Back To the Past To Fall In Love

Chapter 33:

Meng Shitao also looked up when she saw Tian Jiaqi was staring in a certain direction in a daze.

So she saw Xu Ziran and Qiu Yurou talking in the fresh food area, Xu Ziran took something, and Qiu Yurou took it over and put it in the shopping cart.

Meng Shitao thought: Xu Ziran suddenly has such a good relationship with Qiu Yurou, Tian Jiaqi is probably very sad.

While she felt that she might be able to have a better relationship with Tian Jiaqi, she felt that she was a bit despicable with such an idea, so she pulled Tian Jiaqi’s arm and said, “Do you want to buy something else?”

Tian Jiaqi was still looking over there, and said indifferently, “Whatever.”

Meng Shitao pretended to have just seen Xu Ziran and Tian Jiaqi, and said, “Oh? Isn’t that cumin? Should we call her.”

Tian Jiaqi still looked confused: “Whatever.”

But when Meng Shitao wanted to walk over, Tian Jiaqi grabbed Meng Shitao and suddenly talked about another thing.

“You really don’t want to join the club that Cumin wants to set up?”

Thinking of this, Meng Shitao was a little embarrassed.

She nodded and said, “That’s right, my mother doesn’t agree at all, saying that it will definitely affect learning.”

But, in fact, this is only one of the reasons. Her mother also told her that if she joins this club now, she will never be more than a member. Even if she succeeds, the big benefits cannot fall on her. It’s better to wait for them to succeed and build it yourself.

Meng Shitao thought about it all night, and finally decided to reject them.

Tian Jiaqi didn’t force it, she just said coolly: “Actually, I didn’t tell my mother, and she probably wouldn’t agree, but as long as I insist, she can’t do anything about it.”

Meng Shitao felt that Tian Jiaqi meant something, so she didn’t answer.

At nine o’clock, everyone had almost finished shopping and gathered at the door to go home.

Xu Ziran finally persuaded Qiu Yurou to buy more snacks, as long as it was hidden with her, her mother would not find out.

So Xu Ziran carried a large bag of snacks, which was smaller than the whole person.

Tian Jiaqi went over to share a little for Xu Ziran, and the two bid farewell to everyone and went home together.

Because when they came to the supermarket, they took the bus, and when they went back, there was no bus. Because the distance was not far, the two decided to walk back.

Xu Ziran was racing against time, carrying chemical formulas on his back while on the road.

The air in 2003 was not that bad, and when I looked up, I could still see the starlight in the sky. Xu Ziran raised his head while admiring the scenery and endorsed the book.

She thought it was because the other party’s shoelaces were loose enough to tie it, so she slowed down a little and still walked forward, waiting for Tian Jiaqi to catch up. Unexpectedly, after waiting for a long time, the other party did not come up.

Xu Ziran turned around if he felt something.

I don’t know if it is because the starlight is too bright, so the night sky is darker, wider and lonelier.

And under the night sky, Tian Jiaqi, who is now bowing her head in place, is like a lonely statue under the barren and vast world.

She was motionless, and there was no sound, so that it took Xu Ziran a long time to see from the other’s twitching shoulder that she seemed to be crying.

When he realized this, Xu Ziran first jumped in his heart, then hurriedly threw everything in his hand on the ground, ran over and said, “What’s wrong with you, Jiaqi.”

Xu Ziran blamed herself for not finding Tian Jiaqi’s mood swings at all, and asked, “What happened just now?”

Tian Jiaqi was still crying silently, but after Xu Ziran came over, she squatted down and buried her face in her arms.

So Xu Ziran also squatted aside, looking at Tian Jiaqi’s slightly trembling shoulders and the faint cry.

When Xu Ziran squatted on the side at a loss, he suddenly thought that for the first time, he seemed to have no idea what Tian Jiaqi was upset about.

Even when it was about to break up later, Xu Ziran could often perceive Tian Jiaqi’s impatience and perfunctory behavior. Only this time, as if there was no warning, Tian Jiaqi began to cry.

But is there really no sign?

Maybe it’s just that I haven’t noticed it for a long time.

Xu Ziran has not paid attention to Tian Jiaqi’s thoughts for a long time because of the knots in her heart and the systematic tendencies in her mind. She studies and struggles by herself, runs in the morning, and Tian Jiaqi’s usual work and rest are almost completely staggered. Difficult to meet.

They are really different.

After Xu Ziran realized this, his brain suddenly became clear, and he even thought about the next things clearly as never before.

They were different then.

Tian Jiaqi was busy in love, Xu Ziran was busy with work, Tian Jiaqi complained to Xu Ziran about the sweet or bitter little things in life, Xu Ziran was at a loss and was extremely tired.

She didn’t know how to respond to these little emotions, because she didn’t know it at all, so she never knew when to start, the contact became less and less, the dialogue became more and more poor, they were like the orbit of two comets, and finally they got better and better. Far.

And now, it’s actually the same.

Xu Ziran, who will come back in the future, is of course even more different from the current Tian Jiaqi.

Perhaps from the very beginning, the desire to maintain the relationship was just a demand.

People have never been qualified to ask others to change in the direction they want, let alone, they have drifted away once.

This night Xu Ziran accompanied Tian Jiaqi on this road until the crying ended. During this period, Tian Jiaqi still didn’t say a word, and Xu Ziran didn’t know what to ask.

She originally only regarded these teenage girls as children, thinking that she could easily understand their thoughts, but now she finds out that it has only been more than ten years, and their thoughts are very different, and she is even more than before. I don’t even know how to deal with the current situation.

She had to accompany Tian Jiaqi to cry silently, but the two went home separately.

The tasks in the system are still lit up, and more pages are unlocked in the library, but there are some things in this world, even with the biggest golden finger, it is still unclear.

After breakfast the next morning, Xu Ziran was surprised to find Tian Jiaqi waiting outside.

In fact, the original Xu Ziran thought that Tian Jiaqi might break up with him, and might even inform him that he would no longer join the club.

But Tian Jiaqi greeted Xu Ziran nonchalantly, excitedly talking about what to do in today’s spring outing.

the weather is nice today.

Although it was only early six o’clock, the sun had already broken through the permeating fog and sprinkled warmly on people’s bodies.

Tian Jiaqi’s smile is warm and without haze, but the dark circles under her eyes and the tiredness in her eyes still show that she really can’t let go.

But it’s different from that time, and it’s also different from what it used to be.

People should believe what they see now.

The future is the future, the past is the past, and only the present is certain to be true.

When Tian Jiaqi treats Xu Ziran now, she is really sincere.

At this moment, Xu Ziran decided to tell a lie.

She may regret telling one, but she hopes to break the currently confusing lie.

In this world, who has the right to change another person? This is how it is said, but since everyone will work hard to change addicts and gamblers, then it can also prove that being changed is not an issue. Must be a bad thing?

This example is a bit far-fetched, but Xu Ziran decided to ignore it.

Now that she has decided to do this, no matter what the end is, she can only continue.

She has convinced herself.

So she said, “Jiaqi, you are my best friend, so I want to tell you a secret.”

Tian Jiaqi’s smile gradually closed. She didn’t show excitement and happiness like she usually heard about gossip. She seemed to feel Xu Ziran’s emotions, and she was a little at a loss.

She said, “What…secret?”

Xu Ziran lowered her head and approached slowly, and finally she made up her mind to raise her head normally, look into Tian Jiaqi’s eyes and say—

“I like Qiu Yurou.”