The Person I Love The Most
Yesterday, he arrived here in Japan to attend the same school where I attend too. Since it comes to that he also lives with me.
But still, there is something that bothers me. He is now a successful person since he is the new leader of our faction so… what is the point of attending school?
Just to finish it? Or because like me who only go to school after I became a high school, he also wanted to feel what it's like to be in school. Well, whatever the case, I don't think that I can know what's in his mind.
Because even though I'm the older one, I am always the one who follows his flow and remembering that makes my pride as his Nee-san is being crumbled.
…
Today morning on Saturday. I woke up like always but I know that this time many things will start to change since my little brother lives with me again.
I go out of my room to wash my face and brush my teeth. When I go down, I saw our maids, preparing our breakfast.
"Good morning, Oujo-sama!"
"Good morning too, do you know where Tsugumi is?"
"She said that she has a mission and will not be home until tomorrow."
"Is that so? Then thank you."
She bows as a response and continues to prepare our breakfast.
Minutes later, Ao was walking down and choose a seat next to me. Well, we are siblings so it's not that weird. However, I spoke too early.
His face is getting closer to me and I know what this means so I immediately block his face with my hands and said, "Please… can we stop this! This is wrong, okay! We already talk about this so please stop…"
I was about to get a distance from him but he hold my hands.
"Can you relea—"
He is showing a sorrowful expression when I look at him. I feel guilty but still, I steel myself decided to not—
{Stay with him.}
…To stay with him. Huh? Why did I…
{Because he is my beloved brother.}
Because he is my beloved brother. Yeah, he is but If I continue this, I will go on the wrong pat— Eh?
Suddenly, I'm in his arms right now while my head is on his chest.
Why am I hugging him right no—
{It's comfortable.}
…Yes… It's comfortable. Yeah… I remember this feeling. The reason why I love my brother is because of this comfortable feeling.
{This is better than Raku. I love my brother more than Raku.}
This is better than Raku. I love my brother more than— No. I love Raku.
I immediately let go of his hug.
"Please… starting from now on, take a distance from me for a while."
I stand up after that and call a maid.
"I'm gonna eat later…"
"Yes, Oujo-sama!"
I immediately go to my room and change my clothes to a casual ones because at this moment, I feel that I wanted to see the person who I love the most.