Stunned for You

Chapter 55

“Ah, don’t apologize, I didn’t mean to blame you.” Yin Fanlu quickly explained, “I just think it’s uncomfortable for you to be so stiff. If there is any misunderstanding, it may not be that Luhe and I can help you. Sometimes Some things are just a little too close.”

Fu Sitian looked at her with a bitter smile on the corners of her lips, and said softly, “Thank you. However, it may not work.”

She knew too well that she and Shi Yi couldn’t go back. The closeness of the two hearts may depend on the right time and place and the harmony of the people, but the distance between the two hearts can be decided by Shi Yi alone.

She didn’t want to spoil the atmosphere and changed the subject: “This piece of paper is pasted up, do you want to ask the waiter to change it?”

Chen Xizhu immediately answered: “Yes, change another one. Let’s clean out the meat in this pot.” She picked up several pieces of roasted black meat and put them on Yin Fanlu’s plate, with another piece of tender meat. Put the beef on Fu Sitian’s plate.

The difference was too obvious, Yin Fanlu grinded her teeth: “Hey, you are almost a bit too.”

The two of you quarreled with each other again, and Fu Sitian was amused and laughed again, like a okay person. But obviously she didn’t eat anything anymore.

Chen Xizhu has been paying attention to her secretly, and his heart is astringent.

After returning home, Fu Sitian reported her safety and said that she had arrived in the dormitory. Chen Xizhu chatted with her a few words, wanted to care about her, but didn’t know how to say it was appropriate, the “inputting” status was displayed for a long time, but nothing was sent.

“I’m fine, don’t think too much about it.” Fu Sitian sent it thoughtfully.

She is really fine. Every day, she lives as hard as she used to, study and work hard, and strive to become a better person. Even harder.

She held class meetings for the freshman class who was serving as a class assistant, assisted the remaining heart-association department to recruit new students, participated in training institutions for part-time work at night, and received a large number of translations. She arranged her time fully and did not dare to take any time off. .

Except that she can’t fall asleep, she is really fine.

Yin Fanlu explained the situation to Jian Luhe that evening, saying that Fu Sitian was reluctant to say more, and was really helpless. Jian Luhe pondered: “Forget it, let’s observe and see, if it doesn’t work, we can’t help it.” She couldn’t think of what Fu Sitian would do to make Shi Yi so worried.

On the third weekend of September, the college organized the whole college to take physical examinations for the non-exercise part. The sophomore classes are arranged on Saturday afternoon.

Fu Sitian and his class schedule was at 2:30, and monitor Gao Yipei asked everyone to gather in front of the gymnasium at 2:15, striving to start and end early.

Fu Sitian, Yin Fanlu and Jian Luhe arrived early and hid in a place where there was no sun.

At two ten ten, from a distance, Fu Sitian saw Shi Yi holding an umbrella, walking side by side with a tall and handsome boy towards the gymnasium. It seems that they are having a good chat. The boys are still making gestures on their hands from time to time, and from time to time Yi also responds.

Fu Sitian’s heart trembled, and a feeling of panic and panic spread. This semester, it was not the first time she saw Shi Yi walking with this boy.

Shi Yi was already close, and he took his umbrella and looked up, looking for the position of the class.

Fu Sitian rolled his eyes and tried to restrain himself from watching and thinking.

At 2:20, they entered the hall early to start the physical examination. The physical test teacher said that he needed the help of two classmates, one to read the results and the other to record the results. Gao Yipei and Shi Yi took the initiative to take over these two tasks as the class leader and the party secretary.

The first item is measuring height and weight. This project has always been the most feared by girls, and everyone is already groaning before they are on the scale.

Shi Yi was standing next to the scale and was ready to look at the meter, and found that several girls had been staring at Gao Yipei. After thinking about it, she talked to Gao Yipei, changed Jianlu and came over to record the results.

According to the student number, everyone was named one by one. Jian Luhe stood beside Shi Yi and recorded. Shi Yi’s voice reporting his results was very light. Except for the first two people in the party and the team, the people behind were completely inaudible. Feel relieved.

It was Fu Sitian’s turn. Fu Sitian took off his shoes and stood on the scale without squinting. Shi Yi raised his hand to press the height bar, and his white hand flashed past Fu Sitian’s aftermath. Fu Sitian took a peek at Shi Yi carefully. Shi Yi’s jaw line was tight, and there was no smile at all. Fu Sitian lowered his eyes and his throat became astringent.

Soon, Shi Yi said flatly: “167, 45.”

“Wow! Si Tian, ​​you are too skinny!” Jian Luhe was shocked while recording. The girls who heard them were all amazed and envious.

Fu Sitian stepped back, smiling shyly, and quickly left Shi Yi’s eyes. Every project is like this, she never stops in front of Shi Yi.

After finishing the last project, she greeted Jian Luhe, “Luhe, I will wait for you outside.”

Shi Yi finally couldn’t help but raise his eyes to stare at her back, his eyes were obscure that he could not even distinguish.

Jian Luhe found out, and deliberately asked her: “What are you looking at?”

Shi Yi retracted his eyes and read the result casually: “3100.”

It’s too subtle. Jian Lu and lowered their heads to write the results, becoming more certain in their hearts that something extraordinary had happened between Shi Yi and Fu Sitian.

The whole curiosity is about to be hanged.

On Sunday night, she made an appointment for Shi Yi. She wanted to swim because she was too hot. She took her swimsuit and returned to the villa where Shi Yi and her mother lived in high school.

There is an open-air swimming pool outside the villa. In high school, Jian Lu and his home were close here, and they often came to the swimming pool to escape the heat when they were in the middle of high school. Shi Yi looked like a cold person, but he was actually a very talkative and reassuring person. The pool had heard countless little secrets she had told Shi Yi, and very occasionally, she could pry out a little Shi Yi’s secret here.

After the two took a shower, they changed into swimsuits and moved their hands and feet before going into the water. Jian Lu and staring at Shi Yi’s long legs and slender waist, they remembered and said: “I wanted to ask you when I measured my weight yesterday, and later said that I should forget it. Why do you seem to have lost weight recently?”

She used the word “Ye” unconsciously, but Shi Yi clearly thought of something.

She moved her throat, and a line of concern was almost about to be spoken, but she finally suppressed it sensibly, “Sweat a lot in summer,” she said perfunctorily.

She put on her swimming goggles and jumped into the water, sinking herself into the cold that could not breathe. Don’t ask, don’t pay attention, don’t care. She warned herself.

After struggling to swim back and forth a few times, the two sat on the edge of the pool drinking drinks and blowing hair. Jian Lu and his feet were swaying in the water, and as usual, he actively talked to Shi Yi about his recent small troubles, most of which were related to Deng Yiran.

When I just fell in love, but in a different place, there are always a lot of bumps and bumps.

Shi Yi is not good at comforting people, but has always been a good listener. Rarely, however, Jian Luhe noticed that Shi Yi was obviously distracted.

She stopped talking and cared about Shi Yi: “What’s wrong?”

Shi Yi stared at her back, with a gloomy mist under his eyes, “It’s nothing.”

What kind of existence is like? Maybe it’s just an illusion that can be corrected.

Jian Luhe deliberately asked: “Are you in a bad mood lately?” She didn’t laugh much at first, and she has rarely seen it recently.

Shi Yi was silent and did not deny.

“Does it… have something to do with… Fu Sitian?”

The three words “Fu Sitian” fell into his ears, like a needle pierced into his heart. The girl’s pale little face appeared in her mind again, so clear and clear. Obviously, he has already tried so hard to not pay attention to her.

“Luhe, I don’t want to talk about this.” She pressed her eyebrows, her voice very low.

Jian Luhe was startled for two seconds, laughed, and calmed down the atmosphere: “Okay, I know, I really, don’t ask again, okay?”

Shi Yi looked at her for a long while, and sighed lightly, “Yeah.”

Okay, this matter is over. Jian Luhe quickly turned over the old account, “You were too fierce just now and scared me.”

A smile appeared in Shi Yi’s eyes and asked, “Then what do you want?”

Jian Lu and Cunning: “Change to a good question, you must answer it!”

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows.

Jian Luhe looked ambiguous: “What is your situation with Xia Ke recently? I have seen you come to the college with him many times.”

Shi Yi’s smile faded again. She stared at the ripples in the swimming pool without any shyness or joy on her face.

After a long silence, she turned her head to look at Jian Luhe, and her lips trembled. Just when Jian Luhe thought she was about to answer herself, she suddenly took off the bath towel on her shoulders, slid into the water again, and swam away.

“Wow! Shi Yi, you actually cheated!” Jian Luhe was consciously being tricked, kicked the water angrily and funny, then jumped into the water and swam after him.

“Don’t run, make it clear.”

After the National Day, the University of Shenyang will hold a school-level sign language exercise competition, and the School of Business Administration will naturally also participate. Sign language exercise belongs to the Psychological Association. Fu Sitian is the cadre of the Heart Association and one of the main persons in charge of this project.

After Jian Luhe watched their choreography, they thought it was quite interesting, so they signed up for it.

On Friday night, all of their participants were rehearsing on the long steps in front of the gymnasium. The time was almost up. Everyone was going to go. The sky was not beautiful. It suddenly rained and everyone didn’t bring umbrellas, so they had to run up. , Hiding under the eaves at the entrance of the gymnasium.

Fortunately, the rain in Shencheng is always like this. Most of it comes and goes quickly. After five minutes, the rain gradually decreased. The junior in charge of teaching exercises suggested: “Shall we go straight when we get a little younger?”

Everyone has no opinion.

After a few more minutes, the rain tended to stop. The person standing in the front put his hand out to feel the raindrops, “Okay, it seems I can go.”

“Really, let’s go, let’s go, lest you get up again later.” Everyone ran down eagerly.

Fu Sitian and Jian Luhe also walked down together.

Just two steps down, Jian Luhe suddenly pulled her hand and pressed her voice excitedly: “Sitian, look at those boys in uniform basketball uniforms over there!”

Fu Sitian subconsciously followed her gaze to the road ahead to the left.

In the heavy rainy night, several boys in Shenda’s red basketball uniforms were walking talking and laughing in the drizzle. Xia Ke was also among them. He was holding a basketball and looked back at his teammates behind him from time to time. A confident and bright smile appeared on his young face. Like the only bright color in the night.

Jian Luhe said, “Have you seen the boy who is obviously more handsome than others?”

Fu Sitian had an inexplicable premonition in his heart, and grumbled, “Yeah.”

“What do you think?” Jian Luhe laughed, “He and Shi Yi confessed the day before yesterday.”

“Shi Yi promised him…”

Fu Sitian’s head buzzed and roared, and he stomped on the air, and the whole person fell over.

Jian Luhe heard the voice, turned his head and saw Fu Sitian fall from her eyes.

Everything happened in a flash. Fu Sitian’s thin body stopped on the last two steps, motionless, like a lifeless doll.

“Si Tian!” Jian Luhe was so frightened that he ran down with two tremors.

Fu Sitian was helpless to get up, the world was spinning, and there was a burst of blackness in front of him.

Shi Yi lied to her. The stars never belong to her, and so is beauty.

She thought she was already numb from the pain.

But it turned out that it wasn’t that she lied to herself that she was really fine when she was fine.

If you lie to yourself, it won’t hurt.

She was in pain to death.

Shi Yi…

Shi Yi…

She whispered the name again and again in her heart.

Jian Lu and worried cheeks came into view, and Xia Ke’s concerned voice also passed into the eardrum: “Classmate, are you okay, classmate?”

She tried hard to smile.

Strings of crystal clear tears rolled down his cheeks and fell into the dirty water on the ground.

“Shi Yi…”

She let herself call out the name.

The voice was too weak for anyone to hear.