TS Stone

This is inevitable.

Anyone who has been feeling this way for weeks on end will naturally end up like this, and it's only natural that they'll turn to the person who is the most appropriate outlet for their frustration.

Besides, I couldn't even say thank you properly, the other person would be happy, and I would be happy because my frustration would go away…

So, if everyone benefits, but no one suffers…

Come to think of it, the sun has already set.

So, if you go at night like this, there's a chance they won't be there… If they're there, just say hello, and if they're not there, just leave.

… Besides, it's Christmas, so there's a high chance that there won't be any. Since it's Christmas, I'll probably go out and play with my friends.

… If not, wouldn't it be okay to just go and say hello once?

As soon as I frame my actions as justified, the thoughts continue and the burden naturally goes away.

So this is just… a Christmas greeting. Let's leave it at that. I'm not going to have sex because I want to have sex, it's just a greeting… .

Seonghyeon's teasing sex had been something I had been holding back on until I could do it this time, but today I feel like I don't have that anymore, so I feel like all the built-up desires are going to explode.

"…Excuse me?"

I was walking, my body so sensitive that it was caressing itself as the wind brushed past me. When I came to my senses, I had already arrived at the dormitory.

And by chance, David, who was walking out of the dormitory entrance, saw me and approached me with a curious look on his face.

The way she was dressed made it seem like she was planning to go out somewhere at any moment… .

The moment David appeared, the sexual desire that had been barely suppressed began to boil dangerously.

"Whoa?! What the heck is going on here?!"

When I actually met him, my mind went blank.

My breathing is ragged, and my eyes are trembling. Someone who can relieve all this pent-up desire. And someone who I can feel like I can do it once more since I've already done it once…

Oh, so that's what it was... Right. We decided to say hello.

Even though we met by chance, it turned out well. If I went to your room, it would be awkward and I would wonder how you found me.

"Oh, Merry Christmas."

"Oh yeah, merry Christmas."

"Where are you going?"

"I have a Christmas party with my friends. What's going on, Hwiyeon?"

"I… that is…."

… It's hard to say that we came here to have sex.

Besides, do you have an appointment? My whole body is burning hot, but I'm barely able to hold on to my senses.

It might be strange to ask you to stay here with me, and it seems like you already have plans… .

… Still, I think we could have sex for 10 minutes… no, maybe 3 minutes.

The gaze keeps looking down.

"What a coincidence. Why didn't you contact me before? Did you lose my contact information?"

"Oh, I lost it while I was doing laundry…."

"Oh my god."

"Do you live here?"

"That's right, I was worried that you might come looking for me after leaving the place you were at before…."

Did you think I would go there? I vaguely remember the place, but I never thought about going there.

As we were talking quietly, I started to come to my senses.

No matter what, I feel like it's a bit much for someone to come to me on their own feet just to have sex, so I'm thinking about just saying hello and breaking up.

Then again, I thought I wanted to do it since I already came here. It was confusing, like a broken light bulb, with thoughts going on and off in my head.

"What's going on here? A party with friends?"

"Ah… that, that…."

What should I say… .

… Oh, so that's why I came here.

I'm starting to get confused.

So… what was it? What was I here to do?

"…You don't live here, do you?"

"Oh, no."

"Hmm… Oh, right. Do you want to go to the Christmas party together? If you don't have any plans."

"that is…."

Christmas party… I think it's probably a party that Westerners gather together for.

It could be a party held at school. I heard there are parties held at school. Was it a prom or something? I kind of want to go, but I'm a guy and I don't really like places like that. It might be fun to go as a girl, but I can't go without an invitation.

And I don't really like places like big party halls.

"Have you come to see me?"

Suddenly, right on the mark.

It may sound like a joke because the atmosphere is awkward, but it's so true that I can't refute it.

… David, who had been silently speaking, started talking while laughing and then realized something was strange and stopped laughing and asked.

"...really?"

… Ugh.

Normally, I would immediately say no and joke back, but today I can't do that.

My head is getting hot… .

David looked at me quietly while I avoided eye contact without saying anything, then suddenly took out his cell phone and made a call to someone.

What are they talking about…? I thought they were talking for a bit, but then they hung up.

"ok, i'm free."

free?

What does that mean… Is English a hellish language for me, who is an English idiot? I can't understand what you are saying.

He suddenly grabbed my hand, and as I was being dragged away in a panic, he hailed a taxi and pushed me into it.

…Huh?

"Huh…? Where are you going?"

"Where do you want to go?"

"yes?"

What is this situation?!

I suddenly came to my senses as if I had been thrown into cold water.

Wait a minute, what's going on here? Are we being kidnapped?

"Wh, what are you doing?!"

"Um… Christmas date?"

"A, a date… Uh, yeah?"

Huh?!

Seriously, what is this? Why am I suddenly in a situation where I'm going on a date?!

"Now, wait a minute. What about the Christmas party?"

"Do you want to go to a party?"

"No, didn't you say you were going there earlier?"

"Oh, that's okay, I called earlier and said I wasn't going."

… Ah, that's it.

That's not it!

"Have you eaten?"

"Oh, I ate cake…."

"Hmm… So, you've eaten… and the hotel?"

"eww…."

Oh my, I thought you were joking, but you hit the nail on the head.

What on earth am I supposed to say in answer?

While hesitating, he suddenly gives directions to the taxi driver.

"Turn right there in front."

I'm actually heading towards the hotel.

I know a senior I know who brought me there for a gathering, so I went there with him. I heard it was a very large hotel. There was a swimming pool, and the restaurant was buffet-style.

"Oh, no! I don't want to go!"

"You don't want to go?"

"No! Hotel no!"

"A pool? There's a pool in that hotel."

…swimming.

I'd like to try it a little bit. I've never done it when I was a woman.

I'm a beer drinker by nature, but I like swimming. The lazy feeling of floating around feels good.

"swimming?"

"Ugh…."

"ok?"

… I think swimming would be okay.

Actually, I was bored, and it was a bit odd to be home alone on Christmas.

After I came to my senses and thought about it, it seemed like a good suggestion.

Even leaving aside the question of why I suddenly had to go to the pool with David, the idea of going to the pool was quite appealing.

But didn't they let you in if you had an ID?

"Child…don't have a passport."

"no problem."

It seems okay.

… It's night, but it's not that late yet. I think I can swim for about 3 or 4 hours.

"I don't have a swimsuit."

"Rent, rent."

I think I can borrow it.

… I feel like I'm being swept up in the atmosphere.

♀ ♂ ♀ ♂ ♀ ♂

"Phuha!"

I had a feeling it might be the case, but it seems like even if you become a woman, you still are a beer bottle.

The swimming pool inside the hotel is quite large. There is a long and wide part that looks like you could race in it.

Even though it was Christmas, there were quite a few other people there besides David and me, and the hotel was decorated for Christmas, and guests were drinking wine and such in the corner, wearing swimsuits.

…Why did I come here?

But even if I put aside the fact that I came to David because I was thinking about sex at first, my heart, which I wondered if would really work, is actually working, and it feels lighter and more comfortable in the water… Swimming is pretty fun.

Luckily, there was a swimsuit that fit my chest size, so I borrowed a black one.

bikini!

… It was a little embarrassing, but I just wore it thinking I was going to swim in my underwear and it turned out pretty good.

Come to think of it, what is the difference between a swimsuit and underwear?

The exposure is exactly the same… no, the swimsuit is a bit bigger.

Why is it okay to show swimsuits but not underwear?

"ok, one more?"

"yes, yes."

By the way, I'm currently learning how to swim from David.

… When I came to the pool, I was half out of my mind and didn't even know why I was there, but once I got in the water, the feeling of floating felt so good that I decided to forget about it for now.

Since it's an indoor pool, the water is warm, and the air outside the water is warm too. Maybe that's why there are quite a few people just sitting outside the water... When I get out of the water or stand up, I feel like people are looking in my direction.

It's winter, so why are you at the swimming pool?

I don't know if they came to play, but there are surprisingly a lot of people.

Splash, splash, splash… .

"Phuha!"

I'm not pretending to be cute or anything, and I'm not joking... I can only hold my breath underwater for about 10 seconds.

In fact, even 10 seconds is difficult.

… Maybe it's because I fell into water when I was young. Or maybe I just don't have good lung capacity. I like water, but I find it difficult to hold my breath underwater.

If you just stay still, it's okay to hold it for up to 15 seconds, but if you keep kicking your feet like you're doing now, even 10 seconds will feel like a long time.

I actually took more care with my hair today… It's a bit of a shame.

The moment I got to the pool, I gave up and tied my hair up with the key I got from the locker room, but it was still a bit of a waste… .

It wasn't a ponytail, it was just loosely tied back. What was this hairstyle called?

By the way, my first experience in a women's locker room wasn't that great.

It's not like there are only plump, cartoon-like beauties!

There was a blonde beauty, but when I actually tried to do it, it was hard to openly look at her. And on the contrary, I should say that I was the one being looked at… I felt like she kept glancing at me as she passed by.

After I got into the pool, I saw David swimming in the pool first, so I sat with my feet in front of where he would arrive outside the water, and then he suddenly pretended to get out of the pool and grabbed me by the waist.

And then he saw me struggling and realized it was a beer bottle, so he was rescued with his arms wrapped around my waist, and that's how I am now.

I got an apology, but… water was really getting into my nose… my feet weren't touching the ground… I thought I was going to die.

I was slowly kicking my feet while holding David's hand at a height that was just below my chest, and I felt like I had seen this scene before.

Am I cursed to never be able to escape third-rate romance?

"…It doesn't seem like it can even float on water?"

"It could have come up, but why didn't it?"

The more you kick your feet, the more your lower body sinks into the water.

Why?

I can originally do dog paddling or backstroke, but… I guess my body balance is off, my senses are different, so I can't float properly, and even if I float for a moment, I suddenly sink. Have I really turned into a beer bottle?

It certainly seems that body balance is important. You get used to it after doing it a few times, but if you try to do a movement that you are still not used to, this is what happens.

But this time, I thought it would float on its own after a few tries, but even though I kept holding David's hand and tried to swim, my lower body kept sinking.

"ha…."

Should I rent a tube?

I'm seriously considering it.

I decided to swim a little by myself and laid down on the water to relax.

… the upper body floats, but the lower body keeps sinking.

It feels like you're floating diagonally on the water, but after a while you feel your feet touching the ground.

'That's strange, why did it turn into a beer bottle?'

Even though I can't swim, it wasn't to this extent... Rather, if you think that all of this oil is fat, shouldn't I be able to float on the water?

It's fun to just float around like this. I like the feeling of being exhausted and lethargic.

… By the way, it was a bit dangerous earlier.

David holds my hand and helps me swim… but because the water is so high, I find myself worrying about my lower body.

If you go a little further down… .

David borrowed a pair of square trunks and he looked really good in them, probably because he was in pretty good shape.

Should I exercise too?

I keep comparing myself to others. I'm tall, I have a good body… I'm a woman, and I have a good body, good proportions, and a good face. I don't even need to put on makeup, so I feel superior…

I wonder if I'm going to become less and less willing to go back to being a man.

"ha…."

I feel a bit tired.

Maybe it's because I have a habit of thinking too much, but I keep thinking about several things in succession.

Sex, David, swimming, body changes, me as a woman and me as a man, what happens next… .

… I feel dizzy.

Shouldn't we think a little more simply?

My head hurts… Let's go out of the water and rest for a bit.

"Phew."

My body feels heavy.

As soon as I get out, I suddenly feel like going back into the water. Has my body ever been this heavy? I always feel that way when I go in and out of the water, but today, it feels even heavier.

I suddenly felt stupid. I was so horny that I wanted to have sex, so I came here on my own two feet, and then I came to the pool… What kind of situation is this?

It wasn't that I couldn't control my desire to have sex, but I just rationalized it to myself and thought that it was okay because I'm not a woman, so I came here to relieve my stress.

…Is it strange to even think like this?

"Ah, this is hard."

Lately, I don't know if I should say that my thoughts have been changing or if I should say that my thoughts are mixed... I keep getting a headache. I keep having thoughts that are neither here nor there, and I go back and forth... I keep doing things that I don't know why I'm doing... .

I know it's because of the TS Stone. Living a double life, being a woman and then a man. It's understandable that such confusion would occur... But I also think it's too much of a waste to give up the TS Stone just because of that.

I even feel a certainty that if I continue to live as a man and never become a woman again, things will go back to how they were… but it's such a waste to give up on becoming a woman, a complete stranger, just because of this confusion.

It's more like gambling, but I think it would be better to live as a woman for about a month to properly establish myself as a woman...

It's just a feeling, but I think that might work.

If it's confusing because I'm changing from being a woman to being a man, then wouldn't it be okay if I completely become a woman and live my life, making it clear that this is who I am as a woman?

… I wonder if it's just because I've been feeling a lot of sexual frustration lately, but the need to transform into a woman for a month is not only for mental reasons, but also to confirm whether or not I, as a woman, get my period.

First of all, I guess I have no choice but to wait for the vacation… .

"Hwaaam…."

By the way, I'm sleepy.

I just got out of the water and my body feels heavy and drowsy… and since it's an indoor pool, it's also warm.

Is it because the hibernation season has come? I'm really sleepy.

… I'll just sleep for a bit. If anything happens, David will come and wake me up.

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