Chapter 117
Chapter 117
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The infusion room at midnight was quiet and empty, with only two patients sitting crookedly in the back who looked equally sleepy with the infusion. The wind poured in from the walkway, and the cold air rose from the floor, making it cool.
Fu Sitian sat on the first row of chairs for the infusion, Shi Yi opened the windbreaker jacket and hugged her in his arms, letting her lean on his shoulders.
“Are you comfortable?” she asked softly.
Fu Sitian also replied lightly: “Yeah.”
I don’t know if the painkillers are working, but her face really seems to be better than before. Shi Yi coaxed her: “Then sleep for a while, okay?”
Fu Sitian was really too tired, and Shi Yi nodded on his shoulders, and closed his eyes obediently.
Shi Yi slightly adjusted the height of his shoulders and adjusted his windbreaker to make Fu Sitian more tightly wrapped in his clothes.
The night is too quiet.
The clock hung on the wall moves every second, every second is clearly audible.
Shi Yi’s eyes fell on the white wall, listening to the time, walking every minute and every second, with a lot of emotions and upset. She seemed to think a lot, but she couldn’t understand exactly what she was thinking. But one thing seems to be getting clearer and deeper in her mind-money is really a very important thing.
It is about your sense of security, your confidence to love someone, your life, everything in your life.
But she didn’t seem to really understand until today.
Too late.
Si Tian needs surgery fees.
At present, the money they have left over is already very reluctant to pay for the surgery, plus Si Tian’s necessary tonic after the surgery, it is simply impossible.
She…needs to prepare this money. This is not a small sum you can earn right away.
Shi Yi’s hand holding the phone in the pocket of the windbreaker turned white with his fingertips. Closed her eyes and took a deep breath, she took the phone out of her pocket, unlocked it, and entered the text message interface.
One-handed operation, the contact person selects “Luhe”, point to the content input box with your fingertip, and start typing “Luhe, is it convenient for you? Can you lend me 10,000 yuan for emergency? I can’t pay you back within half a year, you should have The second half of next year.” This is the first time she has asked someone to borrow money.
She cut the two short sentences several times before organizing the language.
It turns out that borrowing money is such a difficult thing; it turns out that it feels like asking people and waiting for their sympathy and help. Obviously it is not something to be ashamed of, but I don’t know why, but the feeling is no better than doing a shameful thing.
She hesitated to press the “send” button.
The phone was suddenly taken from his hand.
Shi Yi subconsciously moved his gaze with the phone, caught off guard, and ran into Fu Sitian’s eyes, which could even be called horror.
“No need, Shi Yi.” She didn’t know when she woke up, holding her mobile phone, like a frightened little beast, suddenly sat upright. “I don’t have surgery, Shi Yi, don’t be like this.”
She couldn’t accept, she couldn’t accept that she made her proud lover endure the displacement for her, but also lowered her head that had never been high for her.
She can’t stand it.
Shi Yi’s heart was blocked. She could see the unresolved collapse in her eyes, and she could understand the distress that she couldn’t hide. She smiled nonchalantly, rubbed Fu Sitian’s hair, and sneered at her: “What silly thing to say.”
She reached out to retrieve the phone from Fu Sitian, but Fu Sitian held it stubbornly, not relaxing at all, tears wet her eyes.
Shi Yi couldn’t use brute force on her, but he couldn’t help her, frowned and sighed, raising his head and looking at Fu Sitian. She wanted to say something to coax her, but she didn’t know why. At this moment, her heart was in a mess, and her language function seemed to be suddenly lost.
They stared at each other in silence.
Fu Sitian slapped the big face with no blood at all. She has an overly delicate and soft face. Anyone who is not familiar with her will find her fragile and easy to handle, but Shi Yi knows how tough and stubborn she is inside.
She couldn’t convince Fu Sitian.
Sure enough, Fu Sitian spoke and said, “After all, the operation is to remove a body organ. Although the doctor said it will not affect it, if it is really just a useless organ, why not just degenerate and disappear when it evolves.”
She said, as if she had found a breakthrough suddenly, she became more determined: “If you keep it, it may be useful. Surgery is not necessarily the best choice. Non-invasive is better, isn’t it? I have had it before. If you have checked some gallbladder stones, you don’t necessarily have to have surgery right away. Many people pay attention to diet and rest. After conservative treatment for a period of time, recheck all of them suddenly. Shi Yi, you think it is too serious. .”
She looked at Shi Yi’s eyes and asked gently and sincerely: “Really, baby, relax. Shall we try conservative treatment first?”
Shi Yi couldn’t find a reason for rejection. She knew that Fu Sitian was not all wrong. Make an opening in the body and cut off a part of the body. There is no such simple thing as the word “operation” on the doctor’s mouth. She is also distressed, and she is also scared.
She was shaken.
After a long while, she promised: “Then from now on, pay attention to three meals, pay attention to work and rest, and pay attention to rest.”
Fu Sitian opened his eyes wide, and his smile burst into relief in an instant. She hugged Shi Yi with the hand that didn’t have the needle, buried it in her neck, and snorted, “Hmm!”
Shi Yi rubbed the back of her head, eyes drooping, his eyes still filled with gloom.
When hanging the second bag of water, Fu Sitian really fell asleep. Shi Yi turned the phone to mute, sent the text message, and then deleted the record.
She couldn’t allow Fu Sitian to do her physical things. She can let her try conservative treatment, but she must also prepare her for another. She couldn’t bear seeing Fu Sitian hurt like this again.
She kissed her kiss Fu Sitian’s forehead, her heart was still full, but it seemed that everything was different from before.
There seemed to be a hole poked in a place in his body. It was black hole, and the wind was still raging. But she couldn’t find it and couldn’t fill it in.
After three o’clock in the morning, Fu Sitian woke up when the nurse pulled out the needle after finishing the infusion. Shi Yi accompanied her to take a taxi back to the rental house. Before going to bed, Shi Yi discussed with Fu Sitian and asked her not to do part-time jobs before the formal internship next semester. Their savings can last until the end of her postgraduate entrance examination.
Fu Sitian disagreed and bargained, and the two finally stepped back and reached Fu Sitian’s decision to leave a part-time tutor twice a week.
Fu Sitian never thought that in Shi Yi’s heart, she had another decision.
Two days after Fu Sitian resigned from other part-time jobs, Shi Yi started to study in the postgraduate entrance examination and study room of the library after eating dinner at night, citing that the subway was building not far from the rental house, there was noise, and there was no way to concentrate on reviewing.
It was too late to return, and Fu Sitian was worried. He was going to pick her up and down in an electric car every night, but Shiyi felt that the next day was too cold, and it would take her too much time, saying that she happened to be sitting at the table in front of her study room. A girl in science school is on the same road with her, and can come back with her, it doesn’t matter.
Seeing that she was so stubborn, Fu Sitian secretly drove the electric car to the library and waited twice, seeing that she was indeed walking on the same road with a girl wearing a black frame every time. He relaxed for a while, but didn’t do it anymore. Persisted. After all, she couldn’t accompany Shi Yi for two days of part-time jobs. It was even more reassuring to have a fellow traveler for a long time.
With the reduction of part-time jobs, time is no longer so urgent. Fu Sitian dare not skip dinner because of saving money and being in a hurry. It seems that three meals and work and rest have become regular. But she still didn’t sleep well, even worse.
Grandma started to have ascites. With the growth of ascites, she became more and more moody, and her obsession with her blind date became deeper and deeper, and she became more and more anxious; the weather was getting colder and colder, and Shi Yi’s winter clothes had not yet arrived, she missed it too much. I bought some decent ones for Shi Yi. A few days ago, she heard someone wash their hands in the toilet cubicle and talked about Shi Yi, asking if something happened to Shi Yi’s house. Why this semester seemed strange, another person agreed that she also felt this way. , Can be seen from the dressing.
Fu Sitian’s heart trembled, but his feet couldn’t move a step. She didn’t know whether she would be able to protect Shi Yi’s dignity when she went out to interrupt them, or would only make Shi Yi more embarrassed. She just realized more and more that she was really too dragged down.
After Shi Yi decided to hide Fu Sitian’s part-time job, she no longer immersed herself in books. Except for the time of studying in the library and doing part-time service in the restaurant, she left her mind on Fu Sitian the rest of the time. She found that Fu Sitian was even tighter than she had previously thought.
She worried about her and felt that she could no longer let her go.
She didn’t know what caused Fu Sitian to become so tight, so she could only try to find out first. She began to try to beat her side by side, and asked Fu Sitian about Ningcheng’s family through her grandma Fu Sitian’s condition.
But without exception, Fu Sitian always talks about it. She seemed to resist her knowing more, so that Shi Yi felt that she was cruel, like holding a spear to pry Fu Sitian’s protective shell abruptly.
The more she resisted, the more she showed her attitude that she didn’t want her to know everything, the harder it was for Shi Yi to speak, the harder it was to tell her the truth, to tell her that she already knew everything.
Like an unsolvable knot, the secret lies between them. Shi Yi couldn’t make progress, couldn’t retreat, and couldn’t do anything. He could only let this secret affect their mood, and even their distance.
One night in early December, Shi Yi pretended to come back from self-study in the library. After taking a bath, Fu Sitian was washing clothes on the balcony. Shi Yi looked at the desk in front of the hand-made account sets that Fu Sitian helped her make.
The desktop trembled violently twice, and the screen of Fu Sitian’s phone on the desk lit up.
Shi Yi glanced at it subconsciously, just about to withdraw his gaze at will, suddenly, his gaze froze.
On the screen of the mobile phone, there is a short message in the notification pop-up window. The content of the incomplete short message is:
Hello, I am Wang Ze, the blind date your grandma introduced to you. The meeting that day…
For a few seconds, Shi Yi wondered if he was dazzled or could not read Chinese.
What does this mean?
She didn’t want to think so, but a tsunami still couldn’t resist her, it was devastated and broken in her heart.