.
Her expression began to falter, a fleeting sorrow crossing her face before she masked it with a fragile smile. "Ah," she said, continuing to dab at his temple, "you've been ill for a long time. Perhaps the fever has clouded your memory." Setting the cloth aside, she clasped her hands in her lap, her shoulders sagging slightly.
"We are the Visiones," she began, her tone a mix of warmth and conviction. "Once, we were a noble family, esteemed advisors and renowned merchants. Our striking silver hair and pale complexion were known throughout Aurionvale, with some referring to us as 'the House of Snow and Stars.'"
Her gaze drifted, lost in memories of a life long past. "Your father was a financial genius, a trusted advisor to the crown. Our family enjoyed lands and influence. But…" She trailed off, her hands tightening slightly in her lap.
"But what?" Sander pressed, his voice resonating with unexpected strength.
She took a breath, allowing a sigh to escape. "We were betrayed, deceived by those we once considered allies. They stripped us of everything—our lands, wealth, and reputation. Your father fought valiantly, but the courts favored the powerful. With no other options, we had to flee the capital and settle here in Eryndale."
She gestured around the cramped room. "This is what remains—just a crumbling cottage and one another."
Sander leaned back, the weight of her revelations settling heavily over him. He grappled to understand how this newfound identity mingled with the dim echoes of his past life.
"Your father…" she continued, her voice thickening with emotion, "works in Carna, leaving often to cover our expenses, most of which go to repaying lingering debts. He'll return tomorrow, and you'll feel more calm with him home."
A faint but genuine smile reappeared on her lips. She brushed a wisp of silver hair from his face. "You've always been strong, Sander. Even when we've had nothing, you've found a way to keep going. I'm proud of you, my son."
His chest tightened at her praise, and he looked away, afraid she might see the emotions bubbling to the surface.
She rose, smoothing her faded skirt. "Rest now; I'll prepare some soup. You need your strength back."
As she exited, her soft footsteps fading on the wooden floor, Sander let out a deep breath. His gaze wandered to the deflated basketball in the corner, a token of a simpler time.
The room fell silent, save for the faint crackle of the hearth in the adjoining space and the soft murmur of his mother humming a tune he didn't recognize. Sander slouched forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his hands laced together.
He rubbed his face, still struggling to make sense of everything. The faint warmth of his new skin felt foreign under his touch. This wasn't his body. The muscles weren't there, the strength, the years of discipline honed on the court. What remained was a fragile shell—thin arms, a hollow chest, and legs that wobbled with even the slightest weight.
Yet, somewhere beneath the frustration and disbelief, a quiet resolve began to form.
This family has fallen far, but they still stand. This body is weak, but it breathes. I'm alive.
Alive in a world that felt entirely unfamiliar. But how different could it really be? If he could lead a team to victory in his past life, surely he could figure out how to rise in this one. His gaze drifted back to the cracked mirror, where faint moonlight reflected off his silver hair and piercing blue eyes.
So, this is me now.
With a grunt of effort, he pushed himself off the bed, gripping the nearby wall for balance. His legs shook beneath him, but he forced them to move, one unsteady step at a time. The air was cool against his skin, tinged with the faint, earthy smell of damp wood.
The room wasn't large, but every detail felt important now.
In the corner, a small wooden chest sat beneath the window, its surface worn and scratched. He knelt slowly, the movement awkward and stiff, and opened it. Inside, neatly folded linens rested beside a single frayed scarf and a pair of battered boots that looked too small for him. Tucked underneath was a book, its cover faded and corners frayed.
He pulled it out carefully, brushing off a thin layer of dust. The title was barely legible, but the golden lettering hinted at something grander: "The Noble Lineages of Aurionvale."
He flipped through the brittle pages, finding handwritten notes in the margins—names circled, dates underlined. At the end of one chapter, a simple sentence was scrawled in a trembling hand:
"The fall of the Visione house was not one of war but one of betrayal."
Sander traced the words with his finger, the weight of their meaning pressing against his chest.
Betrayal. That word again. They took everything from us.
Carefully, he returned the book to its place in the chest and stood, his legs burning slightly from the effort. He turned to the small shelf mounted against the wall, its surface tilted as though one of the supports had sunk into the wood. On it were simple items: a wooden cup, a small carving knife, and a pair of crude figurines.
He picked one up, turning it in his fingers. The figure was rough, carved from pale wood, but it had the shape of a person—father?perhaps, Its craftsmanship was unpolished, the lines uneven, but the effort was clear.
This must be Theo's work, he thought. His mother had mentioned his younger brother, though the boy was still a shadow in his mind.
Sander turned to the window, its glass smudged and streaked with dirt. He wiped it with the edge of his blanket, revealing the faint outline of the garden outside. A few rows of vegetables struggled against the harsh soil, their leaves wilted. Beyond the garden, the Silverbark Woods loomed, the silver-white bark of the trees gleaming faintly in the moonlight.
The sight stirred something in him—a mix of curiosity and unease. He remembered her words: "I found you collapsed near the Silverbark stream."
What had he been doing there? His memories of this life were fractured, like pieces of a puzzle scattered across the floor. He had fainted, she said, but why? He had always been weak, but that wasn't enough of an explanation.
A faint noise pulled him back to the room—the low creak of the door leading to the adjoining kitchen. He limped toward it, leaning on the wall as he moved. The warmth of the hearth reached him first, followed by the soft sound of bubbling liquid.
The kitchen was even smaller than the bedroom, with a single stone hearth, a rough wooden table, and mismatched chairs. His mother stood by the pot, stirring carefully with a ladle. The firelight cast a soft glow across her face, illuminating the lines of exhaustion she tried so hard to hide.
Sander leaned against the doorframe, watching her silently. The room smelled faintly of herbs, though the scent was faint enough to suggest the broth would be thin.
"Couldn't rest?" she asked without turning.
He shook his head, then realized she couldn't see him. "No," he said quietly. "I wanted to look around."
She glanced over her shoulder, her expression softening. "You've always been curious. Even as a boy, you couldn't sit still."
Her words stirred something faint—fragments of memories that weren't his, small flashes of a younger Sander running through the woods, chasing after something with laughter on his lips. He frowned, shaking the thought away.
"I'm different now," he muttered, more to himself than to her.
Isolde paused, her hand stilling on the ladle. "Perhaps," she said softly, "but you're still my son."
The words settled heavily in the air between them. Sander lowered himself into one of the chairs, his body protesting every movement. He glanced at the hearth, the flickering flames casting shadows across the stone walls.
Sander sat in the small, wobbly chair, his gaze fixed on the flames licking at the hearth. The warmth reached his legs, soothing the ache in his knees.
He glanced at his mother again. She moved with a quiet determination, stirring the pot as if the act alone would hold their fragile world together. The way her shoulders hunched slightly under the weight of exhaustion didn't escape him, nor did the faint sigh she let out when she thought he wasn't looking.
"Do you do all this yourself?" he asked suddenly, his voice breaking the silence.
She turned, startled by the question, but quickly smiled. "It's nothing, Sander. I've managed before, and I'll manage again."
Her words were light, but he could see the cracks beneath them. She's managing for everyone, he realized.
"You shouldn't have to," he murmured, almost to himself.
Her brow furrowed, and she stepped away from the hearth, wiping her hands on her apron. She knelt beside him, her blue eyes meeting his. For a moment, he saw the strength in them, fierce and unwavering, and he felt a pang of guilt for ever doubting her resolve.
"We are a family, Sander," she said firmly, resting a hand on his knee. "Your father works hard, I keep the house, and you… you will find your own way to help, in time."
He opened his mouth to protest, but she cut him off with a soft smile. "We all carry something, my dear. Even Theo does his part, in his own way. It's not always fair, but we make do."
Her words hung in the air, and Sander found himself nodding slowly. He wanted to say more, to promise her that he would do something—anything—to ease her burden. But the reality of his situation weighed heavily on him. His body was weak, and his understanding of this world was still fragmented.
The sound of the front door creaking open broke the moment.
"Mother?" a small voice called out, high-pitched and full of youthful energy.
"In here, Theo," Isolde called, rising to her feet.
Sander turned toward the doorway just as a boy bounded into the room. He couldn't have been more than eight years old, his golden hair tousled and his cheeks flushed from the cold. His clothes were patched but clean, and his bright eyes sparkled with an optimism that felt almost alien in this quiet, somber house.
Theo stopped in his tracks when he saw Sander, his mouth dropping open. "You're awake!" he cried, rushing forward.
Before Sander could react, Theo threw his arms around his neck in a tight hug. The force nearly knocked the chair over, and Sander winced as his already sore body protested.
"You scared us!" Theo said, pulling back just enough to look at him. "Mother said you fainted. Don't do that again, okay?"
The boy's concern was so earnest, so genuine, that Sander found himself smiling despite the awkwardness of it all. "I'll try not to," he said, his voice softer than he expected.
Theo beamed, his energy infectious. "Good! Because I need you to help me with the garden tomorrow. The carrots look funny, and Mother says I can't pull them out by myself."
"Theo," Isolde chided gently, "let your brother rest. He's still recovering."
"But he's better now, right?" Theo turned to her, his expression hopeful. "You're better, aren't you, Sander?"
The weight of the boy's expectations made Sander hesitate, but he nodded. "I'm getting there."
Theo's grin widened, and he darted toward the table, hopping onto a chair far too big for him. He began rambling about the garden, the woods, and the strange shapes he'd seen in the clouds that day, his words tumbling over each other in a rush of excitement.
Sander leaned back, watching the boy with a mix of amusement and something deeper—an ache he couldn't quite name. Theo's boundless energy and optimism were a stark contrast to the quiet resilience of their mother and the distant weight of their father's absence.
This is what they're fighting for, he realized. For him, for me, for us.
Isolde placed a steaming bowl of soup in front of Theo, who immediately began blowing on it, his chatter never ceasing. She handed another bowl to Sander, her smile warm but tired. "Eat up. You'll need your strength if Theo drags you into his adventures tomorrow."
Sander chuckled faintly, taking the bowl and letting the warmth seep into his hands. The soup was thin, mostly broth with a few sparse pieces of vegetables floating in it, but it was enough. He took a sip, the flavors simple but comforting.
As Theo continued to chatter and Isolde sat beside them, Sander felt a strange sense of peace settle over him. It wasn't the life he knew, and it wasn't the life he would have chosen. But for the first time, he began to see the threads that held this family together.
I'm part of this now, he thought, his resolve hardening. And I won't let them carry this weight alone.