The Villainess’s Personal Maid

Last night was a success.

The death of three guild leaders and one candidate for president will probably cause an uproar.

Of course,  Clark exposed their bad smells,  it is too toxic that will make people die in shock.

It is currently 6:30 am and readying all the food for my lady's breakfast.

I hopped while collecting plates and placing the put perfectly.

I remember what that old man said if I am killing them for stupid revenge.

I said,  I don't care anymore but it seems the weight on my heart was lifted for good.

So,  it is not stupid,  it was worth it.

I protected my lady,  as well get revenge on my master.

Although the Cardigan Family is still there mourning the death of such a man,  I cannot wipe that family alone.

I must make my lady stronger,  she must learn of being a leader as well as how to fight.

And I will be her shadow.

No,  we The Cherub of Nite will be her informant and shadow.

"fufu"

I must enjoy my day.

Because Lily inform me that my lady's cold has subsided.

It means she is okay now.

And I'm going there to wake her up~

I happily proceed to walk and it did not take long for me to face her room's door.

I sighed deeply ready for the upcoming tantrum,  will she throw some things at me again?  Her pain for suddenly knowing her mother died on the exact date of her birthday took a toll on her.

I slapped my cheek with determination to go inside.

I open the door and went to the sleeping beauty, her beautiful blonde hair disheveled on her bed, and her long eyelashes are seductively alluring. Her pure fair skin tone is illuminating as the radiance of sunlight hits her once I open the curtains, her now big...breast which I was not jealous about as mine is still in the process of growth... Hers is... Abnormal for her age.

"M'lady, it's time to wake up."

"Ngh... Five more minutes..."

"M'lady if you don't wake up, I will throw a bucket of cold water on you."

"Damn it! I said five m- what?"

My~?

I tilted my head as it was my first time seeing her expression like that.

An expression of someone who just saw a stranger.

Which stranger?  Me.

I somehow feel uncomfortable and couldn't help but shiver

"No..wait..ugh!"

She suddenly held her head due to a sudden headache, it was for at least ten seconds before she stopped.

"Wh...what's with this memory..."

She murmured but thanks to my enhanced hearing, I manage to hear it.

Oh, my~ look what we have here.

M'lady or let's just say a different person look at me.

Should I kill her?

I know, maybe it wasn't her fault but, if my lady wasn't here anymore then, why should I care?

M'lady is no longer here, which means I am useless,  a failure who failed to protect her master.

After I kill her,  I will kill myself.

I quickly took my knife and hid it to not make her alarm, I hid my killing intent and act as if confused albeit it was hard to express due to my expressionless face.

"What... The date is today...J-jun."

Ara?

What's this? Does she know me? Did she gain the memory of M'lady?

This is bad~ bad~

How dare you...

Wait,  let's calm down,  I'm becoming unstable again.

Huu...

Maybe she is just like me or my lady remembers her past life?

I must observe for now.

If she is a new person...

I will kill...

I suddenly hesitated.

It seems I can't...

Because it is my lady's body.

Her precious body is more important than my life.

"J-jun...  Just answer me damn it. "

"Apologies,  I was too caught up in your beautiful booby that I failed to answer quickly. "

"W-what??? "

"what?  Does my lady also want to see my boobs?  Although mine is still small,  it is in the definition of cute. "

"s-stop,  j-just answer my question,  oh my god... "

...  Isn't this fun?

It seems she is still the M'lady I know.

My Lotte~

I saw her go shiver and looked at me.

"Ah,  to answer your... stupid question which I supposed as expected of my lady,  it is June 23, 3075 today,  Frid,  7:02 am. "

"Rude. "

"and I dare say,  it was amusing my lady. "

"How about I punish you? "

"Please,  I will gladly accept,  I would like my lady to punish me,  please punish me more~"

"Shut up and get out! I need some time! "

"Understood,  I will prepare myself as well. "

"?  What do you mean? "

Not answering her,  of course, I know it is rude for a servant to act like this but,  it is Lotte.

I went out and close the door.

....

A lie.

I used illusion to make it look like she saw me going out.

I look at Lotte and there she stared blankly for a moment before slowly going to the window.

She stared at her reflection until her mouth started to twitch

"... T-this is ridiculous...  I am inside of a story and a villainess at that? "

She clench her fist and started tearing up angrily.

"Does that mean my mother's death is a way for me to become like that in the future? "

She said with a voice full of anger.

"Don't fuck with me! "

As she slam her fist,  Lotte glared at the mirror clenching her teeth, and a moment later heave a sigh.

"Calm down... Huu... Who would have thought this is my second life?  I must write all the things that will happen in the future,  I refused to die in that way. "

...

Hmm...

That bastard of a god.

Did he reincarnate me in a world of stories?  What is my role then?

A perhaps My Lady's Number 1 loyal maid!

Perhaps I am her maid who will follow everything she will ask and the-

"and Jun...  She will kill me in the future... "

... Eh?

Me?

Killing her?

That is something I wouldn't do.

There must be something,  a misunderstanding perhaps.

"As the heroine of this world,  she will fall in love with the male protagonist and stop me from my evil deeds,  betraying me and making me fall into ruin... "

....

Now there.

That would be impossible.

Me?

Falling into a man?

Tha-

Hm...

Not unless I am NOT that Jun.

Hmm

But even if that were so, would she Betray Lotte?

"... Should I avoid Jun?  No,  that is impossible but...  Why the heck is she acting like that?! "

"Jun in the story is cold and a kuudere well she is- still but Jun is not supposed to be a pervert! "

Now My lady it's not like you don't like it.

"...... I can't accept this...  The reason why Jun betrayed me in the first place is that after the death of my mother, I keep abusing,  physically abusing her to the point of her death... "

....

I imagine Lotte hurting me...

I certainly wouldn't like it.

Despite what I keep saying excitedly about her punishing me, I won't like it if she abused me and hurt me to the point of my death.

I would probably distance myself from her and lost my feelings.

I will only serve her because of my master and not Lotte.

But I still won't betray her.

And that would not be the same for the person who is originally the owner of this body.

Though it became mine forgetting who I am in my past life,  becoming a full fledge adorable girl.

I wouldn't change the fact that there is someone who is previously residing in this body.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Yep maybe the 'Jun' survive that day and serve my lady,  what she is feeling, and experiencing is I don't know.

"... I must avoid all the people who are important to the story. "

That would be impossible my Lady.

YOU are the Villainess and I am the Heroine.

Really impossible.

...

...... And don't ever think of abandoning me, Lotte.

Never.

I quickly and silently get out of her room as if nothing happens.

Later on,  I position myself in front of the door and knock three times.

"My lady this is Jun. "

"...C-come in. "

"Excuse me. "

"What brings you here? "

"My~?  Acting as if nothing happen as expected of my lady! "

"enough,  don't beat around the bush and tell me. "

"Understood.  Ferdinand Bren Cardigan is dead and your father's guild is on the verge of destruction. "

"I see...  So... Wait... Wha-Eh!?!? "

Lotte widens her eyes in shock,  her mouth agape as her beautiful eyes stared at me.

"W-wha-what?! "

"He is Dead,  lifeless,  explosion,  boom,  and done. "

"h-huh?"

"He died in the explosion together with two guild leaders of the top 10 guilds.

"he- he isn't supposed to be dead! "

I tilt my head expressionlessly and pretend I did not know anything.

"What's that supposed to mean My lady? "

"H- n- nothing anyway what is the food today? "

"Yes,  I will pretend that there is no such thing as changing the subject,  it is nothing special,  bacon,  egg,  and pancakes with syrup, my lady, Please enjoy to your heart pitiful content. "

"Jun...  Fuck you. "

"I am so glad that you are eager to fuck me Lotte~"

She stiffened and irritatedly said.

"That's not what I mean! "

"Then what is it? "

"Ugh!!!  I have enough,  get out I want to eat alone. "

"Ah,  I see,  you want it on the other way round~"

"No!  Shup your slutty mouth at once,  and get out if my sight! "

"Won't you allow me to feed you? "

"No! "

"M-a-s-t-e-r say aah<3"

I cut a piece of pancake and stab it with a fork and stretch it toward Lotte's open mouth.

She has no choice but to eat,  swallow, and gulped it down.

She glared at me but I continue to feed her with reasonable words,  for me that is.

"Lotte,  you just went through to a hellish experience,  let me,  this adorable maid of yours feed you. "

"Don't say something like adorable when you're not-"

"I'm not? "

I close my face to hers and tilted my head,  our lips are close to each other my amethyst eyes staring at her eyes.

She flushed and avoided my gaze and I couldn't help but smirk.

'She became more sensitive to this after remembering her past life,  fufu. '

"Lotte ah~ ahn,<3"

Before I could even put the food in her mouth,  she grab my wrist and steals the fork, and feed herself and I acted and moan playfully.

She choked and quickly drank a glass of water.

"Y-you horn-"

"I'm glad you are fine now...  Realy Lotte...  I'm glad... "

I looked down as I can finally say what I really wanted to say,  I am really worried about her condition.

My previous thought of killing her added to that and I become guilty for thinking something absurd.

"... Yeah,  I'm back... "

She scratch her cheek while not looking at me, I stared at the moment and said.

"... June 26 3075 will be the start of our school Lotte. "

"what? "