Chapter 13: Chapter 13: My first real friend of past and present
{Elarion, Age 3 – POV}
Danny wasn't smarter than me. Not even close.
He was clever—yes. Quick with strategies and fast on his feet when it came to problem-solving.
But I was on another level. My mind had seen war before it saw sunlight. I knew tactics, history, psychology, and death before I learned to tie my own shoes.
That is another thing that I prefer to attack first and plan never, why waste time right??
If you know a person is evil, just kill him why go through the trouble to collect evidence.
I sighed.
But still… he surprised me.
Not because he was stronger. Or wiser.
But because he didn't fear me.
He was a commoner. Weak-bodied, soft-hearted, always babbling.
But he looked me in the eye and smiled like I wasn't dangerous. Like I wasn't a monster in disguise.
> "If I were a villain," he said one day, "you'd be the overpowered anti-hero who pretends he doesn't care."
> "I don't pretend," I replied flatly.
> "Exactly," he grinned. "You really don't."
He didn't say it to mock me. He just… saw me. And accepted it.
" Works is doom, if someone like you can be a villain" I deadpanned.
Danny laughed out louder while hitting my shoulder and shaking me, which I didn't react to. Wise people always ignore it .Indeed.
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Danny couldn't swing a sword, but he could break apart a battle formation with five pebbles and a stick.
One afternoon, he used ants and leaves to explain how smaller armies could outmaneuver a larger one with terrain advantage.
I raised an eyebrow.
> "You know you're explaining this to someone who already knew it?"
> "Yeah. But it feels nice being heard."
I didn't reply.
But I listened.
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He didn't complete me.
No one could.
But he… filled something.
There were moments where I'd look at him and think:
> If I had someone like him back then… would I have turned out different?
> If he had survived...
I just looked towards him who was busy explaining something, he looked towards me and flashed a smile.
>Hmmm.....will I be able to smile worrylessly one day?? Not like it matters, I should be happy inside not from outside.
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He brought food to our lessons sometimes—terrible cookies his hands couldn't shape properly.
> "They're ugly but they taste like victory."
> "They taste like salt and regret," I replied.
He laughed and threw one at me.
I didn't dodge.
I didn't need to because his aim sucks.
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He talked about school often. He was both excited and anxious.
> "What if I mess up in front of the nobles?"
> "Then I'll mess them up," I said casually.
He blinked.
> "You'd do that?"
> "You're my friend," I said, like it was obvious. Then paused.
Did I really say that?
> "You said it," he smiled softly, as if reading my thoughts.
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He couldn't protect me.
Couldn't fight beside me.
But he grounded me.
When I was too cold, he'd warm me with stupid jokes.
When I was lost in logic, he'd throw emotions in like a wrench in a machine.
He was fragile, but unshakable.
And in this life…
I wouldn't let him break.
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Few days later:-
We sat in the shade of the training hall porch, the day lazily drifting by. Our lessons had ended early. Marcus was speaking with a knight nearby, leaving me and Danny with time to simply... exist.
He was carving a wooden piece with a dull knife—some new idea of his for a strategy game. I watched him in silence, arms folded across my knees.
> "You're staring," he said without looking up.
> "I'm observing."
> "Same thing, but more mysterious," he smirked.
I didn't respond.
A breeze passed through, and I found myself watching the sky, the clouds—how slow they moved. Unbothered by anything below.
> "You ever wonder what you'd be if you weren't… you?" Danny asked suddenly.
> "I am who I am. Wondering doesn't change that," I replied.
He tilted his head toward me, playful curiosity in his eyes.
> "No dreams? Not even one?"
That stopped me.
Dreams?
I never allowed myself such luxuries. In my past life, dreaming had been dangerous. Pointless. Dreamers died. I survived.
And yet… the question lingered.
I looked down at my hands.
Small, but steady.
Not yet stained with blood. Not this time.
> "I used to want a house," I said quietly, surprising even myself. "Not a mansion. Just... quiet. With a garden. Somewhere far from nobles and knives."
Danny blinked. "You—wait, what?"
I glanced sideways.
> "You heard me."
He stared at me like he'd found gold buried under stone.
> "A house. With a garden," he repeated, as if engraving the words into his brain. "That's... actually really soft of you."
> "Say 'soft' again and I'll throw you in a pond."
He grinned, knowing I wouldn't.
> "And in that dream, do I live next door?"
> "You'd probably sneak in uninvited either way."
> "Exactly!" he laughed.
A house, yes this is my dream. I will eat whatever I want, no need to care about any fake perfection. Be what I want to, do what I like.
Calm, steady and normal yet the hardest life. I wish to live like that one day surely.
Maybe with my children, it won't be bad. I can adopt too.
Then something struck me, I came out of my fantasies, after noticing someone's constant state at me.
" What?"
" Nothing" Danny replied with soft smile and I didn't push it any further.
The conversation drifted elsewhere after that. But he was watching me differently—like he saw something new.
Something real.
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Later, as we were about to part ways, Danny tugged on my sleeve.
> "Elarion."
> "What?"
> "Thanks… for telling me."
> "It was just a house."
> "No," he said, eyes warm. "It wasn't."
He waved, running off after his father.
And I stood there a moment longer, watching the dust settle behind him.
> Not a big secret. Not a dramatic story.
But I said something I'd never said before.
To someone who deserved to hear it.
> I wish, you can be my neighbour.
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