NOVEL WEB Chapter 368 Ignorance of Love
"Actually, Lin Chengfeng and I are not even in a relationship...It's just that I was too stupid back then..."
Speaking of this, Jiang Shuying paused, with a flash of memory on his face, and said softly:
"When I was in school, I joined the reading club. At that time, I was taciturn and always liked to walk alone on campus. Girls aged 17 or 18 always have an ignorant yearning for love. So did I at that time. But at that time, I was just an orphan, relying on work-study and financial support from caring people in society to go to school. I couldn’t even imagine that I could find love. After all, my monthly living expenses were only 300 yuan, and most of the time I had to Living on steamed buns and clear water, how can I dare to ask for love?"
Speaking of this, Jiang Shuying's eyes were moist and red, and she choked slightly and said:
"But at that time, I met Lin Chengfeng, who was also a member of the reading club. At that time, he was just like me, silent, reticent, and always walking alone on campus. In my impression, he had long hair and long hair. He is still a bit thin and often wears black clothes. I have noticed him before. He seems to be from a poor family and does not seem to have many friends..."
"One rainy evening, the reading club activity in the school had just ended, and it started to rain heavily again. I forgot to bring an umbrella, so I hid at the door of the venue to avoid the rain. Lin Chengfeng came out, and he stood beside me Next to me, he seemed to want to talk to me... But at that time, he was also extremely shy. He hesitated and didn't say a few words. In the end, he just put the umbrella in my hand and ran into the rain alone... ."
Ye Tianming lit a cigarette and smiled; "So you fell in love later?"
Jiang Shuying laughed at herself: "What is love? It's just that our contacts began to increase from then on. In the end, we went from walking alone on campus to walking side by side on campus. I don't know what that means." Love is still the ignorant love of adolescence, but what I can be sure of is that during that period, if I couldn't see him, my heart would panic, and so would he..."
"What happened next?" Ye Tianming asked curiously.
There was a flash of memories on Jiang Shuying's face: "We spent a semester like this. During that time, neither of us expressed our feelings, but we both knew that we probably liked each other. But, he Just like me, our family background was extremely poor, and we didn't dare to say those words. Later, he successfully passed the graduate school and was selected to study abroad, and I... was spotted by a talent scout. "
Jiang Shuying's voice trembled when she said this: "Two months later, we graduated. At the graduation ceremony, he hugged me for the first time. He said that I would wait for him... He said that in three years he would When he came back, he said that we would get married, be together forever, and live a good life..."
Jiang Shuying lowered her head, tears falling silently: "I've been waiting for him for three years. It's ridiculous to say it. The most intimate thing we did was hugging. We didn't even know each other's family background very well. We were separated. That day, we met at the school gate, we exchanged numbers, and then he left."
Speaking of this, Jiang Shuying gently wiped the corners of her eyes and said sadly with tears: "It's really ridiculous. In this era of fast-food love, I only rely on his hug and his number. Is it really like this?" I waited for him for three years... In the past three years, I entered the entertainment industry. Maybe it was luck or God's mercy. I became a first-line actress in China. There were not many people chasing me, but I refused. All, just to wait for him."
Ye Tianming's breath froze. In this day and age, there is still such an infatuated woman.
"Last year, which was the third year of our agreement, I was full of expectations and waiting for him to come back. However... what I was waiting for was news like a bolt from the blue. He said to me on the phone... let's break up. ."
Jiang Shuying cried into tears. Ye Tianming felt a little pain in his heart. Even he felt sorry for Jiang Shuying.
"Why did you break up?"
Jiang Shuying held back tears and said in despair: "I don't know either... But today I think I know, he fell in love with another woman. Looking back on those three years, he would call me every day from the beginning , then once a week, then once a month, then once every six months, when it was time to break up, he didn’t call me for a year. Maybe I should have understood that he should have changed his mind by then."
Ye Tianming sighed softly: "So you waited for him infatuatedly for three years, but he betrayed you long ago?"
"may be..."
Ye Tianming's eyes were complicated. He didn't expect that Jiang Shuying still had this past.
To be honest, he does feel a little sorry for Jiang Shuying now.
Unexpectedly, Jiang Shuying's bright appearance hides so much sadness.
What kind of man can't find a top-tier Chinese actress?
But just for that hug and promise in school, I have been waiting for a man for three years.
The result was betrayal.
He did feel a little sorry for Jiang Shuying.
Picking up a tissue, she accidentally wiped away Jiang Shuying's tears and said softly:
"Stop crying, this kind of scum doesn't deserve your tears."
Jiang Shuying trembled slightly, raised her head at this moment, looked at Ye Tianming, her eyes blurred with tears, and choked with sobs:
"Ye Tianming, thank you..."
"You're welcome. I admire you, I really do."
Jiang Shuying closed her eyes, gently held back the tears in her eyes, and then sighed softly:
"I just hate that I was so stupid. I was the only one who took that promise seriously... Are there any real feelings in this era?"
Ye Tianming said seriously: "Yes, there will always be people worth loving in this world, but you fell in love with the wrong person."
Jiang Shuying shook her head and sighed softly: "I figured it out, maybe it wasn't love at all, but my nostalgia for that past, and it was those beautiful memories that made me put a filter on Lin Chengfeng. "
Ye Tianming smiled sincerely and said, "I'm glad you can understand this."
After a pause, Ye Tianming said in a deep voice, "Then you still have feelings for him?"
Jiang Shuying was silent for a moment and said seriously: "The moment he just appeared, I knew I had feelings for him. Although he broke up with me at the beginning, I thought I had given up, but in that second. ..I know I still can't control my emotions, but the moment Xina appeared beside him, I gave up completely."
Ye Tianming frowned: "Are you sure you really have given up? If Lin Chengfeng reconciles with you now, will you agree?"
Jiang Shuying shook her head: "No, I won't agree even if he kneels in front of me now."
"I'm very happy to have you say this."
Jiang Shuying smiled, with a trace of tears shining in her eyes, and said apologetically:
"I just said you were my boyfriend, so I asked you to block the gun. I'm really sorry."
Ye Tianming smiled slyly: "It doesn't matter. I'm happy to block a gun for a woman like you. I can also lend you a shoulder to lean on."
Jiang Shuying's pretty face blushed slightly, she glanced at Ye Tianming and lowered her head, a hint of shyness appeared on her face.
The distance between the two invisibly got closer, and they knew that Jiang Shuying turned out to be such a woman.
Ye Tianming's previous opinions about Jiang Shuying also disappeared, replaced by a good impression and deep emotion.
Such a woman is worthy of admiration wherever she is!
Soon, the atmosphere relaxed a bit, and Ye Tianming told a few jokes, which made Jiang Shuying couldn't help but laugh.
The two began to eat again, and the previously depressed atmosphere was swept away.
The two finally finished eating, and Ye Tianming smiled and said, "Are you full?"
Jiang Shuying patted her belly and said shyly: "I'm full!"
"Alright then, let's go."
Just as Jiang Shuying was about to leave, a figure came over with a smile on his face:
"Shu Ying, are you free? Let's sit at a coffee shop?"
The person who came was none other than Lin Chengfeng, and Zina had already left for some reason.
The moment Lin Chengfeng appeared, the smiles on Jiang Shuying and Ye Tianming's faces disappeared at the same time.
ps: I can’t stand it any longer, so I went to eat some food. There are two more chapters today, a total of four chapters. Readers, please give me a thumbs up and support! I kowtow to you all!