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I need to keep quiet and think about masturbating with a masturbation device of some kind… .

Is this what it means to lose interest?

Should I say that my mind is numb? It feels like dust is filling my brain. I think about what to do, but I can't take action. I keep hesitating and end up just doing whatever the other person tells me to do.

Wow, this black guy is trying to make me spread my legs in an M shape… He grabs my knees with both hands and makes me fold my legs, then he grabs my panties and pulls them down like he's taking off a wrapper.

My head feels hot to the point where I feel like I'm going to cry, and the back of my head feels throbbing.

I'm so embarrassed I could die.

I'm so nervous that I feel suffocated just breathing, and even just hearing the sound of someone breathing makes me shiver because it feels like the wind is touching my body.

I feel my back muscles twitching on their own. It's not like they're tightening and stretching, but it's like each muscle is moving on its own, tensing and releasing repeatedly.

If we use a hand as an analogy, it would be as if each finger is moving independently. When we say that the hand is twitching, it does not seem as if the fingers are opening and closing at the same time, but rather as if each finger is twitching individually.

"You are so lovely…."

What a lovely thing!

I'm going crazy. Why on earth would you say something like that there?

I hate myself for reacting to those words and getting hot in my face again. I don't even understand why my face is getting so hot.

"Heehee, ah… haa…."

I don't know if I was embarrassed or ashamed, but I tightened my grip on the pillow that was covering my face.

I covered my eyes with a pillow, so whenever my hand touched him, I would startle him even more and reflexively flinch and let out a sound. But that doesn't mean I don't want to watch David pounce on me because I'm afraid that without the pillow, I'd have to see it with my own two eyes.

Seriously, what on earth am I doing right now?

Creak, creak, creak… .

"Ahh… Ugh…."

He started touching my vagina.

I was so nervous that I thought my hair would stand on end. The moment my hand touched his, I was so flustered that I couldn't even tell if it was my finger or his hand.

If you feel a little calm, the touch you feel above the pubic bone, above the pubic bone, lets you know that this is not a penis but a finger.

"oh…you so sexy…so cute baby."

'Haaa… That's why I told you not to talk like that… .'

It feels like someone has found out about my dark past. When I see a doodle I drew a long time ago, when I see a poem I wrote a long time ago… It's like when I call a friend I knew from my childhood and they talk about their middle school days.

I'm so embarrassed I could die. I wish you'd stop talking. I'm going to die.

But it still feels good. It felt like the heat inside my body was focused on my vagina. A little more, a little bit is okay, so just a little bit… .

"Tsk, tsk… tsk, tsk…."

it's crazy!!!

Licking my chest!!

I feel dizzy, I can't really come to my senses, I feel something hot and slippery on my large chest. When I leave my mouth, the cold air cools my saliva, making it even colder, and he gradually kisses around my chest until he finally puts my nipple in his mouth and sucks it.

Maybe it's because my chest is big, but I feel sensations in different places than when I was a man. My heart is pounding and the vibrations resonating throughout my body are starting a little way from where his mouth is touching.

At the same time, the fingers that I had been feeling from my vagina for a while kept moving back and forth, making me feel a dull sensation as if my pubic bone's muscles were tightening and then releasing.

That feeling of not knowing what to say was definitely something I had felt as a man.

It's clear that my ex-girlfriend was a bit of a pervert, so she would always touch me before we had sex or when we were kissing. After a while, I would feel a bit awkward, or rather, I would feel blocked up, my head would become dizzy, and it would feel like there was a filter stuck in my throat, my breathing would become slightly blocked, and my mouth would become sticky...

A feeling that feels like I can't breathe when I touch it, but when I take my hand off, I want to touch it more, and it continues to press firmly on the area below my heart and inside my lower abdomen.

The sensation I feel from my vagina and chest, which is clearly different from when I was a man, makes me feel even more keenly that I am now a woman.

"Ahhh… Eek! Haa… Haa…!"

My whole body is sensitive. The word tingling comes to mind unconsciously. Why tingling? It's not tingling or tingling, what on earth does it mean? I feel like my hair is being pulled tight and standing up all over my body. Right now, my skin is so smooth that it seems like there's no hair at all, so even if it does stand up, it's just fine hair.

I groan and twist my waist, and every time I do, I reflexively realize that I feel this way too, and out of embarrassment, I grip the pillow with more strength.

Is it because my blood is rapidly circulating throughout my body and adrenaline is secreted? Is it because of that that the drug is also taking effect? I try hard to imagine something different from the situation I am in now, but my thoughts keep breaking down and I can't think of anything.

"Haa… ha, haa… haaah…."

My upper body jerks and jerks like someone in a cartoon who has been electrocuted, and my chin lifts up on its own every time I tense up. My breathing feels so strange that I wonder if I'm going to hiccups.

"take a deep breath."

Deep…? Maybe because I play a lot of adult games, I thought he meant to reflexively insert it deeply, so I held my breath nervously. As I held my breath with my eyes tightly shut, he caressed my waist and stomach, lifted my leg with one hand, and placed both of my legs on top of his, as if he were inserting himself between my spread legs.

The position is quite comfortable…. I'm not even wide open or anything, so I'm not overly embarrassed. David started caressing my waist, then suddenly grabbed my pelvis and pulled it down, then adjusted my position.

'You, put it in… .'

I felt nervous and curious, but I held back my breath and my heart started pounding, so I pushed the pillow away for a moment and looked down.

In a dark room… I can't see anything, maybe because I'm black.

If I close my eyes slightly, I feel like I'm having sex with an invisible man. The room is pitch black, unless there's some moonlight streaming in from the window.

"take a breath, breath~"

"B, breath…?"

Breath... Breath? Is it a bracelet? I was thinking that, and then suddenly the word dragon breath came to mind. The bracelet was a bracelet.

'Are you telling me to breathe?'

"Hoooo… haaah…."

I relaxed and took a deep breath. I had placed the pillow on my chest, but it was blocking my view too much, so I put it under my stomach and hugged it with both hands.

After taking a few deep breaths, my breathing calms down. David looks down at me quietly and touches my vagina again, inserting and withdrawing his finger, then this time rubbing a larger one against the entrance.

Tsk, tsk, tsk

"Huh, hoooo… hoooo… haa, haaah…."

It feels like getting a shot.

David just rubbed his cock at the entrance of my vagina for a while, waiting for my breathing to come out evenly. He held my pelvis with one hand and his black thing with the other, rubbing it up and down. Every time he did that, a strange sound came out of my lower body. At first, it seemed like the sound was coming from inside my body, but it gradually grew louder enough to be heard in my ears.

What should I do, I'm embarrassed again.

"Haa, haaah… hoo, hoo! Haa…."

For some reason, I felt like crying. My vision was distorted as if tears were welling up on their own, and my body started to react sensitively again every time his thing brushed against me.

Deep down, I wished he'd just roughly put it in deep, but I didn't know what I wanted to do, to the point where I wanted to beg him not to.

"relax, relax~."

Relax… .

I can't relax. My head is a mess. I'm confused, but I'm also confused. Sometimes I feel like I'm not confused, sometimes I feel like I'm confused, sometimes I'm confused, sometimes I'm confused, sometimes I'm confused... .

"So, soft please… no, no hard…."

It's a mess.

I spoke briefly in a crawling voice, wishing he would put it in quickly, but asking him not to do so.

To relax, I think of the funniest thing in my head.

When two black people have sex at night, they can't see each other's whereabouts!

… I thought I was going to think of something funny, but I'm sure it's because I'm under the influence, but even though I think it's funny, when I'm involved in it, I actually become scared.

Since I can't see very well, I don't think I'll ever know what will happen to me.

"Okay, okay."

David grabbed my pubic bone with both hands and slowly began to push my legs forward with his lower abdomen. The feeling told me that David was pushing his body towards me.

"Haa… haa… aaaaaa… aaaaaa…."

It wasn't a groan, but it was a sound that I let out as if I was about to cry, so I sobbed without realizing it.

I'm really out of my mind. I feel sorry for myself for being in this situation, and I also feel resentful of David. And when I think about it, I think it's because of Kwon Seong-min, so I curse Kwon Seong-min over and over again.

Ugh… .

"Ugh, ugh…!"

Come in.

I could definitely feel it, something big, something thick going into my body. I could tell it not so much by the feeling of the muscles inside my vagina spreading apart, but by the feeling of my vaginal opening spreading apart.

Should I say that my skin is pulled, but it shouldn't be able to come in normally... No, it can come in, but it feels like my muscles are being pulled taut, spreading out places that have never been spread out before.

Now that I think about it, I think I felt a similar sensation near my lips when I was little and kept my mouth wide open all day long, as if I was putting my fist in my mouth… .

It hurts. It definitely hurts a bit… But it's not a tearing pain, it's just a tingling sensation. At first it felt like it was tearing, but I guess the pain changed.

But maybe because of the medicine, it doesn't hurt that much. Rather, it's hot. It's hot, like hot water is coming in.

As I instinctively tighten my legs, David tilts his upper body toward me, preventing me from tightening my legs. He stops in place, caressing my stomach as if telling me to calm down, and hugs my waist with his other hand.

"S, stop… no move, do, don't move…."

"ache?"

What the heck is Ake… .

It seems like he's been being considerate of me since earlier and only talking to me in simple and short words. The problem is that I can't even understand what he's saying.

The pain isn't that bad. I guess I can bear it if I try... But the pain is only felt in the vaginal opening. Who said that the hymen is torn and it hurts inside the vagina? Or that the vaginal muscles are stretched and it hurts... .

I was in so much pain because I had a narrow mouth and a narrow throat.

Fortunately, the heat inside my body was greatly alleviating the pain.

This thing is much bigger than that. I can't tell yet because I haven't seen it properly, but it feels really big.

So he's black after all?

Superior… .

It wasn't like they all came in, and at most, only about half, or maybe only a third, of them came in.

As a woman, this was my first time having sex, but since I did it as a man, I have a rough idea of what the situation is like now.

Right now, I'm probably feeling restless because I want to move quickly... But I also felt like I'd be okay if I just gave myself 10 seconds, no, 20 seconds. The pain had almost completely disappeared, replaced by a slight, tingling heat.

"Uh, come on? Maybe I'm okay…."

Was it right to say "come on" here? I asked David, unsure, to put in some more.

I thought it would probably be okay since the pain had subsided considerably.

I thought to myself that it was fortunate that I didn't have a hymen, and as I relaxed my legs that had been tense, I spread them slightly to the side. David immediately adjusted his position again and slowly inserted the object.

"Phew, phew…."

Coming in… Coming in… .

As I continued to move forward at a slow pace, I felt my stomach becoming fixed in one direction. It was like putting a splint on my injured finger to keep it from moving, and it felt like my body, which had been moving around loosely, was being fixed in one place.

The difference was that it started from the inside rather than the outside… .

Actually, I didn't feel much pain when I came in, maybe because I was in the shape of a gourd. The heat was going up my spine and irritating the back of my neck, but it wasn't painful or scary, and it felt strange that it was gradually entering my body.

"oh yeah…so tight, and hot…."

It's really embarrassing… .

I can feel the contact from my pubic bone, whether it's fully inserted or not. David also bends his upper body and approaches me a little more, then remains still and shakes his waist from side to side, stirring the inside of my body.

Gulp, gulp… .