Always Ending Up as an Animal Cub

chapter 35 - The First World (35)



Although Yu Tong's memory has some problems and he can't remember many things clearly. But in his remaining memories, no one has ever said similar things to him.

He knew from childhood that everyone likes good children.
Yu Tong is not a good child. If someone slaps him, he will slap him back twice. If someone scolds him, he will run over and break the other person's teeth.
He is fierce and vindictive, so no one likes him.

When his acting skills were not mature, Yu Tong was scolded several times because of his "collapse".
His parents called him an ungrateful person, and people he knew called him a white lotus, a green tea bitch, and a two-faced person.
The system called him a brother and seemed to have a very good relationship with him.

But Yu Tong knew that in the heart of the starling, they were accidentally bound together, and the starling wanted the little white rabbit host.
In this world, it seems that only Brother Chen does not dislike the real him.
It was in the past and it is still now.

With the telepathic props, Yu Tong can be sure that Brother Chen is not lying.
The man looked at him with gentle eyes. Yu Tong stared at him for a long time. The resentment towards Brother Chen in his heart completely disappeared at this moment.
He didn't intend to care about Brother Chen stabbing him to death.

He decided to forgive Brother Chen and stab him six or seven times, just to show his appreciation, and then let it go.
The young man disguised as a kitten didn't reply. Yun Mingchen waited for a few minutes, gently held the young man's hand, and soothed his emotions in a soft voice.
Yun Mingchen has played the role of a gentle young man for several years. He can quickly sense a person's emotional changes and is also good at comforting people.

The experience accumulated over many years of acting came in handy at this time. The cat ears on the young man's head slowly stood up.
When he raised his head again, the man's beautiful and delicate face no longer had the previous innocence and obedience.
His eyes were calm and sharp, like a timid and soft lamb, finally taking off the hypocritical skin on his body and revealing the claws hidden underneath.

The two people's eyes collided, and Yun Mingchen's breathing involuntarily paused for a moment.
He couldn't help but raise his hand and gently stroked the man's eyebrows.
The man did not lean over meekly, but looked at him carefully with a slightly scrutinizing look.
After a long time, a trace of warmth appeared in the cat-eared man's eyes. He tilted his head and smiled, "My name is Yu Tong, my parents like to call me Tong Tong. But you can also call me Xiao Yu, you choose a name you like."

Yun Mingchen nodded, thought for a moment and asked softly: "You don't seem to like the name Tong Tong very much?"
"It's not that you don't like it, you should call me Xiao Yu, many people call me that."
Yun Mingchen recited Xiao Yu twice by himself, and suddenly said casually: "It sounds like Xiao Yu."

Yu Tong looked at him in a daze.
This familiar sentence reminded him of some things in his childhood.
He remembered his nickname, originally Tongtong. Later, at his request, others began to call him Xiaoyu.

His parents thought the repetition of words was cute and sounded like a little girl.
They gave him a name like a little girl and put him in a pink flowery dress. They took him to the market, intending to deceive the customers who were buying things and sell him as a little girl to make money.
For a long time, Yutong was called Tongtong.

Until one night, the little black dog tied in the yard suddenly hugged him and said to him in a childish voice: "Tongtong is indeed a lovely name. There is nothing wrong with it, but the person who named you this has bad intentions. Why don't you call yourself Xiaoyu in the future? Xiaoyu... Xiaoyu... Doesn't it sound like a little fish?"
"I saw the sea before I was caught. The sea is much bigger than this place. The fish in it are not tied by chains. They are all very free. Xiaoyu, you will definitely be able to escape in the future. Don't be afraid, I will break the chain soon. Brother Chenchen will take you away from here."
Yu Tong's eyes flashed with confusion for a moment.

Brother Chenchen?
Brother Chen?
The vague childhood memories became particularly clear at this moment.

The little black dog who always liked to whimper at night in my memory has become a little boy tied in the yard.
The young Yu Tong could always hear the boy crying, and he often sneaked out in the middle of the night. While sharing his snacks with the boy, he told him fairy tales.
The little boy was a few years older than him.

He told Yu Tong that his name was Chen Qing, and he was captured and they wanted to sell his internal organs.
Little Yu Tong said seriously that he would find a way to open the chain and let the little black dog escape and return to the beach.
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8102 was watching the excitement, and found that the host seemed to have suddenly crashed, and was stunned on the spot with a blank expression.
It stuck its head out, [Hey! Little Yu Yu! Don't be dazed at this time, your brother Chen is waiting for your reply. Do you want to talk to each other and applaud for love? I want to see it too, and my starling wants to see it too! ]
Yu Tong shuddered and suddenly came back to his senses.

He stared blankly at the man opposite him, and his breathing began to become uncontrollably rapid.
Countless thoughts quickly passed through his mind.
Is the little black dog Brother Chen?
But why did he always think that a black dog was a black dog? His memory was so distorted. What was wrong with his brain?
Most importantly, if his brain was so confused that he could remember a living person as a dog, then could his memory before his death still be trusted?
The system had a death replay, and the video would not be wrong. He must have been stabbed to death by Brother Chen.
But Brother Chen and he were dependent on each other, and they had a good relationship. Why did Brother Chen kill him?
Unless he angered Brother Chen and the two of them became enemies.
It was just that he had a memory problem and forgot everything he had done.
Yu Tong suddenly felt a little sad.
In this world, Brother Chen was the best to him, and now Brother Chen didn't like him anymore.
What on earth did he do...
The cat-eared man was distracted again, and Yun Mingchen sat opposite him and waited patiently.
Negative emotions that did not belong to him kept emerging in his heart, and the strong sadness made his breathing heavy.
As sadness gradually turned into despair and helplessness, Yun Mingchen sighed deeply.
He held Yu Tong's face and gently rubbed his red eyes with his fingertips, "Are you uncomfortable?"

The system poked its head out and shouted: [You touched his face, which decent friend would touch each other's face, you kiss him, you kiss him! ]
No one paid attention to the small light ball, and the system was furious. Yu Tong knew that he should talk about business now, and he also knew that although Yun Mingchen and Brother Chen were the same person, their memories were different. There was still some difference between the villain and the Brother Chen he was familiar with.
He pursed his lips and couldn't help but hesitantly asked: "Brother Chen, do you like me?"

Yun Mingchen accepted this name.
He thought seriously for a while, and shook his head apologetically, "I don't have any special feelings for you. It's not that you are bad, but you pretended too well before."
"Before today, in my opinion, you are a little kitten with human nature. You are only three months old. Even if you can understand human language, I will not have any special thoughts about ✪ Nоvеlіgһt ✪ (Official version) a kitten. Sorry, Xiao Yu."

Before he finished speaking, the cat ears on Yu Tong's head drooped instantly. A tear slid down his fair cheek silently.
Yun Mingchen didn't expect Yu Tong to cry.
He suppressed the grievance that did not belong to him in his heart, while wiping the tears on the man's face, thinking about whether he likes kittens.

The latest novels are first published in 69 Shuba!
Maybe I like it a little.
But the feelings came too suddenly, Yun Mingchen wanted to be more conservative.

Moreover, he had no interest in a passionate love, he just wanted to solve the crisis at hand quickly.
Save his sister Yun Zhongling, deal with the Wen and Su families, survive the struggle with the royal family, and revitalize the declining family.
Yu Tong is very smart and powerful. Most importantly, he seems to rely on him. Yun Mingchen thinks that he will be a good assistant.

When Yu Tong asked him again in a tone of implied prayer whether he liked him, Yun Mingchen hesitated for a moment.
He believed that as long as he said he liked him, Yu Tong would be used by him in the future.
Yu Tong would help him kill people and give him advice. He would also protect him desperately like before.

Most importantly, Yun Mingchen found that Xiao Yu was a little out of his mind now. He was not calm enough and was particularly easy to deceive.
Countless thoughts flashed through Yun Mingchen's mind, and the lies were on his lips, but in the end he didn't say a word.
He held Yu Tong in his arms, and his tone became softer.

"Xiao Yu, I don't know you. I fell in love with you at first sight because you became a human. Is this kind of feeling really credible? We can start as friends, and there is still a long time. It's not too late to discuss this matter when we get familiar with each other."
"The most important thing is that I can sense your feelings. But when I hugged you, I didn't feel any heartbeats. Xiao Yu, I think you are more insecure than liking me. We..."
Yun Mingchen's words were not finished, and the man in his arms suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth.

Under his gaze, Yu Tong lifted up the white shirt on his body, revealing a white and delicate body. Holding his hand, he pressed on his slender and soft waist.
He leaned over to Yun Mingchen's ear, and his tone sounded particularly ambiguous, but there was still a little confusion in it.
"Brother Chen, I'm very beautiful, both in face and body. Let me sleep with you, and you like me more, okay?"

Yun Mingchen only felt a buzzing sound, and his mind went blank.
He instinctively pushed the man's shoulder and told him that there was no need to do this.
Yu Tong hugged his neck, bit his earlobe, and whispered to him: "Brother Chen, you know that you can get more benefits by lying to me, but you didn't, which shows that you care about me. You have feelings for me, and I like you too. We are all low-profile versions of mutual affection."

"I want you to like me more, don't worry, I listen to you and don't go out to mess around. Brother Chen, don't be angry with me. Don't kill me, I really don't know what I did wrong..."
Just after hearing the first few sentences, Yun Mingchen was still surprised that Yu Tong's mind was so messed up, but he could still think.
But the more he listened, the more he felt that Yu Tong's words were incoherent.

Yun Mingchen understood this feeling very well.
During the time when he was under the greatest mental pressure, his words were also messy.
Extremely strong anxiety and helplessness came from Yu Tong.

Yun Mingchen took a few quick breaths and forced himself to calm down.
He dropped a comforting kiss on Yu Tong's forehead, put his clothes back on, hugged him and talked to him.
"Xiao Yu, I don't know what you have experienced before you became a kitten. Your mental state is not right. You don't love me, you are just too scared. Xiao Yu, you have to understand that love and dependence are two different things."

Yun Mingchen raised his hand to wipe the tears from Yu Tong's face, and asked softly: "Did the person you rely on the most hurt you?"
Yu Tong buried his face in his arms and nodded slightly.
"Do you think that no one in this world will like you anymore?"

"...Yeah."
Yun Mingchen was silent for a moment, raised his hand and rubbed the soft top of Yu Tong's head, "It's okay, Brother Chen likes you. Although this kind of love is not the love of a lover, you are very important in my heart. Xiao Yu is actually very likable. Look, we have only known each other for a few days, and Brother Chen likes you so much, right?"
"I am hypocritical."

"I don't think this is your shortcoming. You probably developed such a character because you live in a very unsafe environment. In such a bad place, you can survive by your own ability. Isn't this something to be proud of? Tell Brother Chen, did you retaliate against those who hurt you?"
"Well, I crippled several people and killed several people."
"Well done."

Before Yun Mingchen finished speaking, a strong sense of grievance suddenly rose in his heart. The man in his arms hugged him tightly and cried on his chest.
At the same time, his heartbeat began to speed up wildly, and the blush covered his cheeks at a speed visible to the naked eye.
The feeling of throbbing heart came too suddenly, and Yun Mingchen couldn't tell for a moment whether he was moved or Yu Tong really fell in love with him.

The system, which was passionately knocking CP in the background, heard two prompt sounds. It called up the background and saw two messages.
[Deviation value detected plus 5 points, the current deviation value of Yun Mingchen's personality is: 50/100]
[Deviation value detected plus 15 points, the current deviation value of Yu Tong's personality is: 15/100]

System:? ? ?
Ah?


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