Chapter 3.2
Being smothered by his sweaty muscles and flesh made me feel nauseated, a sensation that lasted for over an hour.
But as a former man myself, I understood all too well—this old bastard wasn’t going to give up until he achieved his goal.
Unbelievably, I was being subjected to foreplay for penetration.
Despite the disgust, the chills, and the anger boiling inside me, a strange warmth began to spread in pussy, invading my body.
I can confidently say this is not normal.
The idea that a woman being raped could feel anything is absolutely unthinkable.
Setting aside whether or not I’m truly a “woman” being raped, one thing is clear—my body and mind were acting completely out of sync.
[Lady “Mother of Blood” is watching you with interest.]
The one who brought me here.
Stop just watching and help me!
“No!!”
The old man seemed ready to keep trying indefinitely.
To forcibly stretch my tight vaginal opening and push the erect penis to its fullest depth.
My inexperienced body instinctively resists, exerting all its strength to block the intrusion of an unfamiliar object.
I endure prolonged, awkward attempts at penetration, feeling as though I am skewered on the penis like a fish on a hook.
Even when it falters, I guide the penis again.
Even when it slips away, I move my hips once more to close the gap.
For the male, it is a moment of pure ecstasy.
“Ugh… Ahh!”
Sweat-soaked bodies intertwine.
At the moment I relaxed my hips, the man’s erection slid inside me.
“Ah…”
I flailed my legs in discomfort.
The man exhaled hot breaths through his open mouth as he pressed tightly against me.
[AchievementUnlocked:QuickLossofVirginity]
[Achievement Unlocked: Quick Loss of Virginity]
[AchievementUnlocked:FirstSex]
An unpleasant sensation of intrusion washed over me.
The man moaned in satisfaction, holding me close as if utterly content.
“Huuh… Uhh! Sexy!”
No one came to my rescue, and nothing of the sort happened.
In the end, I remained pinned beneath the man’s weight, struggling until it escalated into intercourse.
It was a more difficult reality to accept than the fact that I had become a woman.
“Ugh…!”
Before I could even process the loss of a virginity I never truly possessed, the man pinned me beneath him and moved his hips with forceful intensity.
I could distinctly feel the hard penis pressing firmly inside me.
At this point, I was beyond even cursing.
It’s an overwhelming sense of defeat.
My insides are being violently stirred.
The heat I’ve been feeling near my lower back has been steadily intensifying.
This heat is connected to something dangerous, something I don’t fully understand.
If I were to describe it, it’s like a sphere enveloped by a thin membrane.
Inside the sphere, hot water sloshes back and forth, carrying an instability that makes it impossible to tell when it might spill over.
Each time the man thrusts his penis forcefully into me, my love juices ripples violently.
My thin membrane feels like… it’s about to tear apart.
That feeling keeps overwhelming me.
“Pl-please… stop…”
A frail, feminine voice escaped, so delicate that it was hard to believe it was mine.
As I pushed against him with my arms, pleading, it only seemed to spur him on, making him thrust his hips even more forcefully.
The sound of flesh striking against flesh echoes, and his penis keeps… keeps growing harder.
“I’m a man… a man…!”
“Ahh! Sweetheart! Ohhh!”
The man pays no attention, as if he doesn’t hear a word.
“Stop it… you perverted freak… I’m telling you, I’m a man…”
The contents of the thin-membraned sphere ripple violently.
Just from that impact, my body is heating up, burning intensely.
An abnormal situation, and an abnormal state of being.
My entire body was growing hypersensitive.
The man gripped me tightly, forcefully pressing his weight as he thrust into my vagina.
Even if I tried to dissociate, there was no denying that it was my body, my vagina.
Creak, creak, creak, creak…
In a secluded mountain cabin where no one ever visits, I am being vigorously taken, completely naked.
A sex with no excuses.
Helplessly waiting for the seed to be planted.
“Oh oh…!!”
The man trembles all over, immersed in ecstasy.
Drooling like someone intoxicated, he seemed completely lost.
Roughly, he penetrates me.
I twist my hips, carefully ensuring that the delicate membrane imagined in my mind doesn’t break.
The hymen…
If it had existed, it would have torn long ago.
“Hnng… ngh… ah…!”
She gritted her teeth, enduring the moans.
Seeing me must have aroused him so much that it felt even harder than when it was being inserted.
“Feeling that through it made me want to die.”
“I’m going to release it. Inside, I’ll release it!”
“Don’t release it inside!”
The man thrust his hips vigorously, pushing himself deep inside.
“Ahh! I told you not to release it inside.”
She resisted, shaking her legs, but her body was firmly pinned down, leaving her with no options.
“Get pregnant. Carry my child!”
If it’s released inside, she’ll get pregnant.
I never imagined the day would come when I would think about it from a woman’s perspective.
If I had calmly taken the time to envision my future, I might have bitten my tongue and ended it already.
“Stop it. Don’t… don’t release it inside…!”
At first, having almost spent all my energy, only simple words came out of my mouth.
The man looked down at me with a sly smile.
“If you ask me to make you my wife, I’ll release it outside.”
“What…?”
It was the kind of deal men often proposed in situations like this.
Of course, “situations like this” were familiar to me only from adult videos or manga, which made it both absurd and disorienting, leaving me feeling drained.
For me, it was an opportunity.
But in most cases, seizing such an opportunity without hesitation often ends in betrayal—that’s the unspoken rule.
“Huff! Huff! I’m going to release it inside. Right into my wife’s body!”
The man thrust himself in vigorously.
“Ugh…! Ah! Ugh! If I say it, you’ll release it outside, right?”
Damn it.
It’s a deal I know all too well but have no choice but to accept.
“If you kiss me too!”
“Dammit. That wasn’t part of the deal, you bastard!”
“There’s no turning back now. Ah! I’m about to let go. You’re squeezing me tight, and I can’t hold it any longer!”
“Ugh…!”
Pregnancy…
I can’t get pregnant! Better to swallow my pride than deal with that. Damn it!
“Make me your wife…!”
I uttered an outdated, foolish line.
The man, as if he had been waiting for it, immediately responded.
“Say it respectfully!”
“Ah…! Ah…!”
This bastard…!
Stop thrusting so hard that I can’t even breathe…
Closing my eyes tightly, I kissed the man.
“Pl… please make me your wife…!”
“I’m going to release it… going to release it…!”
“You promised… ah…!”
“Say it one more time…!”
This… this bastard…!
“Please make me your wife!”
I clung to his lips, pleading desperately.
The man suddenly grabbed me, thrusting his hips rapidly, stirring me up without any restraint.
I nearly let my guard down, and the barrier almost tore. If it were to tear, who knows what might happen? Suppressing the surge of sensation, I trembled uncontrollably.
“I’m going to cum in your pussy!”
The man pressed his hips tightly against me and ejaculated inside.
A wave of betrayal burned through me as I realized he hadn’t even attempted to pull out.
But in the end… does it really make a difference whether it happens inside or out?
The realization that I had been played made the humiliation even worse.
[Achievement unlocked: “Deceived into internal ejaculation”]
[Achievement unlocked: “First internal ejaculation”]