Chapter 18
[VTuber, Discussion Thread 36 about Kainoh Izumi]
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21. Is Mei-chan actually a real VTuber?
22. 21 << Then what about the colleagues who have seen Mei-chan in person? 23. If you have big breasts and are sexy, your femininity is high. Note taken… 24. Indeed, big boobs are a fantasy for women too. 25. 24 << But what Mei-chan is saying feels a bit off... … 49. The demonic corporation 'Star's Flow' recognized by affiliated VTubers. 50. But why is Mei-chan saying things like that? It’s a bit uncomfortable. 51. 50 << The company made her do an RP that doesn’t suit her at all, she’s just joking around. 52. But honestly, Mei-chan seems to be enjoying it lately. 53. 50 << She was laughing while talking, please just accept it as a joke. 54. It’s because she knows, that’s why M-chan laughs too. 55. But why does Mei-chan's laughter sound so eerie? 56. 55 << Because she’s actually an eerie person. … 88. Look at that heavy breathing hahaha
89. You can get excited when your favorite makes a special appearance in a commemorative collab.
90. Virtual Ontuber Kainoh Izumi, too hyped and graduated.
91. Nosebleed hahaha
92. How much do you have to like something to get a nosebleed from excitement? hahaha
93. I’ll buy that tissue stained with a nosebleed.
[Virtual Ontuber Minor Gallery]
[Title: Kainoh Izumi <<< Why does she talk so eerily?] [Written by: AyakaIsSoPretty] Is it not harassment to say Ayaka's breasts are big, or for Star's Flow to be called demonic? There’s gotta be a line somewhere. https://ontu.be/XXXXXXX [Recommended: 83 / Not Recommended: 9] ㅇㅇ: Isn't this guy just wanting to compliment Ayaka's breasts but can’t? └AyakaIsSoPretty: Damn, busted…
└ㅇㅇ: hahaha Another one?
└ㅇㅇ: hahahaha
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└AyakaRi: Only those who’ve never thought about such things when looking at Ayaka can throw stones at him.
└ㅇㅇ: But looking at Ayaka does make you want to compliment her figure…
└OyaBung: Is this the standard of Ayaka’s child…?
└ㅇㅇ: I was wondering why this post was unpopular hahaha
ㅇㅇ: This is Ayaka’s child level ㄷㄷㄷㄷㄷ
Daegeuna: Really mad, aren’t we hahaha
[Mei-chan got so excited she had a nosebleed when Natsune showed up]
[Written by: Maker]
This is truly KachiKoi.
[Recommended: 77 / Not Recommended: 3]
ㅇㅇ: Just the hyperventilation before this video was real hahaha
ㅇㅇ: Is she really trying to fulfill her desires by joining Star’s Flow?
└Mei-chanLove: Don’t slander our Mei-chan you bastard!
ㅇㅇ: An eerie smiling JK’s nosebleed.
└ㅇㅇ: Oh.
└ㅇㅇ: Oh, you’re right hahaha
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[Izumi!]
[I’m happy every time I hear you say you’re the eighth star. Thank you always!]
[Izumi will surely become an amazing VTuber loved by everyone. Izumi and I are similar.]
“Hehe.”
Like the smooth flow of a river, her melodious voice flows into my ears.
How many times is this now?
I’ve been listening to it non-stop since the collab ended yesterday, so it’s probably over a hundred times by now.
Is it okay for a nobody like me, who can’t do anything but causes trouble, to receive such praise from Natsune?
I feel so happy I might die.
“Hehehe.”
Turning my body to look at the ceiling, I see various stickers I put up when I was young glittering there.
And I reached out with all my might toward a star-shaped sticker among them.
Naturally, nothing was caught in my hand.
After all, stars can’t be reached.
“Hihihihihih.”
But just the fact that I can reach out is enough for me.
The fact that I can’t reach it only stirs up this overflowing emotion inside me.
“Ehm.”
Ding ding ding, an alarm on my phone announces it’s 4:30.
Should I start preparing for the broadcast soon?
Today’s an important broadcast; I have to get ready properly.
[Izumi!]
[I’m happy every time I hear you say you’re the eighth star. Thank you always!]
[Izumi will surely become an amazing VTuber loved by everyone. Izumi and I are similar.]
…Well, I’ll listen three more times.
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[【Membership Limited】 First Membership Broadcast #KainohIzumi#Star’sFlow]
On Ontube, there’s a function called membership separate from channel subscriptions.
To put it simply, it’s where viewers become monthly supporters of a specific channel by donating a set amount.
You could think of it as just wasting money, but joining a VTuber’s membership comes with its own benefits for viewers.
For example, you might be able to see membership-only community posts or receive a badge proving you’re a member.
And among those, the most important is what I’m about to do in the membership-limited broadcast, short for “Mengen” (メン限).
As the name suggests, it’s a broadcast only viewable by those who have joined the membership.
In a mengen, you usually discuss things you can’t talk about in regular broadcasts or show what you’re practicing.
For instance, the mengen talk broadcast Natsune did on February 23 was legendary….
Well, anyway, it’s a variety show.
And today, what I’m doing in the membership-limited broadcast is…
“Co, Kotsumi~. Affiliated with Star’s Flow, the mood maker dreaming of a world where everyone can, um, smile… Kainoh Izumi…”
It was just a casual chat broadcast.
-Hi, Izumi!
-Hi, Izumi!
=Axel JP¥ 30,000: Finally, a membership-limited broadcast. I really enjoyed yesterday’s collab.
“Thank you so much for the red hyper chat, Axel. I’m glad you found it fun. Thanks to my colleagues helping out, of course.”
-Glad to hear you know.
-What Mei-chan did was turn the guessing game into an eerie game.
“Wow….”
Such sharp comments piercing through so quickly.
It’s giving tension to the relaxed VTuber scene.
-So what’s for the first mengen?
“Uh, as you see, I’m just planning to chat for now.”
I could’ve prepared a lot of things to do.
It would’ve been nice to prepare a game to play with Izutomo.
But the reason I chose the most challenging chat broadcast for me is…
“I realized clearly during yesterday’s collab. I need to, uh, learn how to talk better.”
This is for my continued VTuber activities.
Above all, I’d like to fix this personality.
Even if making friends feels like a stretch, it’d be great if I could at least reduce my stuttering and avoiding eye contact.
-Growing, aren’t you, Mei-chan o(TヘTo)
-This is the same Mei-chan who asked how to escape during a collab (╥_╥)
I also wanted to show them who I really am.
The people in this broadcast are ones who have subscribed to my membership, so I figure it’s okay to be a little honest.
For example, to mention that I’m not actually a super sociable, mood maker type….
I wonder how surprised Izutomo will be to learn this fact.
Well, they already know I’m a social dud and have a communication impairment, but…?
…Why did my broadcast turn out like this?
No matter how I think about it, it feels like Star’s Flow is to blame.
“Anyhow, it’s not really prepared, just a chat broadcast, so feel free to ask anything you want.”
I said you can ask anything freely, but of course, the chatroom is all filled with yesterday’s collab discussions.
-Were there any times you’ve spoken or met with Natsune outside of yesterday’s collab?
“I-I’ve had one. When I was reflecting for 2 weeks, N-Natsune senpai sent me a DM to cheer me up. It’s a treasure of my life. A-aren’t you jealous?”
During that self-reflection period, I was feeling a lot of self-loathing, but thanks to Natsune’s DM, I was able to pull through.
-Other than that?
-How about suggesting we have a collab next time?
“Eh? Am I gonna collab with Natsune senpai? That’s impossible. I’d really just die. How could someone like me dare to collab with Natsune senpai….”
There’s no way I could do something as arrogant as that.
For someone like me, even just chatting with Natsune feels like too much.
Unless Natsune asks directly, there’s no way it’ll happen.
It’s not like such a thing will ever occur anyway.
-Mei-chan, you probably need to reduce these negative perspectives.
“I’m not negative. The world is what’s bad.”
-That’s strong conviction to not stutter.
-Usually that’s a middle-schooler kind of line, but hearing it from Mei-chan feels kind of sad…
“Shut up!”
Just so you know.
What’s important for a girl is empathy, empathy!
Don’t bring up cruel realities; you ought to empathize.
If I hadn’t been a reincarnated man with a collective mental age of 40, I wouldn’t have been able to accept it like this.
…Actually, maybe I’m an angel?
This audience accepts everything with smiles.
Oh, right! Speaking of angels, that reminds me.
“So, uh, during yesterday’s collab, didn’t you feel something off about Suzuha?”
-?
-What do you mean?
-She seemed the same as usual, why?
It felt odd no matter how much I thought about it.
I clearly heard Suzuha mumble, “Well, should we just move on?” when I mentioned my first impression.
But when I rewatched yesterday’s collab broadcast by myself, I didn’t hear Suzuha say that at all.
I can’t just think I misheard; the atmosphere I felt back then doesn’t feel like a lie.
It was really scary, okay?
-But if Suzuha felt something like that, maybe it’s not your mistake, Mei-chan?
-Definitely…
-Suzuha doesn’t seem like she’d nitpick for no reason.
“…Oh. In that case, it was me who made a mistake.”
-That’s right hahaha
“How unfair!”
Empathy is way harder to receive than I thought….
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Before I knew it, over an hour had passed since starting the casual mengen.
At this point, I must have accumulated quite a bit of communication experience today, right?
“Ehm, then, slowly….”
=Old Man JP¥ 50,000: After watching yesterday’s collab, I became curious about Mei-chan. Do you ever hear someone around you say to think twice before speaking?
“Ah, thanks for the red hyper chat, Old Man. …I-I mean, isn’t there anyone around me who’d say something like that?”
I don’t have friends, so I don’t have communication skills; strange question to throw at me.
Why is this the last question though?
-Ah
-Um…
-Sorry
-Don’t cry.
“Hmm?”
But for some reason, the atmosphere in the chatroom seemed off.
What’s going on? I only replied like I usually do?
-We messed up.
-I’ll moderate it in mengen.
-Reflecting (シ. .)シ
Glancing through the chatroom, it seems they think I sounded like I was about to cry.
I just felt like my communication stamina ran out….
=Izutomo JP¥ 50,000: I always like how hard you work, so keep it up!
=Tomoinzu JP¥ 50,000: Thanks to Mei-chan, I can smile every day now. You got this!
…Well, let’s leave it at that!