Chapter 103 - Confession
When Wu Sheng first handed over the paper on 7/23, he was fully prepared to greet Xu Wang with all his reactions. But Xu Wang didn’t mention a word about “the optimistic story line of classmate B and detective C”.
When he returned to Beijing, he had persuaded himself to stop thinking about it. The two-day trip to Hebei, the remedial work of the big client who had almost no eye contact, made him calm down the last trace of restlessness, and now it is quite heartfelt. As a result, Xu Wang started talking again, and nothing B or C was made, and went straight to ten years ago.
In the letter ten years ago, Wu Sheng didn’t dare to use the past when he was writing the story. That’s it. He was picked out of the frosted filter to reveal the original clear look of the past.
It was already dark, the street lights were bright outside, and the streets were still full of traffic.
But the living room is very quiet.
It was so quiet that Wu Sheng could hear his heartbeat, hear Xu Wang’s breath, and even Xu Wang blinked lightly as he waited for his response.
In the rainy night classroom ten years ago, Xu Wang looked at himself like this. The only difference was that at that time, he had teardrops on his eyelashes.
He always seemed to make him sad, Wu Sheng thought.
The air was almost frozen, Xu Wang’s impulse, in Wu Sheng’s silence, a little fever.
He lowered his head, stared at his knees, braced his last courage, and asked again: “Can’t you write something simple …”
The voice is weak, and it is almost inaudible.
Finally, Wu Sheng’s answer sounded in his ear, low, with a trace of hoarse: “I’m afraid.”
Xu Wang shivered.
He never knew that Wu Sheng would also be afraid.
On the sofa, they sat very close, until he needed to turn sideways to see Wu Sheng’s face.
But Xu Wang dare not move.
“One side is afraid, and I hope you can find it.” Wu Sheng looked up at the front wall, and his eyes were white, and he smiled ridiculously, as if through the white wall, he could see the silly self looking forward and backward.
Xu Wang’s heart beat so badly that it hurt his chest.
He had never heard of Wu Sheng’s “heart”, which gave him a sense of illusion. He tried to make a fist, trying to calm his breath, for fear that the breath would be heavy, and the beautiful soap bubbles would break.
In a trance, Wu Sheng’s sigh passed into his ears: “I don’t know what to say. If you don’t say anything again, the conversation may die.”
Xu Wang turned his head subconsciously until he saw the smile on Wu Sheng’s eyes, he realized that he was fooled.
Wu Sheng likes his annoying look. Because it’s usually too “schematic”, so occasionally bulging, it is particularly cute.
He couldn’t help but raised his hand and touched the other person’s head. It was very light and very gentle: “It was me who wrote the letter, and it was me who was rejected. Can you show a bit of arrogance.”
Xu Wangzheng hesitated whether to take the hand off his head, heard the words, and was completely stunned: “When did I refuse you? You did not write to me first!”
As soon as he spoke, Xu Wang discovered how much he cared about it.
Wu Sheng was at a loss for a moment, as if he realized that something went wrong, but this did not affect his extraction of memory information: “Fifth letter, you let me stop asking.”
“Fifth letter?” Xu Wang forgot what he said, how could he be interpreted as “refusing”? !
and many more.
Xu Wang fixed his heart and recalled the five letters lying in the next bedroom at the moment.
He didn’t remember the content of his reply, but the letter sent by Wu Sheng, he had long gone back.
Let Wu Sheng “Don’t Ask Again”?
That must be what Wu Sheng asked in the letter …
Xu Wang suddenly raised his eyes, and finally found the same sentence in the fourth and fifth letters.
[Have you finished watching “Walden Lake”? 】
He stared at Wu Sheng with wide eyes, and his tone of voice went up uncontrollably: “Have you finished watching Walden?”
Wu Sheng sighed, with “rejected and resigned” in his eyes: “Remember it.”
“…” Xu Wang covered his heart, and the pain there was worse than when he knew there was a code in the letter!
When I should think too much, I do n’t want to think, when I should n’t think too much, I just miss all the correct answers in the emotional line. How did Wu Sheng do it?
And who likes Wu Sheng himself, how much sin did he make in his last life …
“I didn’t even know that there was a code in the letter before today!” Xu Wang turned his whole body directly, and wished to throw every word on Wu Sheng’s face and reshape his brain circuit!
Wu Sheng rarely, the whole person is silly: “I don’t know?”
Xu Wang was about to make him vomit blood, not to mention it anymore, just exchange this today: “I asked you the first sentence just now, can’t you write a simple letter, don’t you understand that I didn’t decipher? “
Wu Sheng didn’t really think too much: “I thought you were just turning over your old account, and wanted to use Tucao as the key to today’s topic.”
Xu Wang heart plugged: “Can’t you think in a mortal way!”
“But I asked” Walden Lake “in two consecutive letters. Is the prompt not obvious enough?”
“…”
In Xu Wang’s glare, Wu Sheng triggered his desire to survive and lowered his shameful head: “It is indeed a bit obscure.”
Xu Wang ’s trust in him has collapsed. No matter how good his attitude is, and how innocent his eyes are, it ’s useless: “How many‘ you think ’do you have, format me!”
Wu Sheng was very cooperative. After a moment of silence, he quickly reported: “The grid is over.”
“Don’t ask what I said, just don’t ask me if I didn’t read the book.” Xu Wang wanted to relax his tone, but the more he tried, the more he was wronged, and he failed. After the words, he threw Wu Sheng on the face , “And, you listened well, I finished reading that” Walden Lake “, I checked the dictionary, one page did not fall, I finished reading it!”
In one breath, his chest undulated violently, and the sight line was placed on Wu Sheng from beginning to end.
Wu Sheng looked at him in amazement, his face changed several emotions for a while, and he couldn’t tell whether he was more happy or bitter.
Xu Wang stared at him, his eyes red.
Suddenly the entire living room became quiet, leaving only the heartbeat of two people, one more like a drum.
Wu Sheng’s throat tightened, and for a long time, he recovered his voice: “Is the book beautiful?”
Xu Wang stuck his neck: “Boring is dead!”
Wu Sheng said: “Then you have finished reading.”
“…”
Because you sent it.
These words rolled in Xu Wang’s heart, but he couldn’t say anything.
He blinked hard, trying to force the heat off, but it was unsuccessful. Instead, the water vapor stained his eyelashes and blurred his vision.
Suddenly, Xu Wang felt a hand and touched his face, his palm was hot.
The sudden warmth was transmitted from the cheek to the limbs, like an electric shock.
Wu Sheng gently wiped off the water vapor on his eyelashes with his thumb, feeling terribly distressed: “I’m sorry.”
“You’re sorry for me too much,” Xu Wang murmured dumbly, “You said I’m stupid, you said I only know that fighting doesn’t consider the consequences, you push me, and you write me the kind Love letter that I can’t understand … “
Wu Sheng’s mouth didn’t consciously go up. For the first time, he knew that being scolded would make people’s hearts bloom and the sun was shining.
After counting all the crimes, Xu Wang was still terrified. He couldn’t control himself not to think about “if”.
If Wu Sheng does not use this incredible way, will he be different from his present?
If you move your head a little bit and see the mystery in the letter, will the result be different?
What if he took the initiative when Wu Sheng suddenly interrupted communication?
What if Wu Sheng tried again after being “thought” by him?
He was determined to look at Wu Sheng, trying to make his voice sound indifferent, but he could not restrain it. His eyes turned red: “I have received such a love letter since I was small, and you gave me a password …”
Wu Sheng picked up his face and gently blown into his eyes, trying to blow away his red eyes.
“Aren’t I coming back? I will fill in as many love letters as you want.”
Xu Wang looked at him angrily, like a child who had the upper hand, and took the opportunity to rely on more sugar: “There are ten years of youth.”
“Also make up.” Wu Sheng deserves a lot of confidence.
Xu Wang was stunned, so he did not know him.
Wu Sheng leaned over and dropped a kiss on his forehead.
Solemnly almost pious.
“I love you.” For the first time, he didn’t set any protective colors and spread his heart completely.
Xu Wangding was there, the brain was completely blank, only the hot air under the eyes surged so fast that it was too late to become a drop of water, which rolled off his cheeks.
Before these three words, he always reminded himself subconsciously that Wu Sheng’s “like” and “love letter” were all ten years ago, although now he looks, seems, seems, still exists This kind of “like”, but these “seems” and “seems” can never make people really reliable.
He was afraid to be affectionate again.
He was afraid that after the joy, it would be empty.
“I’m going to chase you.” Wu Sheng announced it so formally that he was embarrassed by himself, but he always looked at Xu Wang’s eyes, his eyes fixed, without any hesitation, “From now on , I chase you. I do n’t have a decade, I ’ll chase 20 years, I ’m chasing 30 years, I will make up your youth, even the benefits. “
Xu Wang sucked his nose, just thought he was not content, but now he felt that he was a profiteer.
He had never spoken to Wu Sheng about love and love.
He used a kiss he didn’t kiss and changed his heart.
fool.
Xu Wang finished talking softly in his heart. The man had already rushed over and kissed Wu Sheng’s lips firmly.
Wu Sheng was stunned there, just as he had just met in the “Owl”.
But this time, Xu Wang kissed longer, deeper and more engaged.
When he parted, Wu Sheng’s lips were already blushed by him.
Xu Wang is very satisfied with his achievements: “I agree you chase me.”
He wanted to make his voice sound serious and serious, but with one mouthful, it would be soft, sweet, and happy.
“You have to chase well, especially chasing it with special care … No, you don’t have to work too hard, right or wrong, you can work hard, don’t use your brain …”