Stunned for You

Chapter 113

Fu Sitian felt that there was still something flooding in his head, and all the voices seemed to be separated by layers. They were not really heard, and they were indeed ringing.

“What do you mean…” Her voice was so soft that it disappeared as soon as the wind blew.

Fu Jiantao was also uncomfortable, he understood her unbelievable. He has quit smoking for a long time, but these days, he often habitually touches his chest pocket where he usually puts cigarettes.

He subconsciously raised his hand to touch the cigarette, and only touched the empty chest pocket: “She didn’t always say that her stomach hurts two years ago, and she hasn’t broken it in the past two years. It’s hard to get a gastroscopy when she gets older, so I took her to have a barium meal. , The doctor said there was nothing wrong with me, so I took her back and thought it was all right. This time it was not a stroke, and the hospital did more examinations. I don’t know what to check. I check it out. I found the uterus, saying it was a B-scan. There was a fist-sized lump inside, and it didn’t come out, so they couldn’t talk about it. But there are also a few on the liver. It’s bad, and it should be almost tense.”

Fu Sitian quietly seemed to cease to exist. She has a very unreal feeling. This unreal feeling makes her feel calm and at a loss.

After the car moved for more than ten meters, she said again: “Can I still have an operation?”

Fu Jiantao seemed to be distracted, the speed of the car was slowing down, “Huh?” He said, and the car moved several meters forward before replied: “The county hospital let us take us to the city hospital. They can’t help it. I ask you cousin-in-law. The acquaintances I looked for saw the video and said it was too late, and they were all on the liver. At this age, I am afraid that it will be a waste of money and money even after the operation. In the current situation of your milk, you have to come to the operating table and have to talk about it. ”

“Is that the only way?” Fu Sitian’s head was dull.

Fu Jiantao did not speak.

Ten seconds later, he suddenly stopped the car on the side of the road, his whole body motionless. In the sound of cars passing by, like an auditory hallucination, Fu Sitian heard him very dumb and said in a low voice: “It’s because I’m not capable.”

There was an unnoticeable tremor in his broad shoulders.

Fu Sitian had never heard Fu Jiantao speak in such a voice. Depressed and changed his voice.

Her nose sore all of a sudden, and the real pain finally penetrated into her body, spreading all over her limbs. She wanted to say something to comfort him, but he moved quickly again, holding the handlebars to start the car.

The old motorcycle made a hoarse roar, but the wheels did not move. Fu Jiantao had to step on the ground with one foot and the starter lever of the motorcycle with one foot, stand up and kick down vigorously. Ups and downs, ups and downs, again and again, the more he kicks, the harder he kicks, the more he kicks, the weaker he kicks, until he is out of breath.

Fu Sitian looked at his clumsy and strenuous back, followed by a rough snort, and his eyes were red.

“Forget it, let’s go over.” He gave up.

Fu Sitian should: “Okay.”

She couldn’t say anything else. The words are too pale.

She looked at the brightly lit street lights ahead, and she felt as though they had fallen on the edge of the world. This night, in this world, everyone is in color, and only they are walking deep and shallow in the black and white room where the light is not bright.

Silent all the way, they arrived at the hospital. In the elevator, Fu Jiantao told her: “Don’t tell your milk about her illness first, she can’t be excited anymore. Your aunt and I plan to take her film to the city in two days and have a look.”

Fu Sitian promised: “Good.”

She cleared up her mood, put on a well-behaved expression, and went to the old man’s ward.

The ward is a two-person room. The patient in the other bed is not there. The old man is lying on the bed and watching TV. Wang Meifen sits on the folding bed and plays with the mobile phone.

Fu Sitian, who Wang Meifen saw first, greeted her: “Oh, you’re back, have you eaten yet.”

Fu Sitian replied softly: “Not yet.” After that, she looked at the old man, and cared as she walked in: “Grandma, how are you?”

The old man looked a lot thinner, his high cheekbones were taller, his eye sockets sunk in, and his face became sharper and sharper. But her mental head was pretty good, her voice was loud, and she stared at her whitely: “I thought you would come back for the funeral when I was dead.”

Fu Sitian paused, and was stabbed so that he couldn’t speak. The warmth and affection in her heart because of her serious illness instantly cooled down. Emotion, fell back to the cold reality.

“Mom!” Fu Jiantao dragged a stool out of the bed to Fu Sitian, and said disapprovingly, “The kid is busy taking exams. This is not about coming back as soon as I hear.”

Fu Sitian held his trouser legs with both hands, did not sit down, and did not excuse.

The old man looked at her up and down, thinking of something, and calmed down his tone and said, “Sit down, have you eaten?”

This question has just been asked by Wang Meifen. Fu Sitian shook his head gently again.

The old man didn’t really care about her answer. She followed her own thoughts, and continued: “I’m fine, your uncle said that I will be fine in a few days, and I can go to the ground, but the blood is not connected for a while. Isn’t this?” She looked at the bedside. The infusion bag he was holding, “It’s venting the blood vessels.”

Fu Sitian looked at her unknowing appearance, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart. She pinched her fingernails and answered her normally: “That’s good.”

The old man asked: “Listen to your uncle, your father is coming back soon.”

Fu Sitian’s blood coagulated. “Ok.”

“Hey, finally, my old bones have survived until this time.” She was relieved at first, and then took Fu Sitian’s hand and patted it on the back of her hand. The emphasis of her words grew: “You are so old, reading books. More than anyone else, do you remember the truths I told you before?”

Fu Sitian’s nails plunged deeply into the palm of his hand, and he could not withdraw his hand from the old man’s hand. Fu Sitian felt that his fingertips were so hot and dry, as if they were being held down by a cold, slippery, slippery snake.

She replied perfunctorily: “Yeah.”

The old man said to himself: “Your dad has suffered for most of his life, and now he has come out, and he is full of hardships. When he comes out, you have graduated, and the father and daughter have a good life. You young people are busy, you have to work hard, you Be skilled, find a good job, hire a good partner, and give birth to a big fat boy in the future. He just happens to bring children to your couple. You will also have fun, and he will also enjoy some happiness, right.”

Fu Sitian wanted to refute something. He looked at the pinhole on the back of her hand, and then endured it again, nodding absent-mindedly.

She vaguely heard from the balcony, Wang Meifen asked Fu Jiantao: “Did you say it?”

Fu Jiantao said: “No.”

Wang Meifen scolded him: “It’s useless at all.”

Fu Sitian is distracted, what are they talking about…

The old man was still chattering, talking upside down about Fu Jianze’s suffering over the years, and asked Fu Sitian to be filial to her in the future, to hire a reliable and filial person, and would not dislike her father’s object. Talking and talking, she urged the marriage, saying that she had heard several introductions, and asked her to find time to check it out.

Fu Sitian repeatedly took deep breaths, pushing away, trying to get his left ear in and out of his right ear.

Just when Fu Sitian was about to sit down, Wang Meifen came in: “Mom, Tiantian didn’t have dinner. It’s too early. I’ll take her back to have some food first, and I’ll bring her over tomorrow. You see. ?”

The old man frowned, as if he hadn’t said it, a little reluctant. “Then you come here later and take care of your uncle’s class at night. Your uncle is such a big person, and I feel uncomfortable for him when I sleep in that bed.”

Fu Sitian was already numb, nodded without saying anything, and went downstairs with Wang Meifen.

Wang Meifen borrowed an electric car and drove her back, asking questions randomly on the road, asking about her life.

Fu Sitian said it was okay, saying that he was about to graduate and could find an internship next semester.

Wang Meifen asked casually: “Does the boy who looked for you during the Chinese New Year continue to walk?”

Fu Sitian was stunned for a moment, and suddenly a kind of vigilance arose. That boy never existed, but she knew who Wang Meifen was asking. She bit her lip and said unnaturally, “No.”

Wang Meifen said “Oh”, not sure if he believed it or not, but didn’t say anything.

When she returned to the old man’s house, Fu Sitian asked Wang Meifen to rest, and she just made a bowl of noodles by herself. Wang Meifen didn’t promise, and she rarely cooked supper for her, and even sat down to eat with her.

Fu Sitian knew, she must have something to tell herself. She bit the noodles, nothing tasted.

Finally, Wang Meifen spoke: “Tian Tian, ​​Auntie has something to discuss with you.”

Fu Sitian stopped his chopsticks and looked at her: “Aunty, you say.”

Wang Meifen didn’t look at her, and his eyes fell on her job: “Your uncle told you about your milk on the road.”

“Ok.”

“She’s in this situation, it’s very troublesome. Let’s not say whether she needs an operation. The doctor said that even if she recovers from the stroke, she can only drag a few steps with a cane in the future. She can’t take care of herself anymore. Someone must be around to take care of her. Up.”

“Your uncle and I also know, how can we follow her every step of the way. In the past few days, I have resisted the boss’s scolding, and I won’t go back, and I don’t have to go back. Your uncle is more It’s impossible. Xiaoyu is still in college. He puts it down and doesn’t work. Our whole family drinks Northwest Wind.”

“Auntie, I understand, it’s not easy for you.” Fu Sitian lowered his head and said softly.

Wang Meifen sighed, took her hand, and patted twice: “You know the best. So I discussed with your uncle and asked her a nanny for five thousand a month. The money is divided between our two families. .”

Fu Sitian’s hand trembled unconsciously.

Wang Meifen pressed her hand and stared at her sideways and said: “Uncle and aunt don’t take advantage of you either. Mom, your uncle and your dad have a share. Aunt knows that it’s not easy for you. If we have the ability, We will bear all the burdens, it’s okay. But look at me and your uncle, we can’t do anything about it.”

The chopsticks made deep dents on Fu Sitian’s knuckles. She said, “Auntie, I know.”

Wang Meifen couldn’t hear her emotions, so she hardened her heart and continued: “You have a bit of private money, but this time the doctor spent a lot of money. I think your uncle still wants to operate on her. I don’t know about the subsequent treatment. How much do you want. Uncle and aunt also know that you are still a student now, and there is nothing we can do, so we don’t rush you. She pays out her own private money first. If it is not enough, I will borrow it with your uncle, think of a way to advance, and you will make an IOU. , When there is a salary, and then pay it back, do you think it is?”

Can I not agree? Not possible. They did not take advantage of her. As a descendant of man, it should be.

Fu Sitian heard that he promised: “Okay.”

She also heard something broken in her heart.

Wang Meifen raised her eyebrows when she agreed and felt relieved. He patted her hands several times and murmured, “Good boy, good boy…”

She couldn’t wait to get a pen and paper for Fu Sitian to write a note right away, but seeing Fu Sitian’s stunned appearance, she felt too much, so she forced herself down and greeted her: “Oh, look at me. It’s going to cool down.”

Fu Sitian smiled reluctantly and lowered his head to **** his face.

Wang Meifen had nothing to ask for words: “Your dad is coming out soon. It’s good to do anything at that time. The days will pass the better.”

Fu Sitian didn’t speak up. Mouthful of bitterness.

Will it be alright? She thought of the raised belt, the hideous face, the forbearing cry, the pungent smell of potion, and the saliva spit on her in her childhood…

Can’t eat anymore.

She put down the chopsticks and washed the dishes by herself.

Wang Meifen didn’t need to go to the hospital anymore, she just went to change Fu Jiantao. Fu Sitian didn’t accept her love, saying that she would go back to school on Sunday, and they will have to take care of the rest. Let the hospital leave it to her in these two days, yes.

Wang Meifen listened comfortably, and felt that she still understood the world, so she left.

She drove back to the hospital with a small electric motor borrowed by Wang Meifen.

Fu Jiantao glanced at her several times, but stopped talking. Fu Sitian smiled at him, took an apple, and wanted to cut it to him and the old man, one hand slipped, the fruit knife cut his finger, and the knife was full of blood.

The old man scolded her: “Oh, clumsy, I can’t do anything…”

Fu Jiantao dragged her to the nurse’s station.

She kept saying: “No, it’s okay.” Fu Jiantao couldn’t help her, and stubbornly pulled her to the nurse’s station.

When putting the band-aids, he asked: “Did your aunt tell you something?” Before Fu Sitian could answer, he continued: “No matter what she said, it doesn’t count if she said it. Don’t think so much. I, you can read your books at ease, these have nothing to do with you.”

How could it be okay. She knew that he was not really the one who could call the shots. She also knew that he was also very hard. She didn’t speak, just looked up at him with a gentle look, and shook her head: “It’s okay. Give me some time, I can.”

Not long after returning to the ward, Fu Jiantao was driven back by the old man.

After waiting for the old man to go to the toilet once, the people in the ward went to bed with the lights out, and the ward fell into darkness.

The old man didn’t know if he was breathing poorly, his purring was weird, hissing, like a monster lurking in the dark.

Fu Sitian stared into the darkness, unable to sleep. She wondered if she had entered a bizarre dream again. I know very clearly that this is not a dream.

Dreams still have time to wake up.

Her reality, her life, her nightmare, it seems that she can’t get out of it.

Shi Yi sent a text message asking her how things were going.

She read a few words for a long time.

She typed word by word: “Fortunately, I am still in the hospital. I will go back to talk to you on Sunday.”

Shi Yi said: “Okay. Pay attention to rest. Good night.”

Fu Sitian said: “Okay, close the doors and windows. Good night. The interview went well.”

Rarely, Shi Yi sent a [kiss] expression.

Fu Sitian stared at this expression, staring at the words on Shi Yi, sliding down the chat log bit by bit, bit by bit, until they first met.

The vision is getting blurred.

Tears rolled down. She bit the tiger’s mouth and couldn’t whimper.

From the moment she agreed to Wang Meifen, she asked herself again and again.

Is there any hope in her life?

Was it too selfish to pursue Shi Yi with luck from the beginning?

Is it better for her to break up with Shi Yi?

She didn’t want to think about it so much, so she wanted to have a future with Shi Yi. However, she finally had to think so.