Chapter 79 - The pseudo-rich and the rich
Hanyu felt that he should go to the service department first before going to the cooking club. At least he was caught by Shizuka Hiratsuka who was not there, so he could explain it better.
When Hanyu came to the entrance of the service room and looked at the blank class card. Hanyu hesitated, then took a deep breath and opened the door of the classroom.
After entering, Hanyu found that Yukoshita Yukino had been sitting in the classroom quietly with a book just like when they first met.
Hanyu was a little bit afraid of Yukino Yukoshita, so he didn’t say anything. He planned to find a chair and sit down for a while, then greet her and leave.
“Hello.” Yukoshita Yukino waited for Hanyu to sit down, and greeted Hanyu unexpectedly.
“You…Hello.” Hanyu responded.
“I thought you would not come. Do you like to find yourself uncomfortable? Masochistic tendency?” Yukoshita Yukino said, but still stared at the book, did not lift up to look at Hanyu.
“No!” Hanyu did not let anyone slander his hobby.
“Is that a stalker?” Yukoshita Yukino said casually.
“Why do you presume that I like you and have a good impression of you?” After saying that, Hanyu glanced at Yukoshita Yukino, and said something broken in his heart. ‘Although it looks really beautiful. ’
“Isn’t there?” Seeing Hanyu’s words showed no intention to himself, Yukino Yukoshita put down the book in his hand and looked at Hanyu and asked.
“No…no.” Hanyu blushed with some guilty conscience, so he wanted to mock Yukino Yukoshita to hide his guilty conscience. “I can’t stand your self-confident narcissism anymore.”
“Really? I learned this from you. Last time you were so confident that you thought you were excellent. Not only did you cook well, but you also looked handsome. Except for the recent drop in grades, other aspects all good.”
“Ahem…” Hanyu was very embarrassed when he heard Yukoshita’s words, and had to cough to cover it up. Then began to change the subject. “By the way, why are you already there as soon as I get here? Don’t you have to go to activities with friends? You don’t have no friends, right?”
“You and I have only met here twice. Why can I infer that I have no friends? Don’t you think this kind of reasoning and judgment based on simple impressions seems very mentally retarded and boring?” Yukino Yukino Somewhat strangely, he glanced at Hanyu.
“Tsk tsk…I didn’t make the judgment by meeting twice. I also based on the rumor in the school, the flower of kaolin is. Looking at your appearance that strangers don’t get close. Tsk…”
“So you are just combining some rumors that have not been verified by yourself. My premise is not very sufficient. It seems that if you are asked to be a policeman, there will be more unjust, false and wrongful cases here.”
“You are avoiding my question. So, do you have any friends!” Hanyu decided not to talk nonsense with her, and went straight to the subject.
“I think about it… First of all, we must define what kind of friend is considered a friend…”
“Okay, forget it.” Hanyu interrupted her when Yukoshita was about to talk about it. “You are what people who have no friends would say. Normally, it would be nice to have a friend directly say who it is, and you don’t need to be as long as you are. But…”
Said that Hanyu looked at Yukoshita Yukino, and saw Yukoshita Yukino a little uncomfortable.
“But you look pretty likable, why don’t you have no friends?”
Hearing Hanyu’s words, Yukoshita Yukino’s expression changed a little and turned his head, and then he started to recall the past.
“People like you don’t understand.” Yukino stood up from the deed as he said. “I’ve been cute since I was a kid…”
“Hey…” Hanyu couldn’t help but smashed his lips.
“So the boys who approach me basically have a good impression of me…”
“I am alone and have no friends, and he said that he is liked by others, really…” Hanyu murmured a little.
“It may be a good thing to be liked by people.”
“Huh? What does that mean?”
“When I was in elementary school, indoor shoes were stolen about 60 times, 50 of which were done by girls. Thanks to them, I don’t bring indoor shoe heel clarinets home every day.” Said Xuezhi Xue Nai looked helpless and sighed.
“Ah, sorry. It sounds very hard.” After hearing Yukino’s description, Hanyu felt that what he had just said might be too much, so he apologized to her.
“Well, it’s hard work, because I’m so cute.” Yukino said with a self-deprecating expression. “But that is also impossible, because no one is perfect. Weak clowns will immediately squeeze others out because of jealousy. The amazing thing is that the better the person, the harder it is to obtain. This kind of thing is too unreasonable. That’s why I want to change the world including people.”
After hearing Yukoshita Yukino’s words, Hanyu felt quite reasonable, but Hanyu had always been just an ordinary person before, and had been jealous of others, but he himself was an introvert, so he didn’t have the experience of squeezing or squeezing others out. . Yukino can only express understanding but can’t empathize with Yukino.
So after listening to Yukoshita’s explanation, Hanyu could cope with it. “It’s really a lofty ideal.”
“In time, it is much better than your attitude of eating and waiting for death. I hate your cowardly part.”
Yukoshita Yukino sharply pointed out the flaws in Hanyu’s character, and looked out the window a little sadly.
Hanyu looked at Yukoshita Yukino, and kept comparing himself with her in his heart.
Hanyu deeply understands that his so-called ideal of eating and waiting for death is essentially due to his weakness and low self-esteem in his personality. Even if the conditions he possesses as a rich second generation will make people who know the truth envy and jealous~www.mtlnovel.com~, for Hanyu, this is just getting rich overnight. Even if he had the conditions for crossing over, Hanyu’s soul was still the inferiority soul of his previous life.
has been an ordinary person since he was a child, and his academic performance can only be regarded as an upper-middle grade. Even if he occasionally performs supernormally, there will still be more powerful people who abuse themselves indecently. Therefore, I can only despise people who are worse than myself to talk about sex.
After entering the society at university, this feeling of inferiority became stronger and stronger, and my decent academic performance was nothing at all. Watching others use the latest kidney machine, and I use inferior knockoff machines, I will not blame my parents. After all, just to maintain the family, the parents have given everything, but even if they don’t blame their parents, they will complain that everyone’s starting point is not a high or low. . After working, I watched other people get a promotion and raise their salary, and I am inactive, so I can only consider making money to maintain a living, repaying various loans while studying, without the free and energy to think about what path I should take, and complaining about my inability. Without vision, without direction, I can become an ant in the city.
As a result, when I am at a loss for my own life, I always hope that I can get rich overnight and start eating and waiting for death. I haven’t thought about it, if you try to make yourself richer after getting rich, is your ability enough? Will it be due to lack of abilities that will lead to the loss of everything that he has after getting rich? Even becoming rich overnight is a delusion.
Therefore, the essence of Hanyu’s hurrying to die is his lack of confidence and cowardice, fearing that what he has now like a dream will suddenly lose himself. It is easy to change from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to change from luxury to frugality.
And Xuexiaxue Nai is different from herself, she is an inherently poor pseudo-rich person, and she is a rich person as she said.